Chapter 8 ·

Nudahai "voluntarily" this time, two people's hearts were broken. One was Yan Ji and the other was Xinyue. Before Nudahai left, Yan Ji and Xinyue had a conversation with Nudahai respectively. Yan Ji was angry and resentful, jealous and hated, afraid and aggravated, but still couldn't help but feel sad and painful. Shaking Nudahai, she shouted excitedly:

"You would rather die than watch her become someone else's bride, right? You were forced by this ridiculous relationship and had nowhere to hide and escape, so you volunteered to kill the enemy, right? Do you want to die and commit suicide? Tell me clearly and let me know if you will come back!"

Nudahai looked at Yan Ji sadly and said sadly and sincerely:

"I'm sorry for you! Now, if I say what I'm not honest about, I'm even more sorry for you! That's right, I'm exhausted by this relationship, and I've let you down. To this point, the greatest pain in my heart is not because I can't get a new moon, but because of her suffering, your suffering, the suffering of the distance, the suffering of the three of you, is like a piece of quicksand, and I'm trapped in this piece of quicksand. The more I struggle, the more I sink, but I don't want to stop it. I still want to survive, so I volunteer to kill the enemy, not to die or commit suicide, it's a rope that can drag me away from that piece of quicksand!" He stared at her deeply, "When I win this battle, I will live again, and I will die and live, and will be a brand new me! Let me come back to see you with that brand new me!"

Yan Ji was stunned, shocked. There was a saying in her heart: What if you lose? On the eve of the parting, such unlucky words can't be said no matter how.

Xinyue was much stronger with Nudahai than Yan Ji. After she withdrew from everyone, she stepped forward and looked at him tightly with a pleading look, and said anxiously in a trembling voice:

"I was wrong, I will never tempt you again! OK? You don't have to avoid me or escape me in the future. I will avoid you and escape you... OK? OK? I just ask you, don't fight this war! Please tell me what I want to do so that you can not let you break into pieces! Please tell me!"

"Don't be stupid," he said in his throat. "I won't be crushed to pieces, I will come back alive! This war can transform me and break through the predicament. This is a way to save me and save you and prevent us from destroying each other. Do you understand?"

"I don't understand! I don't understand!" She shook her head desperately, and her face crawled with tears. "I only know that you are going to the most dangerous place. I don't want you to go! I won't let you go!" Her hand hooked his neck and looked deep into his eyes. "You are going, what do you want me?" "The Queen Mother will take you back to the palace. In no time, you will... be married!"

"Do you have to go?"

"Yes!" he said firmly, "Emperor, I can't stop me!"

Xinyue looked at him dizzyly, and the sorrow in her eyes suddenly turned into a flame. Her hand hooked hard, and he couldn't help but bent down. She tiptoed and pressed her hot lips tightly against him. Nudahai immediately reached out and wanted to pull her away, but when his hand reached up, it turned into a hug. He was confused and melted into her fire-like enthusiasm. After a while, he suddenly woke up and struggled to break away from her. He gasped and said, "You just said that you will never seduce me again..."

"I didn't tempt you. I used my whole life to love you. I can't care about right and wrong! If you want to fight this battle, I can't stop it, and you can't stop it, my heart and my love!"

"Please stop saying these words, every word, you will tear me apart and destroy me! It would be fine if you ruined me, but what about you? I saved you with one hand, but today I can't destroy you with one hand! You know, on the battlefield, I am a general, and in the love field, I can only be a deserter! This deserter made me hate it very much, so I have to go to the battlefield and face my familiar battlefield. I am leaving. If you can understand the twists and turns in my heart, please take care of me!"

After saying that, he turned around without waiting for her to speak, and walked with great strides. On the day Nudahai and his army left Beijing, Xinyue rode the steed and followed the cart for a long journey. Finally, even though she knew she could not chase after her, she could only strangle the horse, stop, and watch the large group of people walking away in a mighty way... away... until it turned into a cloud of smoke and disappeared at the end of the road. Her heart also turned into smoke, turned into fog, and followed him.

Next, it was a terrible, waiting day.

A month later, Jiyuan started to bring back the latest news from Nudahai from the court every day. These news became worse and worse, and they tightened everyone's hearts day by day.

"It is said that Ama's army was defeated in Tianchi Village ten days ago, and many people were lost!"

