Chapter 202 [Confession]
Chapter 202 [Frankness]
Ai Yige lay on his back in the darkness, feeling the active Jin Kezhu lying on him, intersecting with his tongue with affection, and kissing him impulsively. This situation made Ai Yige feel like he was back in the past, as if he was still an ordinary white-collar worker in the company, and Jin Kezhu also seemed to be the Jin Kezhu of the past again. Even all the touch and Jin Kezhu's active way were exactly the same as before.
The familiar aura belonging to Jin Kezhu, and even the temperature of her body, was like the Jin Kezhu that Ai Yige was most familiar with. As before, the years he had spent with Jin Kezhu appeared in Ai Yige's mind one by one. Ai Yige suddenly realized that when the world changed, he had already recalled the past fewer and fewer days, but gradually integrated into his current identity, and became more and more familiar with the role of Ai Yige in this world. In the past two or three years, it seemed that he had successfully concealed everyone. Although there were problems in some details, it was at most that others were a little confused that he was not like Ai Yige in the past. But it seemed that not only he was adjusting his state, but the people around him were gradually adapting to his current way of dealing with people.
Ai Yige suddenly thought that if one day God joked with him, traveled back the world of the past and returned the current world to Ai Yige, then how would he deal with the pain of suddenly losing all the pain. Perhaps it is not appropriate to say that pain is actually himself, but he is just in another parallel plane.
As a result, Ai Yige thought again that he had accepted the current world and enjoyed all the beauty that suddenly came to his face. It seemed that all the luck was concentrated on him alone. However, when another Ai Yige woke up, he found that he had everything and suddenly became a young white-collar worker who earned only 100,000 yuan a year, which was not even enough for him to play cards in the past. Another Ai Yige should face such a living environment. Perhaps, in the House of Power
The ability and temperament he cultivated was enough to handle everything perfectly. Even Ai Yige himself could deal with things from the top that he had never been exposed to before, so the other Ai Yige could naturally have enough ability to deal with such changes. However, this is always unfair to another Ai Yige. It is also very likely that he could not bear it. If any unexpected changes occur, wouldn’t Ai Changhu and Chen Fengying in another plane be heartbroken?
After thinking about all this, Ai Yige couldn't help but feel a little sad. Looking at the Jin Kezhu who seemed to be extremely familiar in front of him, he couldn't help but feel a little suspicious. Is this still the Jin Kezhu he loved deeply before? Although after two years of getting along, Ai Yige believed that his feelings for Jin Kezhu had never changed, but after all, there were so many women around him. And in his past days, he had not had such a beautiful dream, but after all, he was just thinking about it. Even ordinary little temptations he had never cheated on, and he was basically devoted to Jin Kezhu. But now?
Ai Yige remembered again that when she was just an ordinary employee at Jinge Entertainment, she once received a female star. She had two announcements in Nanjing and only had to stay for one night. The company was supposed to send a girl, but the female star asked a boy to be her driver and nanny. Ai Yige was sent. After recording the first day of the show on the TV station in the evening, it was about nine o'clock. After Ai Yige sent her back to the hotel, the female star said that she couldn't sleep, but it was inconvenient to go out to play, so she asked Ai Yige to buy a bottle of wine and went upstairs to the room to chat with her. Then, the woman
The star was obviously deliberately teasing Ai Yige. Ai Yige also understood that it was not that he had any special charm. I am afraid that this female star suddenly had a strong physiological need today. He also knew that this would only be beneficial to him and not harmful. At the worst, it would be just a one-night stand with a well-known actress, which would not cause any bad consequences. But Ai Yige suddenly thought of Jin Kezhu and fled in panic, which made the two of them extremely embarrassed when they met the next day. Although the female star was not easy to say anything, she was obviously extremely cold towards Ai Yige.
But now, although Ai Yige feels that he would reject the female star by giving him the same chance, the problem is that this kind of rejection is completely different from the rejection at that time. At that time, he felt that since he chose to be with Jin Kezhu, he seemed to be abiding by his husband's way, or to be more serious, it is called a sense of responsibility of a man. But now, it seems that after all the flowers have been appreciated, he no longer has any interest in seeing ordinary flowers, and his status is there, and the other party's seduction seems not so physical and not so pure, which always makes people worry about the tricks and congratulations. Although the results are the same, the process is very different...
At such a moment, Ai Yige couldn't help but think of the famous philosophical puzzle: Who am I, where I came from, and where I was going. For a moment, Ai Yige couldn't help but become stupid, and even forgot to respond to Jin Kezhu's kiss.
