Chapter 835
: All the past grudges
His smile became stronger and stronger, "I was busy sending someone to find the scholar, and then I realized that the scholar's family was poor and said that the family was barren. But I didn't care. As long as Die'er liked it, my Zhang family would not have to go up to the family, so I let the scholar marry into our Zhang family. In this way, Die'er and Huang Kuo became close. The two were really loving. Seeing Die'er's smiles increasing day by day, I felt relieved. But whenever I think of you, I felt guilty and regretful. I don't want to believe that you are really dead. Please ask many people to inquire about you, but there is no news. If I don't believe it, I can only accept reality."
Zhang Jue's smile gradually became bitter again, "Die'er is a child with little life. Perhaps because I killed too much in my life, it was implicated in her. After raising Ru'er with Huang Ke, my body bones became thinner and thinner. I was helpless when I hired famous doctors. Within a few years, Die'er left. Huang Ke's child was also a seed of bitterness. After Die'er passed away, he threw Ru'er and threw him into the river. At that time, I really wanted to die. Without you, Die'er, I really had no fun in life. But I dare not die, I was afraid that I would die, and there was no one to take care of Ru'er. Die'er was dysfunctional when she gave birth, which made her unable to speak when she was born. I was afraid that if I left, she would not be close to her."
Speaking of this, Zhang Jue suddenly covered his face.
The dignified man, the powerful deputy military officer of the Song Dynasty, leaned on the table and cried bitterly, and burst into tears.
The valley master also cried, "I... am I really wrong about you?"
Zhang Jue said in a crying voice, "No. I haven't found you for decades. It's up to me. I just hate myself for not protecting this home at the beginning."
The valley master hesitated for a long time and planned to put his hand on Zhang Jue's head, but in the end he fell on his shoulder, "I blamed you wrongly. I blamed you wrongly."
Her voice was even more swallowing, "I never thought that you have endured so much over the years. I... I should go down the mountain to find you. How could I hide it in such a way and make you think I am dead! I shouldn't have used this way to make you feel guilty for me for decades..."
Her tears wet her clothes, "It's just...it's just a bitter butterfly..."
Afterwards, both of them burst into tears.
In the dormitory.
Le Chan also finished the story of the Valley Lord and Zhang Jue.
All three of them looked out the house.
Looking at the crying Valley Master and Zhang Jue, he looked moved and did not go out to disturb him.
After a long time, Zhang Jue raised his head again, looked at the valley master who was still crying, and said, "Xiang'er, I'm sorry to you."
The valley master just shook his head, cried and laughed.
After hearing what Zhang Jue said, she no longer had any hatred for Zhang Jue. On the contrary, she felt a lot of self-blame in her heart.
For decades, she only thought that Zhang Jue had let her down. Now she realized that the pain Zhang Jue suffered was far less than her hatred.
The wife died tragically and the daughter died prematurely. It is hard for her to imagine how Zhang Jue brought Zhang Ru over the years.
Now that he can become the deputy military commander of the Song Dynasty, how many military achievements will he have to make? How many Yuan army will he have to kill?
He probably poured all his hatred on those Yuan troops?
Chapter completed!