"Today, an emergency memorial was sent. Ama and the Thirteen Army lost their first battle at Tianchi Village. Then, they fought fiercely at the foot of Wushan for seven days and seven nights. Deputy General Nanan was killed. Ama's 30,000 troops are now only a few thousand. They retreated to the Huangtupo area, waiting for support..."

"Today, another emergency military message was sent, saying that Ama couldn't wait for reinforcements, so he led his troops to attack Wushan again!"

"I heard that Ama has been forced into Jiuqushan Valley by the Thirteen Army, and the situation is unknown..."

The whole family of Nudahai was naturally panicked and busy inquire about military information every day. Everyone was nervous and afraid, but Xinyue was no longer in her mind. She stood at the top of the building every night and looked at the horizon. She almost collapsed. At this moment, the Queen Mother's decree came again, and Xinyue and Keshan returned to the palace and prepared to get married.

On the eve of her return to the palace, Xinyue left two letters, one to Nudahai's family and the other to the Queen Mother. Then, she took off the hairpin, rode lightly and brought a small baggage to Wushan to find Nudahai. Yunwa and Mangutai were frightened and persuaded each other, blocking the door and not allowing her to leave. Xinyue said fiercely:

"Whoever wants to stop me today will kill me! I have decided to find Nudahai! If you don't let me go, you can kill me with a knife! Otherwise, I will break it by myself! The dagger left to me by Ama is still there!" As she said that, she pulled out the dagger and was about to wipe her neck.

Seeing that Xinyue had already made a sacrifice and it was difficult to dissuade him, the two immediately made a decision. Yunwa stayed and took care of Keshan into the palace. Mangutai followed Xinyue to protect Xinyue to Wushan. Xinyue refused and insisted:

"You two little masters are Keshan. You can protect Keshan well for me. I'll give him to you! I don't need protection..."

"Unless the princess step on the slave's body, it is impossible for the slave to let the princess leave alone! The princess wants to find Lord Nu, and the servant wants to escort the princess is the servant's heart!" Mangutai said firmly, "What's more, the little master will enter the palace tomorrow, and the emperor and the empress dowager are holding him there, he is safer than anyone else."

"Forget it!" Xinyue surrendered. "If you want to follow me, go quickly!"

Xinyue ran out of the door, and Manggutai rushed to the back, Yunwa's heart was broken. She ran forward, and she held Manggutai's hand and said with true feelings:

"Please protect Princess and protect yourself well. Please come back alive. Princess and Keshan, you, and me!"

Mangutai looked at Yunwa in shock, and before he could say a word, he turned around and chased the crescent moon.

In this way, Xinyue took Manggutai, starry and moon, drinking wind and dew, traveling through mountains and rivers, and rushing to Wushan day and night. No matter how much shock she left for Jiyuan and the others, no matter how much shock she left for the empress dowager, she went there desperately.

The letter she left to the Queen Mother was very long, and almost revealed the whole story, her ever-changing mood. The letter she left to Jiyuan and the others was only a few numbers:

Please forgive me, I must go to Nudahai and live and die with him!

Nudahai never lost a war in his life, but this time the war with the Thirteen Army of Kuidong was completely defeated.

On that day, there were only a few hundred people left in his army. Half of these hundreds were seriously injured. Nudahai himself, his left arm and shoulder, was also slightly injured. The night before, he had three thousand people, but he was killed and injured in a bloody battle. On that day, he stood in front of his camp and looked at the valley and wilderness in front of him, which was shocking. But he saw the rustling of plants and trees and corpses everywhere.

Nudahai's heart was cold and cold. The guilt and frustration tore him apart. Over the past few days, he watched the brothers around him fall down one by one, and thousands of people die in pools of blood. Although it was not the first time he learned about the horror of war, it was the first time in his life that he felt the despair of a "defeated general". This was a cruel world, a tragic life. And he was a general who "had to die for more than 100%".

He stood in the wilderness, holding his long sword in his hand. From ancient times to the present, there is only one way to go for defeated heroes, "I will thank the world if I die." The wind in the north wild whistled over, carrying a solemn atmosphere. Standing in the wind, I felt sad. I couldn't help but think of the tragic tragedy of Xiang Yu committing suicide at Gaixia. "There is no disadvantage in the seventy-two battles, and suddenly I heard Chu Ge, and I was defeated!" Isn't this a portrayal of Nudahai? When I think of Xiang Yu, I think of Yu Ji, and I think of the new moon. "What can Yu Ji and Yu Ji do?" What can the new moon and the new moon do!