It seemed that I could feel Ai Yige gradually calming down, and even just passively letting him kiss him, but he had no response at all. Jin Kezhu couldn't help but be surprised, and stopped moving, gently stroked Ai Yige's cheek with her fingers: "Old Ai, what's wrong?"
Ai Yige suddenly realized that he looked at Jin Kezhu in front of him, and his innocent little face, he had endured too much psychological process in the past two years. Although Ai Yige had never experienced this process of hatred to gradual acceptance and being deeply trapped in an unextinguishable situation, he could imagine what a cruel process it was. However, Ai Yige had no other way. He could not tell Jin Kezhu the truth, otherwise he would definitely be hated even more by Jin Kezhu, and even completely lost the opportunity to re-cultivate with her.
But now, it seems that these things can be told to Jin Kezhu. However, Ai Yige is unsteady and does not know whether he should actually tell Jin Kezhu. Regarding everything he has done over the past few years, Ai Yige has always believed that if someone can learn and share the truth about the world he woke up and greeted when he woke up, then this person can only be Jin Kezhu, because only Jin Kezhu is the person who is most directly related to this matter and is deeply troubled by it.
"Kezhu, I have a story I want to tell you!" Ai Yige said lightly. Jin Kezhu also found that Ai Yige's mood was very stable, and she could even feel the desire to tell in Ai Yige's heart.
"Well, tell me. But why did you think of telling me a story?" Indeed, it was difficult for Jin Kezhu to understand. She knew that Ai Yige had always wanted to have such a relationship with her again, but now, she had clearly been completely disarmed and even took the initiative to cater to him. Why was he not in a hurry?
Ai Yige hugged Jin Kezhu tightly, let her lie on her chest, listen to her heartbeat, and then slowly spoke: "When I finish telling this story, you will probably know why I told this story. However, this story is very long, you must be mentally prepared."
"Okay, after you say that, if we need to talk until dawn, we won't sleep. If we can't finish it at dawn, then we will wait until you finish it and we will get up."
Ai Yige began to tell: There was a man, a boy. In September after he graduated from college, he returned to school to get the recommendation form for outstanding graduates, but he saw a girl, a girl who just passed by randomly in the corridor, which attracted all his attention. At that time, the boy was moved and took the initiative to greet him, but was regarded as a boring catcher by the girl. Fortunately, the school leaders appeared in time, confirming that the boy was still a graduate with excellent character and academic performance. So they met...
Then, according to his own memory, Ai Yige slowly told Jin Kezhu everything from how he met Jin Kezhu, how he slowly pursued her, how the two lived a semi-cohabitation life, how they fell in love, and so on.
At first, Jin Kezhu obviously felt that the story was related to him, because the scene he encountered in school seemed to have described it, but it was not exactly the same. But after hearing it, she began to be confused again. This was clearly the story of two other people, but it seemed closely related to him. Although she had never experienced such a journey, she could always feel the strange inner connection between her.
Ai Yige kept talking about the night before the whole world traveled through time. How did he call Jin Kezhu and tell her that Peng Lianqing had something to do with him, and then went to the bar with Peng Lianqing and did not eat the supper made by Jin Kezhu.
That night, Peng Lianqing fell in love with a girl, but she failed to get entangled. In the end, both of them got drunk and climbed each other's shoulders to leave the bar. Ai Yige even clearly remembered that when leaving the bar, Peng Lianqing was still waving his hands and shouting loudly: "What a thin waist!" This kid always likes girls with thin waists so much.
Then, Ai Yige talked about his awakening, but he felt that his home was a little weird, but he didn't go into it. He still ate some noodles at the entrance of the alley and took a taxi to Jin Kezhu.
"After the noodles, the boy was a little weird when he spoke, but he was treated as an old man and was not in a confused manner. He tried his best to call his girlfriend, but he only heard the other party telling him that the girl was turning off the phone. Worried, he took a taxi to the place where the girl lives. When the girl opened the door, he found that the girl didn't know him at all. He thought the girl was joking with him, or because he was angry, he was the night before.
I didn't come back for dinner, but accompanied my friends to drink and have fun. While apology carefully, I also thought that the reason why the girl would ask him to go back for dinner so seriously might be because she found a job after graduating from college. The girl was indeed hired by a company, and the boy became even more sure of her guess and couldn't help but be very happy, but found that the girl was still having a little temper with him. My heart moved and felt that it was because the girl was deliberately playing with her? So..."
When she said this, Jin Kezhu found that her hands were a little cold, and Mumu didn't seem to belong to her. She asked in a trembling voice: "Lao Ai, is the boy you are talking about you? And is that girl me?"
