229: The last reluctance(1/2)
The news that Lu Yanbei and Li Chuqing were planning to get married was spread on the Internet as quickly as possible. Once published, it occupied the front pages of major media social networks, and its popularity lasted, which once caused the server to collapse.
Jin Xiu'er sat alone in the cafeteria to stew rice. Suddenly, her colleague Xiaoli came over with her plate and sat down next to her.
"What's going on, you?"
Xiaoli's eyes were full of concern and heartache.
"Um?"
Jin Xiu'er looked up at her pretending to be unknown.
Blinking and smiling.
But I don’t know how far-fetched and pale such a smile will be imprinted in others’ eyes.
Pretending to be strong is the most heartbreaking.
"Okay, don't pretend in front of me."
Xiaoli sighed, glanced at her, and lowered her voice and said, "How come things have become like this? Mr. Lu wants to marry you, right? Aren't you all pregnant with his child? Why did you marry Li Chuqing in the end?"
Jin Xiu'er lowered her head and slowly shook her head.
The water mist in the apricot eyes gradually became misty.
Chopsticks silently picked up the rice on the dining plate.
She couldn't help asking herself countless times in her heart: Yes, it seems that everything is about to come true, but why did it still not work between them in the end?
Can you blame him?
I can't blame him.
For the sake of the child, the father should not talk about a marriage, even if it is a sea of swords and fire, he should not hesitate.
"Xiu'er--"
Jin Xiu'er heard someone calling him.
She turned around.
I saw Chi Nian approaching her with a anxious meal plate.
She sat down opposite her, "Do you know? Lu Yanbei planned to go back to the UK with his family, and left after getting his marriage certificate with Li Chuqing. Now he is going through the procedures to go back to the UK."
The spoon in Jin Xiu'er's hand fell into the dining plate with a "clang" sound.
Her face turned slightly pale.
Her lips were pursed heavily, without saying a word.
Chi Nian sighed, "You really don't know."
She also heard Li Feng mention it accidentally.
Xiaoli was a little anxious, "What should I do?"
Chi Nian looked at Jin Xiu'er worriedly, hesitated for a moment, and continued to say, "Just Lu wants to take Jingchen back to the UK for treatment, and he plans to go there for the surgery."
“Okay.”
Kim Soo-er finally got a voice.
She pulled the corners of her lips and forced herself to smile, "The medical technology abroad is indeed much more advanced than ours, so Jingchen's chances of healing will be greater."
Xiaoli said dissatisfiedly: "When is it? You still have the mood to care about these things. You should care more about yourself!"
"Okay, I'm full, I'll go wash the dishes first."
Jin Xiu'er didn't want to continue this heavy topic anymore. She wanted to get up and leave, but Chi Nian grabbed her hand, "You really plan to let him marry someone else, let him leave?"
Jin Xiu'er's watery eyes shook.
Under the eyes, misty mist was slowly gathering.
After a long time, she smiled with her eyebrows and eyes bent, her nose was sore and sore, "What else can I do except let him go?"
She couldn't save the child or speak, begged him not to leave, begged him not to marry someone else...
Chi Nian finally let go of Jin Xiu'er's hand.
Jin Xiuer left with a plate.
Before I could think about it, I walked out of the cafeteria, but unexpectedly... I ran into him at first sight, Lu Yanbei.
He stood with his back to his back.
She was dressed in a refined handmade dark suit, neat and meticulous, and paired with brown Oxford leather shoes on her feet.
He handed his pocket in one hand and held a lit long cigarette in his other hand.
Relying your shoulders on the door post, your right foot is around your left foot, your toes are pointed at the ground, and you stand at will.
The posture is lazy and noble.
The majestic back is like a towering tree.
It made her eyes wet for a moment.
He wanted to leave, but he seemed to feel her existence, and suddenly turned his head and looked at her.
He turned completely after confirming that she was behind him.
Her eyes crashed into his deep pool of eyes without warning, and she felt a moment of panic.
Jin Xiu'er didn't expect him to turn around. For a moment, facing his calmness and indifference, she seemed even more embarrassed and helpless.
His eyes were sweeping around, but he didn't dare to fall on his face.
But on the other side, she felt that she was acting too obvious, so she simply plucked up the courage to meet his straight gaze.
Heartbeats like thunder.
When Kim Soo-er looked at him again, she clearly saw a heavy pain flashing in his deep black eyes.
The pain pierced into her heart like a spike.
She almost burst into tears.
She heard her speak first, "Congratulations."
Lu Yanbei's chest fluctuated violently a few times, and his throat slid. He spoke hoarsely, "I'm sorry."
Jin Xiu'er shook her head quickly and forced a smile, "Nothing is sorry, I can understand, really."
In front of him, Lu Yanbei's handsome and innocent face was gradually blurred by tears.
She was afraid that if she continued to watch this, the tears gate would collapse.
She hurriedly said, "Mr. Lu, it's almost time to go to work, I'll go and do it first."
After she said that, she strode around him and was about to leave.
Unexpectedly, when they passed by, their hands were heavily held by Lu Yanbei's big hands.
Jin Xiu'er's heart trembled suddenly, and tears suddenly burst out of her eyes silently, and she couldn't hold it or stop it.
Her heart seemed to be opened with a bloody hole, and the pain was so painful that she could hardly speak.
Lu Yanbei's big hands were tightly wrapped around her little hands.
The two of them had cold hands, without any heat.
He lowered his head and looked at her with red eyes.
She also lowered her head.
The hot tears fell down one by one, hitting the ground, and quickly fainted.
Lu Yanbei tightened his big hand silently, as if he wanted to put her into his palms and never separate forever.
But the reality is...
There is no eternal life between them.
"take care of yourself."
He finally spoke.
His voice was hoarse, and his throat seemed to be cut by a knife. "Eat more food, you have really lost a lot of weight recently."
Jin Xiu'er nodded repeatedly, but did not dare to speak out.
She was afraid that as soon as she made a sound, she would not be able to help crying, and she would cry until her voice was exhausted and her heartbroken.
Afterwards, Lu Yanbei just looked at her and didn't say anything.
The two of them confronted each other silently for a minute, and finally, Lu Yanbei slowly let go of her hand.
As soon as she gained her freedom, she left quickly.
After rushing into the corner, he hid inside and cried silently.
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To be continued...