He sighed to the sky, holding the hilt of the sword in his hand, and unsheathed his sword. Behind him, his confidant Ashan, led a group of brothers who had survived the disaster, and all crawled on the ground. Everyone shouted in unison:

"General! Please think twice!"

What else can I think twice? He looked back at everyone and said firmly:

"You all retreat!"

No one wants to retreat, Ashan shouted sadly:

"General, please take care of it. Victory and defeat are common in military affairs! If you keep the green mountains here, don't be afraid of burning firewood!"

"Yes! Yes!" everyone shouted in a sarcastic voice, "We can make a comeback!"

Nudahai didn't listen to anything, so he raised the long sword in his hand. Just as he was about to commit suicide with his sword, he suddenly heard a very far and familiar voice, coming from the other side of the sky, clear, vast, and across mountains and rivers:

"Nudahai!Nudahai!Nudahai!Nudahai...Where are you?Nudahai...I'm here...I'm the crescent moon..."

Nudahai's sword stopped in the air, raised his head in disbelief, and looked at the source of the sound. What was Yu Ji and Yu Ji? What could the crescent moon and Xinyue do? What a ridiculous fantasy! However, his whole body suddenly shook, and on the horizon, the crescent moon rode a lee and suddenly appeared. She was heading towards the camp and galloping wildly. Behind her, chasing the other person and riding, it was Manggutai!

"Qinyue Princess!Qinyue Princess! Oh my God! It'sQinyue Princess! "Ashan blurted out.

So, isn't it an illusion? Then, is the new moon really coming? Nuda Hai opened his eyes wide and looked over hard. The new moon's figure has become more and more obvious, and the new moon's voice has become more and more clear:

“Nudahai…Nudahai…Nudahai…Nudahai…”

With a "clang", Nudahai's long sword fell to the ground, and he immediately shot out like an arrow. While running, he saw a war horse next to him. He jumped onto the horse's back and rushed towards Xinyue like crazy. He shouted wildly:

"New Moon...New Moon...New Moon..."

The two horses ran towards each other, running closer and closer... and closer... In this killing battlefield, they rolled towards each other like two burning fireballs. Finally, they approached and met. The two strangled the horses at the same time. The horses suddenly stopped after running, and both raised their heads and neighed, and sprayed out heat from their noses. Xinyue and Nudahai were also gasping heavily, opening their eyes wide, and staring at each other in a daze. For a long time, they stared at each other, and no one dared to blink, for fear that the other party would disappear in the blink of an eye. Then, a tear rolled down from Xinyue's eyes, and the fall of the tear actually woke Nudahai up like a shock. He shouted in his throat: "Qinyue!" and he turned over and fell off.

As soon as Nudahai fell off his horse, Xinyue rolled off the horse. There was no need to say anything. The two of them looked "infinite" in their eyes, and at this moment it was "eternity". They hugged each other tightly, and they wanted to melt their whole body and heart into each other's arms. He hugged her, kissed her, and hugged her tightly. He no longer cared about the wounds on his body. Every pain proved that there was a real body in his arms, so every pain brought crazy joy.

That night, in the tent of Nudahai, Xinyue handed over the complete self to Nudahai without reservation. She said:

"We have no tomorrow, right?"

Yes, there is no tomorrow. One is a defeated general. Wuyan met the elders of Jiangdong, and the other was a daughter who was dying. There is no longer a question of Yujie Bingqing. Both of them knew so well that tonight was the night they stolen from God, and they only had one. He nodded deeply to her and she threw herself into his arms.

"Let us have each other and contribute to each other! Tonight is our whole life! I have followed me all the way, and there is only one thought in my mind, but I hope to live like this one day, and I will die without regrets!"

He hugged her, and tears burst out from his eyes. He was so throbbing that he was redundant, even his words were unnecessary. He kissed her again, from her lips to her neck to her chest... His kiss kept tearing. That night, they gave each other and had each other. Neither of them had the most complete self and the most pious heart to each other.

When the sky was bright, Nudahai moved slightly. When this movement was moved, Xinyue immediately became shocked. She raised her head from his arms and looked at him inquiringly. She touched his deep eyes and read the words inside. So she put on her clothes, tied up her hair, and tidied up her clothes. Then, she walked silently to Nudahai's armor, and solemnly picked up the long sword and walked towards Nudahai.

