The memories of the first year of junior high school are a bit messy, like a pieced together paper-cut painting.

He is always ignorant and still smiles with the gentlest smile even when facing his indifferent mother.

After giving birth, the long-term backlog caused the original owner Jiang Tang to suffer from postpartum depression, especially the heavy bleeding made her body reach the worst state. Naturally, she could not give birth to a little bit of love for this child.

On the first day of the New Year, she was fed by her nurse. The original owner rarely kissed him or hugged him. All she left was fear of him.

What's worse is that Lin Suizhou's drunkenness made her pregnant again.

The original owner still couldn't like the arrival of the second child. Compared with the first year, she could not hate him and breastfeed him with all her heart. However, the cry of the young child made the original owner's mood collapse. When she saw her eldest son again, she lost control several times, so... the original owner locked the young junior high school in the closet. Only when she couldn't see him could she get a moment of peace in her heart.

Or, the weak original owner only dares to abuse the most sensible junior high school.

When I was young, I couldn't understand why my mother treated him like this.

But he was too young and didn't know how to hate him. He just envied Liang Shen, who was picked up by her, and through the narrow gap, he had touched another world. The closet locked his body and imprisoned his immature soul.

It was not until after the age of three that his daughter was born, Liang Shen became more and more naughty.

The original owner's venting target was Chuyi. In her opinion, Chuyi was the devil who almost killed him. Finally, the original owner proposed to take Chuyi to the amusement park.

On the night with neon lights flashing, I boarded the Ferris wheel on the first day of the lunar month, and when I got off, it was pitch black.

He was abandoned.

Fear, restlessness, struggle, everything is kneaded together, making him cry, and he can't cry, leaving only darkness and haze to accompany him.

It would be great if he had an older brother too...

The young junior high school thought this way.

After being taken home, the first year of junior high school did not talk about his mother's abandonment. He only said that he was lost, as if nothing had happened before and after school, but he was even more silent.

Through the mirror of the memory of the first day of the junior high school, Jiang Tang saw him talking to himself in countless dark nights.

During the day, he was the obedient and sensible Lin Chuyi, and at night... he instantly became the selfish, irritable, and not very kind Lin Wu.

Lin Wu split all the painful memories of Chuyi, including his abandonment and cold violence. Although Chuyi forgot, Lin Wu remembered that he resented, resented his younger brothers and sisters, resented his mother and father, and resented this family. So once he found an opportunity, Lin Wu fought for control of his master's personality and crazily encouraged his young brothers and sisters.

"Mom may not love us, otherwise why wouldn't she hug us?"

"Liang Shen, today I heard my mother say she wants to throw you away."

"I heard that the child is too well-behaved, but the mother doesn't care. Why don't you do a prank? Mom will definitely notice you."

"Shen Shen, Mom said those words again..."

“…”

“……………………”

However, I don’t know all this.

Lin Wu would not let him know these things.

As Chu Yi wished, he was well protected by the brother "Lin Wu".

Jiang Tang woke up from his memory.

It was dusk, and the sky rose withered yellow, shaving the entire earth under your feet into a strange red and gold color.

She touched her forehead and sweated coldly. Suddenly she felt someone looking at her again, turned her head to look at her, and met Chu Yi Qing Lingling's eyes.

"Mom, you're asleep."

"I accidentally fell asleep..." Jiang Tang's throat was so dry that her heart was beating wildly, and it took her a long time to recover.

"Did you have a nightmare?" Chu Yi touched his schoolbag from his little schoolbag, and finally took out a small square handkerchief. He came over and wiped the sweat from her forehead carefully and gently.

"First day of the junior high school." Jiang Tang grabbed his wrist and looked at him with his eyes fixedly.

"Mother?"

"sorry……"

Chu Yi was stunned and smiled: "It's okay."

He didn't know why his mother apologized, but no matter what happened, he wouldn't blame his mother. After all, she had a hard time giving birth to him and almost died for this. Although his mother was very cold and didn't care much about him, she couldn't be petty when she was born as a eldest brother.

"Whatever you want to eat at night, ice cream or something."

Chu Yi pursed his lips and looked hesitant: "Mom, will you divorce your dad?"

Jiang Tang was confused and remembered the doctor's advice. He said that he was slightly depressed and anxious in his heart in the first year of junior high school. As an adult, he should try his best to meet his needs and let him feel the desire for protection. Only when his heart is peaceful can he reduce the appearance of his sub-personality.

