Chapter 121 [Zhao Xinnan’s Story When She Was Childhood]

Driving and leaving Zhongshan Hotel, Ai Yige turned his head and asked Zhao Xinnan, "Are you hungry?"

Zhao Xinnan nodded expressionlessly, and then asked: "You came out to say those words to him?"

Ai Yige skillfully shifted gears and turned: "It's almost the same, but not all of them. Don't you feel uncomfortable sitting there? In fact, we are the most unrelated people at this wedding, and we are also sitting in the main seat. Can you really eat their table of dishes?"

Zhao Xinnan then smiled: "Well, I feel very uncomfortable, but I probably will never learn to leave like you. I think we always have to stay at the end of the wedding, otherwise..."

"Otherwise, I always feel that it's in polite enough, right?" Ai Yige smiled and turned his head to look at Zhao Xinnan. Zhao Xinnan nodded, "But this wedding was destined to be rude to you from the beginning. Is the bride's purpose impure? And you have put a lot of pressure on her now. It's the greatest impolite you can continue to stay..."

Zhao Xinnan was a little stunned, then understood what Ai Yige meant, and couldn't help but burst into laughter.

This was probably the first time Ai Yige saw Zhao Xinnan laughing like this since she met her. She seemed to have completely abandoned the military airs of her usual habits and completely returned to the state of an ordinary girl. Ai Yige couldn't help but slow down the speed of the car, tilted his head and looked at Zhao Xinnan all the time. Suddenly, she felt that the girl beside her suddenly seemed to have no idea. Everything was so strange and alienated, but she had an indescribable sense of intimacy. It seemed that Zhao Xinnan's state was her nature, and everything in the past was just a role she had been trying hard to pursue and play.

Perhaps she noticed that Ai Yige was looking at her. Zhao Xinnan laughed twice and stopped suddenly, then looked at Ai Yige with a little shyness and touched her cheek: "Am I too..." She herself didn't seem to know what kind of adjective to use later.

Ai Yige smiled faintly and understood what Zhao Xinnan meant and pointed: "I think you are in a good state, but you are truly the state that a girl of your age should have. Why do you have to pretend to be like that?"

"I'm not a disguise!" Zhao Xinnan retorted anxiously, but immediately stopped and continued in a low voice: "I usually look like that, without any disguise."

Ai Yige didn't argue with her. In fact, Zhao Xinnan might have been used to the usual state, and she couldn't tell which one was her nature. It was normal to have such a rebuttal.

"What do you want to eat?" Ai Yige asked whispered.

"Whatever!"

"Anything is the most difficult thing in the world. Either you choose one or tell me to let me make the decision. Anything, except for that kind of ice cream, I really can't think of any restaurant with this name." Ai Yige said with a smile.

Zhao Xinnan glanced at him, suddenly turned the topic and said, "I think the jokes you tell are mostly cold!"

Ai Yige was stunned for a moment, and then laughed: "You will suddenly find that I am telling a cold joke, which is quite cold!"

When Zhao Xinnan heard this, she laughed again. Ai Yige couldn't help but feel a little intoxicated. Some images were inexplicably produced in her mind, as if Zhao Xinnan was like him when she was a child. However, Ai Yige knew very well that this was not the so-called fusion of memory, but Ai Yige had imagined something about Zhao Xinnan's childhood in her mind. In fact, he had learned from Liu Tianshun and Peng Lianqing that Zhao Xinnan had been a little sensible since she was very young, and she had always maintained the same style as she is now, not smiling, and demanding herself as a soldier all day long. It can be imagined that Zhao Xinnan's childhood was difficult to be as innocent and lively as an ordinary child, and probably had traces of extremely strong militarization.

The car slowly passed by the National Fitness Center. Ai Yige suddenly remembered that there was a spicy crab restaurant on it, and asked casually: "How about spicy crabs? Can it be eaten spicy?"

Zhao Xinnan seemed to think seriously: "You said the fifth floor of the National Fitness Center? I remember there is a snail here that tastes good."

This made Ai Yige a little stunned. According to his understanding of Zhao Xinnan, Zhao Xinnan is definitely the kind of person who is not only going to his house for dinner, but even in the canteen. He would even praise the deliciousness of a snail in a certain restaurant. He couldn't help but ask: "Hmm? Have you been here?"

Zhao Xinnan nodded: "Once I came with my comrades from the army. When I first returned to Nanjing, I invited people from my department to have a meal. But that day I was impressed with the snail. It seemed that I ate a snail for the whole dinner, and I didn't eat anything else, just watching them talk."