Ai Yige nodded slowly: "Well, Kezhu, I said, I have always owe you an explanation. This story is actually the explanation I give you. I know it is absurd and unbelievable. However, when I came out of your house, when I saw Lao Peng appearing in front of me in an Audi TT, I couldn't believe it either. Then I saw Uncle Song driving a military car to take me back to the military compound, and then saw my father wearing a military uniform carrying two flowers on his shoulder, I still couldn't believe it. In the end, in the face of a series of all the facts that had been changed, I could only choose to believe it."
After saying that, Ai Yige looked at Jin Kezhu very frankly, with no transparent impurities in his eyes.
Jin Kezhu almost couldn't accept such a thing at all and asked in confusion: "You want to say that for you, the whole world has traveled through time, and for this world, you have traveled through time to this world alone. Is that true?"
Aiyigo nodded again: "That's about it."
"So, I'm not your former girlfriend, nor are you the Aige who should have appeared in this world?"
"I can't say that. After all, there is only one Ai Yige and only one Jin Kezhu. I think God suddenly had such an accident, and it would never be to break us apart, right?"
Jin Kezhu held his fingers in disbelief and asked hesitantly: "Then why didn't you tell me earlier? Why didn't you tell me all this when I was reluctant to sue you in the court?"
Ai Yige smiled bitterly: "If I told you like this, I would either be regarded as a shameless bastard or as a complete psychopath. No matter what kind of thing, it was not what I wanted. Now it's different. You have accepted me again, and I owe you the explanation, so that I can give it to you again."
Jin Kezhu was completely stunned. She didn't know if she should believe Ai Yige, but she had no reason not to believe him. Ai Yige now had no need to lie to her. As he said, she had completely accepted this man, and she didn't even mind that he could not marry her a polite match. So why did Ai Yige make up such a big lie? Is it just to make up the "rape" less dirty? In fact, although Jin Kezhu still has a little concern about what happened that day, she can basically let it go, and Ai Yige must also know this.
Then, there is only the last fact left, that is, what Ai Yige said is all the truth. So, this can explain why Ai Yige knows herself better than Jin Kezhu herself, and why Ai Yige knows almost all the details and habits of Jin Kezhu. If what he said is true, then all this will naturally be solved. For the two people who love deeply, these are not secrets.
"Then...what should I do in your original world?" After understanding everything, the kind Jin Kezhu was the first person to think of was not himself, but another Jin Kezhu who was facing the loss of his boyfriend whom he had loved for several years.
Ai Yige hugged Jin Kezhu tightly, gently stroked her long hair, and said softly: "Silly girl, this is not something we can control, and I don't believe that God has arranged such a thing to make you happy in this world, but it will make you lonely and helpless in another world. I think, no matter what, Ai Yige in this world is always the manifestation of a different plane of me. When he goes to that world, he will definitely take good care of the original little girl. Do you suspect that your old Ai can't do this?"
"I don't doubt you, but that... he is a playboy!" Jin Kezhu was very worried about another plane of his own.
Ai Yige smiled: "In the past two years, I have been paying attention to the former Ai Yige's state. He is a playboy, but he is not the kind of person who shows mercy and spends money all day. He has his own career aspirations. He doesn't even want to be influenced by his parents, but chooses to jump out and develop his own career. Although he still receives a lot of favors from his family, he is still quite good for a rich second generation with such a prominent background. He doesn't seem to rely on the power of his family to be in the world, so I believe that he will always take good care of another one."
"But, even if his status suddenly changed, he wouldn't be able to know a girl as ordinary as me, right?" Jin Kezhu's big eyes were still full of worries.
Ai Yige kissed Jin Kezhu gently on the lips: "After something happened between me and you, the first question Lao Peng and Lao Liu asked me is: Did you really defiled the snow lotus? It is enough to see that before that, although you never knew about Ai Yige's existence, Ai Yige was always paying attention to you. I believe that when he arrived in that world, he would still know your existence."
"That's how it's better..." Jin Kezhu seemed to have put down a little bit of thought.
"But... there are still many problems here! No, no, I'm going to collapse! Lao Ai, which Lao Ai are you? Oh my God, what if one day you disappear again? Then I don't know which plane of Lao Ai appeared in front of me. I don't want it! I want you, I like you, no matter which plane of you appear, I want you in front of you!" Jin Kezhu was anxious, and her voice actually showed a little crying voice.
Ai Yige smiled, put his lips on Jin Kezhu's lips, kissed them gently, and said vaguely: "Silly girl, don't think about these things. I tell you all this. I just feel that it really needs an explanation to let you completely put down the matter of that day, rather than letting you desperately doubt this and that. I think God will not be so bored, and have made such a big mistake. Fortunately, I handled it well now. He can't play it again, that would kill people!"
Chapter completed!