478: When did you see her?(1/2)
I returned to Aunt Qin's cemetery, no, to be precise, it was my mother's cemetery.
I looked at her youthful voice and smile in the photo with a daze, thinking about the stories my mother told me about her bravely saving us, and my tears poured down like rain.
I knelt down in front of the tombstone.
After hesitating for a few seconds, I called her in front of the tombstone, "Mom..."
This title is both strange and familiar.
I never thought that one day I would call someone else a mother, and I never thought that I was actually not the daughter of the Lu family.
When I think of these things, my heart is like a knife.
"mom……"
I cried and called softly, "I have never seen you look like you before. I only heard my mother tell me that you are gentle like water, beautiful, and kind-hearted. You are the best woman in the world. It is my honor to be your daughter. I also thank you... I saved me with my life. Thank you, thank you..."
I sincerely kowtowed three times in front of my mother's tombstone.
I want to go back to the past, see my biological mother, and meet her past life...
I took out two tissues from my pocket, took a little bit of loess from my mother's tombstone, put them in the tissue, wrapped them carefully, and held them in the palm of my hand.
After I got home, I would use a small bottle to pack the loess that I had accompanied my biological mother for decades.
From now on, it's like my mother being by my side.
"Mom, you have to be honest with you as a daughter. I seem to really fall in love with my brother Lu Jingchen. You can't blame him for this, let alone my mother. I know that he thinks that my brother bullies me, but, in love, how can I bully each other? I know that she is sad because she is afraid that my life experience will never be hidden. She has always regarded me as her biological daughter for so many years. I really love her very much. Knowing that I am not her biological daughter, I actually feel very sad..."
I sobbed, "But I believe that some feelings will never fade away even without blood. Mom, don't worry about me in heaven. I am really living a good life. My parents love me very much, my second sister likes me very much, and Lu Jingchen... He treats me really. Your daughter, I will definitely live a good and carefree life."
After I finished speaking, I kowtowed a few more times in front of my mother's tombstone.
Before leaving, I told her that I would come to see her again soon.
When I left the cemetery, I was still reluctant to leave.
I felt even more indescribable and sad.
Sitting in the car, my mother kept holding my hand.
I felt that she was more nervous than me, and she seemed to be more afraid of losing me, which moved me very much. I wanted to cry several times, but in the end I endured it. In order not to be discovered by her, I turned my face to the other side throughout the whole process and pretended to be fine and looked out the window.
But my mother kept looking at me, and she was observing my every move.
"Wuyou, how are you okay?"
She finally couldn't help asking me, "If you have anything, just tell my mother..."
My mother's voice was choked for a while.
I shook my head quickly, "I'm fine."
"It's good that you're okay. Don't hold your heart in your heart if you have something. Even if you can't tell me, you can talk to your brother when you go back."
Lu Jingchen, who was open in front, looked at my mother and me through the rearview mirror. Finally, his eyes were locked on my face, "Stop crying."
There was obvious tenderness in his low voice.
My mother was still red in her eyes, but after hearing Lu Jingchen's words, she laughed "Puff".
This smile made both Lu Jingchen and I incredible.
"What are you laughing at?"
Lu Jingchen asked his mother.
"Laughing, you always have only your sister in your eyes."
Lu Jingchen asked with a smile: "Are you jealous?"
"Stop giving my face, so I won't be jealous of my daughter!"
How do I feel?
I was so embarrassed that I wanted to dig a hole to bury myself.
Hello, my mother, can we not talk about such an embarrassing topic?
I was so embarrassed that I had no shame to see my mother. I pretended to look out the window. My face was so shameless, but I didn't dare to respond to a word.
My mother held my hand and continued to talk to herself, "I said, why did you never see any girl you approached? I thought you were such a gay! It turned out that she was trying to attack her family."
Lu Jingchen: "..."
"When did you like Wuyou?"
“…”
I'm actually very curious about this question.
When did Lu Jingchen fall in love with me?
I couldn't help but look back at him.
In the rearview mirror, his eyes also happened to fall on my face.
Our eyes met unexpectedly, and my heart beat, and my face turned red and turned away.
Seeing that Lu Jingchen had been silent, my mother couldn't wait, "You kid didn't like her since she was a child, right? How old is your sister? Lu Jingchen, you're a little too much!"
"Mom, I'm not a pervert. What did I know when I was a child?"
"You are so much older than your sister, how could you not understand?"
"She is so young, how could I have any ideas? I'm not a pedophile."
“…”
The mother and son started arguing one by one because of me.
In the end, he never got a correct answer from Lu Jingchen.
When did he fall in love with me? He didn't say that maybe he didn't even know the exact time!
Just like me, I don’t know when I fell in love with Gu Yunyan and came to him. I insisted on telling me a point in time, and I couldn’t give this answer.
On the way back, the atmosphere became much more relaxed because of the lip-syncing battle between my mother and Lu Jingchen.
Lu Jingchen took the lead in sending my mother home.
I followed my mother to get off the car. Lu Jingchen turned around and asked me, "I'll go directly to the company, where are you? Didn't you have any classes in the afternoon?"
I thought about it and nodded, "Yes."
In fact, there was only one big class at 4:00 pm, so there was no need to go there so early.
"Let's go, I'll send you to school."
"Ok!"
I got back into the car.
I greeted my mom, "Mom, I'm going to class."
"Okay, you two will come back early tonight."
"good!"
Lu Jingchen drove me out of the villa area.
Along the way, somehow, the atmosphere was a bit weird anyway. I didn't speak, and he didn't speak either.
I lowered my head and kept picking the sofa cushion with my fingers.
Although I didn't look at him, I could feel that he should be observing me through the rearview mirror.
But in the end, I still didn't say a word, and he never had a word.
Until the car stops.
"get off."
He pushed the door first.
"oh."
I got out of the car with me.
I thought, will it arrive so soon?
Lu Jingchen had already opened the car door for me, and I got out of the car and muttered, "Why is it so fast?"
But when I saw the scene in front of me, I was stunned for a moment.
Where is this my school?
This... this is obviously Lu Jingchen's new home!
Uh, I was sitting in the car just now, and I was thinking about it all, so I didn't pay attention to what was happening outside at all, so I didn't notice it even when I was taken to my house.
Lu Jingchen seemed to have guessed what I was thinking and said, "I'll take you back to school after lunch. Don't you have classes until four o'clock in the afternoon?"
"How do you know?"
To be continued...