Chapter 93 [Crash]
No matter how independent and strong Jin Kezhu seems to be on weekdays, in fact, she is just a little girl who makes all men feel distressed when they see it. Faced with the massive amount of information suddenly emerging from Ai Yige, if her little head, which looks similar to 486's CPU, would be strange if she could handle it.
After thinking for a long time, Jin Kezhu didn't know what to do, but her usual self-esteem and self-love made her unable to accept the identity of a lover at all.
Looking at Ai Yige's guilty face, Jin Kezhu also sighed. I don't know why, at this time she should have shown anger and disdain, and ended with Ai Yige with a resolute attitude. But she couldn't even mention the slightest hatred of Ai Yige. Not to mention letting this man disappear in her life from now on, even hating him himself seemed to be unable to do it.
Faced with such emotions, Jin Kezhu also knew that she had no choice but to fall in love with this man, and this love was probably much deeper than she thought.
Jin Kezhu has long been used to having Ai Yige by his side. He has long been used to sending care and care calmly. He has long been used to the kitten called fate at home. He has long been used to the two of them. He has long been used to the fact that Ai Yige used some scoundrels to hold his little hands without putting them. He has long been used to Ai Yige when he was completely unprepared, and suddenly said: I am her boyfriend!
But it turns out that these little things that I have never cared about have long formed an irreplaceable position in my mind.
It was not long, but Jin Kezhu seemed to have experienced everything since he met Ai Yige. From the moment this man entered his life with a violent means of destruction, it seemed that every item in his life was inseparable from this man.
Whether it was his small tricks, his love for everyone around him, his rogue appearance, or his fearlessness in front of him without hesitation when he was in danger...
All of this constitutes the living man in front of you! This man that makes Jin Kezhu love and hate him is now inseparable from him!
However, when Jin Kezhu gradually discovered that she could already accept this man who had brought infinite trauma to her, this man used another method to rashly tear some of the truth behind the care. It was this man who broke some of Jin Kezhu's beautiful ideas for future life with his own hands. She even thought that the two could walk with a small fate until they were old, holding hands and surrounding their children and grandchildren, and they could...
Now, it seems that nothing can be done, and all this can be done has become a bubble.
But why is this man still talking to him about this? Why didn’t he choose to quietly withdraw from his life? Why did he leave with the same violent means as he did when he broke into my life? Why? He was so shattered and broken when he came, and the earth was so shaking before leaving! Can’t he learn to be a little calmer?
Jin Kezhu asked herself madly, while revisiting all the joy that Ai Yige brought to her, she also deeply felt sad and painful for the joys she had ever had. Yes, no matter how many laughs there are, they will become the past. I will never allow myself to appear in his life as a lover!
When he thought of this last sentence, Jin Kezhu found that all the voices in his ears suddenly disappeared, and the people who shouted loudly in his heart in different ways also quietly retreated. All that was left was such a simple and clean voice: leave him and leave him calmly. Believe him, he loves you, but in this way and such love are unacceptable. Don’t have any fantasies anymore. All you need to do is just leave him! Bless him and have a smile.
Thinking of this, Jin Kezhu gently broke free from Ai Yige's tight hand, raised her head calmly, and looked at Ai Yige's eyes: "I want to go back, thank you for sending me back." After that, Jin Kezhu's eyes were covered in gray, and she slowly turned around.
Ai Yige suddenly petrified. He thought of the possible reactions of 1,000 kinds of Jin Kezhu, but the only thing he feared was that Jin Kezhulu appeared in this expression. This sadness was greater than the heartbroken expression, almost representing Jin Kezhu's determination. If Jin Kezhu would be angry and if Jin Kezhu would cry, then Ai Yige felt very sure to recover Jin Kezhu back. But now, seeing Jin Kezhu in this state, Ai Yige suddenly found that the weak girl in front of him had become completely unaware of him.
So calm and so calm, although Jin Kezhu in Ai Yige's memory is still in the same state of peace, it seems to be much more stable. Even if such explosive news is placed in front of her, can she treat it so calmly? Have you made the final decision in such a short time?
Ai Yige suddenly realized that his understanding of Jin Kezhu seemed to have deviated. This is not to say that Ai Yige did not have enough understanding of Jin Kezhu, but what Ai Yige knew was just the Jin Kezhu who had never left school and had not entered society. Now, Jin Kezhu has been working for nearly two years, and it would be too strange if he had not grown up in all aspects.
Before she knew it, Jin Kezhu was also slowly changing. Although there were her own reasons, the transformation brought to her by Ai Yige was quite different.
Looking at Jin Kezhu with a cold face, Ai Yige didn't know what to say. All the previous preparations were gone at this moment, as if the snowflakes under the scorching sun quickly turned into a pool of clear water, and then turned into water mist and disappeared into the air.
"Kezhu...I..." Ai Yige opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but found that the words were so poor. He hated himself. Where did he go with his usual greasy mouth? Why can't he say a word now? He was very scared, afraid that after tonight, there would be no chance again.
Jin Kezhu slowly turned around and actually smiled at Ai Yige: "Don't say anything, don't make any excuses. I understand your thoughts. However, I really can't share you with other girls. Maybe someone can do it, but that person is definitely not me."
Looking at Ai Yige, who was covered in gray face, the smile on Jin Kezhu's face became more and more intense, as if it was a beautiful flower blooming in the dark night.
"Hug me, I really want you to hug me again." Jin Kezhu turned around and walked back, and took the initiative to put himself in Ai Yige's arms.