"What if I say I can?"

He did not show too much emotion, and his calf swayed gently: "Dad is not doing well enough."

Jiang Tang found it interesting and smiled: "What do you say?"

"He doesn't go home often for work, which makes his mother feel lonely. He doesn't like talking too much, and sometimes he has a bad temper. I can feel that you are unhappy. If you are really unhappy, then leave your father."

He looked at her: "I don't want to be upset."

“…”

"If possible, I want to give you the most beautiful flowers in the world."

“…”

Jiang Tang is not the kind of person with soft eye sockets, but when he saw the current first year of junior high school, he couldn't help but think of all the things he had suffered. His nose felt sore and almost burst into tears.

She reached out and hugged Chuyi in her arms, stroking his soft hair one by one: "If I separate from your father, do you want to leave with me?"

Anyway, she will never meet someone she likes in her life and she doesn’t want to have another child. Thinking about it, it’s good to spend the rest of her life with the first year of junior high school. If she really can’t return to the original world, with the first year of junior high school, no one will die after death.

"If you need me, I will leave with you, but if you think I am a burden, I will stay with my father."

"I won't dislike you, of course, I won't dislike Awu either."

The last sentence made Chu Yi stunned for a moment.

After a while, Chu Yi smiled shyly: "A Wu knows that he will be very happy."

After getting off the Ferris wheel, Jiang Tang's legs became weak. Even though her feet were steadily on the ground, she still felt like she was floating in the air.

On the way home, Jiang Tang thought a lot.

First of all, the situation in the first grade of junior high school was special. Even for the sake of his health and the health of the other two children, he could not be allowed to stay in the Lin family, so Jiang Tang decided to take the first grade of junior high school to move out; secondly, she was not a borer who relied on the male protagonist. If she successfully left the Lin family, she could not really be a dodder grass. She had to have her own job, but with the first grade of junior high school, she could not return to her old career for the time being. The actor was unrestrained, and it was common for not going home for three months. How could she let her children be alone at home...

Jiang Tang bit her lower lip and pondered. The only ones who can work and make money quickly are the online store owners and authors.

The owner of an online store must not be a shop owner. It is too time-consuming for the novel author to make money. The screenwriter can try it. She has been an actor and has known many gold medal screenwriters. She has also gained some foundation after hearing and hearing. Especially this world is not connected to the original world, and many settings are very novel in this world. You don’t have to worry that no one can use it when writing it.

It really doesn't work...

Jiang Tang can ask the sisters in the Life-Sustaining Group to help.

If she doesn't work, she will be an advertising model.

I am not afraid of eating if I look good and have a big 36d breasts?

Jiang Tang felt more and more promising when he lifted his hair.

*

After returning home with Lin Chuyi, Lin Suizhou still didn't come back. She was not in a hurry and sat on the sofa and waited slowly.

The hour hand tickled. She ate three bags of French fries in the middle of the night, watched a movie, drank two buckets of Coke, and ate most of the watermelon. Lin Suizhou... still didn't come back.

Jiang Tang was a little impatient, and suddenly remembered that time in the nightclub, Lin Suizhou might have been waiting like this.

——Lin Suizhou is so boring.

Three o'clock in the morning.

The lights flashed outside the window, and the sleepy Jiang Tang suddenly woke up. She wiped the chips on her mouth, and threw the garbage bag into the trash can. Then she wrapped her hands around her chest and sat down.

The black shadow floats and is slowly approaching.

Her eyes followed Lin Suizhou was about to go upstairs, Jiang Tang coughed lightly: "I came back early enough."

His figure stopped.

Jiang Tang turned on the light, sat straight, looking at him expressionlessly.

Lin Suizhou was stunned for a moment, raised his wrist and looked at the time, frowned: "Why aren't you sleeping yet?"

"Come here."

"I'm very tired."

"Can't get through?"

Governor Lin Sui breathed a sigh of relief, pulled off his tie and walked onto the sofa, looked at the packaging bags and melon seeds beside him, and Lin Suizhou sat in a clean corner hesitantly.

"Why might you come back at five?"

Lin Suizhou: "I still have to catch a plane at five o'clock."

“…”

"What the hell is it? Divorce is not allowed."
To be continued...