Nudahai stood up, his eyes could not be removed from her face. He looked at her every move, every look and smile. Yes, she was smiling. Her lips were filled with such happiness, satisfaction, tenderness, and so ready to die. His heart was cramped by such a smile. She stopped in front of him, raised her sword, and she said quietly:

"Can I die first? Please help me and let me die under your sword!"

Nudahai took the sword, but his eyes still could not be removed from her face. He looked at her for a while, with such a young and beautiful face! Such a passionate and strong heart! Every thought and every emotion in his mind was throbbing for her. Such a woman would make people willing to live, die for her, and give everything for her.

"Okay!" He nodded. "Don't be afraid, I'll start quickly and won't cause you too much pain!" He gritted his teeth and pulled his sword out of the sheath.

She raised her head and closed her eyes. The smile on her lips became deeper, sweet and slightly drunk. Her cheeks were rosy and her eyelashes drooped, and her whole body seemed to be soaked in a strong wine, fragrant and mellow. He was stunned, and the sword in his hand was too late to start.

"What's wrong?" Her eyelashes raised, and her clear eyes instantly looked at him. "Let's start! See you in the next life!" She closed her eyes again.

He stared at the face and the beautiful neck. He raised the sword, but felt that the sword weighed tens of thousands or tens of thousands of pounds. He gritted his teeth and gritted his teeth, but he could not stab the delicate skin. She was only eighteen years old! Why should he die with him? His hands began to tremble, and his will began to shake. Once his will was shaken, the feeling of unbearableness was like waves rolling over. He could no longer hold the sword tightly, and with a "defying", the sword fell to the ground.

She was awakened by the sound of the sword falling to the ground, and opened her eyes again, and she immediately understood.

"You can't do it, right?" she said, "You can't bear it, you can't bear it? Well, I won't make things difficult for you, I'll do it myself!" As she said that, she pounced on her and picked up the sword, and wiped it on her neck with a sword.

Without thinking, he grabbed the sword with his hand.

"Creen Moon!" he shouted, "You can't die! You must not! Your life has almost just begun. How can you die with me? No, no! You have to live. God has created such a beautiful one, and you will never want you to ruin it like this!"

"But I can't live alone without you!" She said anxiously, "Don't you understand? I've left Ke Shan, I don't care about anything, just to live and die with you!" She suddenly climbed over him with both hands, and her eyes flashed with hope, gasped, and said anxiously, "Otherwise, you don't die, you live with me! We live, we are destined to suffer, we are destined to be punished, but we will at least have each other," she said more and more excited, "If you want me to live, just live with me! I have the courage to follow you and die together. Do you don't have the courage to live with me?"

"No!" he shouted, "You can't use such words to tempt me anymore! It's natural for you to survive. If I live, I will live a life of silence!"

"Then, let's live a life of silence for me!" she shouted, "It's a day to steal it! It's a month to steal it, and it's a year to steal it! When we can't continue, we will die together!"

"No! It must not be possible!" He struggled and began to fight inside.

"Anyway, if you live, I will live with you! If you die, I will die with you! If you live and die, I will listen to you!"

"You can't entangle me like this..."

"I've been chasing you to the battlefield for a long time!"

"Creen Moon!" His voice hoarse, "For me, it's easier to die than to live! If you die, you'll be over, and you'll live. If you have to go back to face the court, the family, and all kinds of difficulties, you really need incomparable courage!"

She raised her head and looked at him earnestly.

"Or, suicide is not a kind of glory, it may also be a sin, a cowardice, or an escape. We have come to this point, and no one can abandon anyone, right? Or, we should be tested and face our future. Or, life should not be given up easily... If you think my life is precious, I also think your life is precious! We..." She asked seriously and suspiciously, "Do you have to die? Can you not die?"

He stared at her for a long time and finally sighed.

"Okay! Let's live to suffer! Let's face those many difficulties together! Or, this is also God's will! New Moon, you must be mentally prepared. If you live, we may be worse than death! We will suffer and torture!"

"I think that's the price we should pay! I have the courage to face it, what about you?" "What else can I say?" He hugged her, "For you, for our many tomorrows, I can't escape anymore! Facing such a brave you, how can I be a second deserter? Okay! New Moon, that's what it means! I know we are no longer doomed! Only face it bravely!"
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