This seems to be the first time after the arrival of the great era, Jin Kezhu took the initiative to throw herself into Ai Yige's arms, but the time was the day when she decided that she would never see Ai Yige again from then on.
Ai Yige hugged the warm body in his arms, and there were a thousand and ten thousand words in his chest, but he couldn't say a word. He just quietly hugged this body that he was familiar but so strange.
After a long time, Jin Kezhu slowly pushed Ai Yige away and smiled reluctantly. However, this time, Ai Yige saw the word pale.
"Okay, that's it, don't come to me again in the future. Well, leave my fate, okay? I'll feel relieved when I hold it."
Listening to Jin Kezhu's words, Ai Yige's tears almost burst out, his eyes were so spicy that he had accumulated for a long time and he was mercilessly spinning in his eyes.
"Well...but..." Ai Yige didn't dare to speak. He was afraid that as soon as he opened his mouth, his tears would fall down. He didn't want to agree to Jin Kezhu. Once he agreed, he would be doomed.
Jin Kezhu smiled again, weaker and pale than before: "Stop talking, please accompany me downstairs again. Now I realize that you are sending me home, it is so safe and safe."
As she said that, she took Ai Yige's hand again, as if nothing had happened, and walked slowly forward, with the direction of her home, her home in Nanjing.
The two walked forward silently, along the familiar Mochou Road, little by little towards their last destination, Zhanggongqiao Community on Tangzi Street.
Ai Yige could clearly feel that Jin Kezhu's little hands were losing the temperature little by little and becoming cold. Perhaps, her heart was also changing the same way. It was cold little by little, just as it was getting hotter from a cold heart. However, today, Ai Yige made this heart that had finally become hotter and cold at such a fast speed.
After turning this bend, Jin Kezhu was about to enter the area of Zhanggongqiao Community. Ai Yige suddenly hoped that the road would be as long as possible, and it would be better that there would never be an end. At least that way, he could walk with Jin Kezhu's hand for a longer period.
Everything I thought about before was determined that I could win Jin Kezhu's heart again, but when I faced Jin Kezhu, Ai Yige found that everything was wrong. All the estimates were invalid, and all the arranged lines disappeared completely. When I really faced Jin Kezhu like this, I could not say a word. Even, I couldn't even say a word to keep it!
Could it be that all this is going to end like this?
Finally, no matter how tacitly the two of them slowed down, they finally walked to the entrance of Zhanggongqiao alley. Only twenty meters further inside was the gate of Zhanggongqiao Community. Ai Yige knew that Jin Kezhu would never allow him to send her into the gate of the community. It seemed that the gate of Zhanggongqiao Community was the end point, the end point of their love!!!
After entering the alley, Ai Yige felt uncomfortable indescribable, but Jin Kezhu next to him suddenly felt much more relaxed. I don’t know if she had any new decision in her heart.
Finally, the two stood at the main entrance of Zhanggongqiao Community. Ai Yige looked at the lighted community and asked tentatively: "I'll send you in?"
However, as he expected, Jin Kezhu shook his head gently: "No need, just be here. The same goes for the inside. I am very happy that I have been with me for two years and I gave up. You should be nice to other girls." After that, Jin Kezhu actually stood on tiptoe slightly and printed a shallow, cold kiss on Ai Yige's face.
Ai Yige stroked the cold feeling on his cheeks, watched Jin Kezhu turn around and slowly walk into the community.
He suddenly felt that the community seemed like a door that did not exist on weekdays, but at this moment it seemed like the mouth of a monster that could devour everything, widening, swallowing everything that belonged to Jin Kezhu. It seemed that as long as Jin Kezhu walked into this door, he would never look back.
Suddenly, Ai Yige felt two light columns shine on his right side, and the strong sound of the motor rotation followed. Ai Yige turned his face in a daze and looked at him. In the darkness, a car rushed towards him at an extremely fast speed.
At this moment, Ai Yige was stunned. I don’t know if it was because he was scared or because of the incident with Jin Kezhu that he almost died of heart and forgot to dodge.
Jin Kezhu seemed to notice something wrong behind him. She suddenly turned around and saw that the car was rushing towards Ai Yige, with a roar.
Jin Kezhu also roared and tried her best to do everything in her body: "Old Ai, please avoid it!!!"
Hearing Jin Kezhu's shouting, Ai Yige looked over in the voice, but couldn't move at all. The car was getting closer and closer!
On the contrary, Jin Kezhu saw Ai Yige looking at him stupidly. Under the reflection of the headlights, his face was full of tenderness, and he couldn't help but feel confused. He didn't care about the danger, and suddenly rushed forward.
After rushing over in two or three steps, Jin Kezhu used all her strength to push Ai Yige's body to the death. I don't know where she got such great power, and actually pushed Ai Yige out far away.
However, the car happened to arrive here, and Ai Yige was pushed to the ground. Then he heard a loud sound in his ear. With a "bang", he suddenly looked back and saw Jin Kezhu's petite body drew a strange arc in the air and landed on another car parked on the side of the road...
The car that was speeding over did not stop at all. Although he knew he had hit the wrong person, it was impossible for him to turn his head and hit Ai Yige again. He had to leave the scene quickly with high speed.
Ai Yige's eyes were about to split, and he let out an amazing roar: "Kezhu!!!" Then, his feet stumbled and rushed towards the place where Jin Kezhu's body fell. When he hugged Jin Kezhu in his arms, he saw that Jin Kezhu's face was covered in blood, but Jin Kezhu had not fainted yet, but muttered: "Old Ai, I only know now that I love you so much... If... If I can wake up, I will be with you..." After that, Jin Kezhu's little head tilted and he fainted...
Chapter completed!