Ai Yige laughed silently, thinking that the treat was probably Lao Zhao's advice, otherwise, according to Zhao Xinnan's ability to behave, she would never think of this. No wonder she didn't eat anything at the dinner table, but she just listened to these people talking. She probably didn't understand much, but she tried so hard to make changes. However, it seemed that her efforts were very effective. It seemed that Zhao Xinnan was still the one who was difficult to integrate with her comrades and colleagues. When performing the mission, Ai Yige believed that Zhao Xinnan was definitely the kind of person who was most in line with the commands and teamwork of the army, but in life, this girl was really a bit bad! In the future, it seemed that Ai Yige had a long way to go and needed to teach Zhao Xinnan how to live. Fortunately, this silly girl herself began to have the awareness of change. From now on, she could choose some casual clothes and know how to dress up, which could explain this.

After going upstairs and ordering the dishes, the snail brought it up. Zhao Xinnan skillfully picked up a chopstick and put it into his mouth, but Ai Yige picked up a snail shell, looked at it for a long time and put it aside, and picked up another one, but found that it was still empty inside. He couldn't help but wonder: "Why are all these snails empty?"

This made Zhao Xinnan burst into laughter, but it seemed that she was accidentally choked by the spicy smell of the snail. Ai Yige quickly grabbed two tissues and handed them over. However, Zhao Xinnan coughed very badly. After taking the tissue, it only acted as a cover, and could not stop the cough from continuing. Ai Yige stood up, walked behind Zhao Xinnan, pressed her shoulder with one hand, and kept her upper body balanced. The other hand gently stroked her back, helping her to follow the stimulation in her throat. Soon Zhao Xinnan calmed down.

"Thank you..." Zhao Xinnan said to Ai Yige with a flushed face, looking more and more gentle. This silly girl seemed to have changed more and more obvious. Did she finally understand what a woman is?

"Why did you suddenly laugh so loudly just now?" Ai Yige asked after returning to his seat.

"Haha..." Zhao Xinnan couldn't help laughing again after hearing this, "It's you. You just asked why it was empty inside with the snail shell. It reminded me of the time when I came here, just like you, who foolishly picked up an empty shell to see if there was any meat inside. Then I found that everyone else was picking out snail meat directly in the soup plate. I realized that the snails here were directly picking out snail meat. The shell was just placed next to you to let you see that there were so many snails and it was not short of pounds. At the same time, it also made the dish not look so small. We ordered two pounds of snail meat, but in fact, the snail meat was less than half a pound."

Only then did Ai Yige understand why he even had two snails empty inside, and couldn't help but laugh: "Haha, I really didn't expect that I would become a completely rustic today."

Zhao Xinnan also kept laughing: "It's normal. People who eat snails here for the first time will look more rustic."

Seeing Zhao Xinnan smiling today and maintaining the nature of more girls, Ai Yige couldn't help but be dazed slightly, thinking that if Zhao Xinnan had always maintained this state, she would be so charming. Not to see the few tables of people in this hotel, they were all looking at this side. But in their eyes, they were definitely not the feeling of disgusting Zhao Xinnan's laughter, but a simple envy and appreciation. They were basically shocked by Zhao Xinnan's beauty!

Ai Yige's gaze once again made Zhao Xinnan stop laughing, but this time she did not ask why Ai Yige looked at her. Perhaps she also understood the power of her beauty in her heart, so she would not ask such words. Being able to be watched so seriously by Ai Yige would have a very wonderful effect on Zhao Xinnan. She just looked a little embarrassed and lowered her head.

When the food was almost the same, Ai Yige suddenly asked: "Don't you want to ask me what Xu Yuchen said just now?"

Zhao Xinnan raised her head, looked at Ai Yige, shook her head without any expression on her face: "I have seen too many similar things. This is probably what you men do. It is because of nature and has nothing to do with morality. I am used to it. As long as I know, this man will always be consistent with me regardless of whether there is any other situation."

"Why are you so sure I will be consistent with you?"

Zhao Xinnan shook her head again: "I'm not sure, but I can only choose to believe that if I choose to follow you to stay unwilling to do these things, the result will definitely be worse than what I do now. Instead of doing that, it's better to let you understand that I already know about this, I will give you space, but I also have my hopes that it will be better."

Ai Yige slowly lowered his head, feeling very complicated in his heart. He grew up in an overly simple family. Even after the world traveled through time, Ai Changhu was still the kind of person who was as simple as a textbook in terms of men and women, so it was difficult for him to have this experience.

"Can you tell me what you just said, just because you have seen too many natures? There must be some story, right?" Ai Yige asked whispered.

Zhao Xinnan nodded: "Go out and tell you."

Ai Yige called the waiter and paid the order. The two of them held hands and left the spicy crab. After going downstairs, both of them had a tacit understanding and did not go to pick up the car. They walked directly to the direction of 1912 with their hands. It was not necessary to go into the bars to play. It would be a different flavor to walk between these buildings that imitated the Republic of China.

"When I was a child, I lived in the military compound of Nanjing like you. Once when I followed our nanny to buy vegetables, I saw my father with a young woman on the way. My father hugged the woman's waist and looked very close. I couldn't understand it at that time..." Zhao Xinnan began to slowly tell her story when she was a child. Ai Yige nodded while listening carefully, "He just threw away our nanny and rushed towards my father. At that time, I was only eight or nine years old, but an adult girl might not be able to beat me."

Ai Yige nodded secretly in his heart, thinking that he could believe it. It is indeed very possible for Zhao Xinnan to kill a weak adult girl at the age of eight or nine.

"As a result, I rushed over to question the woman. My father quickly grabbed me, and then I broke free from my father's hand, jumped up with a whirlwind kick, kicked the woman in the face, and kicked her to the ground. My father had no choice but to force me home. I immediately told my mother about this, but my mother's performance surprised me. I thought she should be like me, and she was very angry. But my mother just seemed to hear it.

It was a very ordinary thing, just a simple sound, and just touched my little head and took me upstairs to the room. But my father hurriedly left home and took the woman to see a doctor. I asked my mother, but my mother just smiled and told me that I was too young and would tell me when I grew up. After that, I paid great attention to my father's affairs and found that my father was actually more than that woman outside. After I told my mother, my mother was still very calm and touched me

A very simple sentence in my head - it's hard to understand your father's kind. He is not an exception. His biggest thought will always be in this family. Men, especially men like your father, have their own needs. After hearing this, I not only began to pay attention to my father, but also to other uncles and uncles. I finally found that it seems that there is almost no one among them who only guards a woman. Well, except for Uncle Ai, Uncle Ai is the only one I discovered, and I just put all my thoughts on you.

The man with Aunt Chen. When I was seventeen or eighteen years old, I didn’t need my mother to explain it to me, and I began to understand that maybe men like Uncle Ai are the exceptions. It is difficult for successful men not to be tempted by external sources. However, their success can almost guarantee that they will not lose themselves in the face of these temptations. They will never give up their family. The difference is that their time is allocated to other women. His feelings for my mother and my feelings have not changed much."

Speaking of this, Zhao Xinnan turned his face and looked at Ai Yige with a smile on his face: "Now do you understand why I didn't ask you about those things? To put it nicely, it's smart, but to put it badly, I know very well how people who are in our family environment and background should face these things. No matter how much I ask, will it change your behavior? I'm afraid there is no possibility. If that happens, I might as well stop asking." Zhao Xinnan said it calmly, but Ai Yige seemed to be under a heavy burden in his heart, and he didn't know how to respond to Zhao Xinnan.

Seeing Ai Yige's gradually solemn expression, Zhao Xinnan smiled and snuggled his body to Ai Yige a little: "Don't think so much, I know that you have a lot of other pasts besides the affairs of our two families. It is completely impossible for a person like you to give up on those past things because of the marriage between us. I don't want to say those hypocritical words, such as if you are obsessed with other things, it also means that you value love and friendship. I think it's just self-deception. My real feeling is that I feel very uncomfortable in my heart, but I can accept it. I know that this is the fate of a woman, which is determined by physiological structure and social status. It is really not something that one or two people can change. Compared with other people, I just see it clearly because of my father. Your attitude towards me now makes me feel very happy."

Ai Yige turned his head and looked at Zhao Xinnan. He couldn't help but gently print a kiss on her pink face. He hugged Zhao Xinnan tighter with his right hand. He remembered that some successful people or high-ranking officials had said similar words in some novels. He felt a little unbelievable at the time, but now he was exposed to examples. It seems that this is almost a certain fact in some specific environments and circles, and will not be taken out of the book, but it will never disperse due to the opposition of some people.

Of course, Ai Yige will not indulge himself even more because of Zhao Xinnan's mentality. As Zhao Xinnan said, it is all fate that cannot be escaped, and it is a past that has long become a certain fact. Ai Yige is definitely unable to give up. But if Ai Yige takes Zhao Xinnan's attitude as the Shangfang sword again and kills him without mercy from now on, he will definitely not be able to do it. There will be no new ones, but what already exists will inevitably exist...

The two of them slowly walked between the imitation of the Republic of China buildings in 1912, and did not look at the fancy children who were traveling around. The fireworks in 1912 had no attraction to the two of them. What attracted them was the feeling and warmth between them.

Just as the two felt that it was almost done and were about to leave here, a young man with colorful hair walked over and whispered to Ai Yige: "Brother, do you want to buy a mobile phone? Nokia n98, a new model!" After that, he quickly held a mobile phone in his hand and shook it in front of Ai Yige's eyes.

Ai Yige laughed in silence. This is the legendary mobile phone stealer. After stealing, he takes action directly. Often, a mobile phone worth thousands of yuan is sold at a price of hundreds of yuan. He couldn't help but shake his head and said he didn't want it.
Chapter completed!