Chapter 28(3/3)
"Master Ekang, you need not say anything!" She said panic, "If you talk about it, I feel even more ashamed. I never knew you dislike me so much! Now I understand! I know my identity and status, and I will not make you and the lady embarrassed... I understand what you mean."
Erkang was anxious and shook his head desperately:
"No! You don't understand what we mean at all. If you understand, you won't say that I dislike you! I don't dislike you, I respect you! If I don't respect you, what harm will it do to me if I take you away? Ziwei and I have gone through the test of life and death and found that our deep love for each other will inevitably think about you. It seems that you deserve the same love! I am afraid... Letting you be a little wife is an infringement and an insult to you! Do you understand?"
Jin Zuo nodded: "I understand, I will accept my fate! You needless to say!"
Erkang was very anxious, grabbed her arm and shook it, and said forcefully:
"Wake up! Jinsuo! Don't accept your fate, it's not that fate! Your life is not that small. You, Ziwei, Xiaoyanzi, and Qing'er are the same people! You are the same people as any princess! You are qualified to have what they can have! I firmly believe that one day, you will meet a man who loves you like I love Ziwei, and a man who loves you like the fifth prince loves Xiaoyanzi, and that man deserves you! Because, he belongs to you in a complete and complete way! Have you never expected that you will have such happiness?"
Jin Suo looked at Erkang with tears in his eyes, and for a moment, he was full of confusion.
"I can't figure it out, I'm a girl! How can I expect that?"
"Little Swallow doesn't often say that girls are also human beings, and girls are raised by their parents in life! You are your own master, of course you can expect this, and you should expect this way!" Jin Zuo stood in confusion, confused, heartbroken and heartbroken. Erkang looked at her, feeling full of unbearableness, but he still had to say:
"At least, you can calm down tonight and think about my words carefully! Don't hate Ziwei or hate me because of this, then you will let our hearts down!" Jin Zuo was used to obedience and never violated Erkang, so he replied pitifully: "Yes! I will think about it. Although I am a little stupid and may not be able to figure it out, I will definitely think about it. I dare not hate the lady, let alone hate you!"
After Jin Zuo finished speaking, he really couldn't face Erkang, so he turned around and ran out of the room. Erkang stood there in frustration, feeling very heavy.
Ziwei walked in and looked at him anxiously:
"Did you explain it to her?"
"I have said everything I should say. If it is understandable, I won't know!" Erkang was very sad.
"She is still so sad, right? I knew it would be like this! I'll go find her!" Ziwei turned around and was about to leave, and Ekang grabbed her.
"Let her be quiet alone, think about it!" He looked at Ziwei and sighed, "I admit that I am a little cruel! But, I would rather be cruel today than cruel in the future! Let her understand earlier, it would be better to be more confused than her!"
Ziwei looked at him, her eyes full of pain. Erkang could not bear Ziwei's pain. The thing he was most unwilling to do in his life was to make Ziwei suffer. He held her hand tightly and said pleaded:
"Please! Please don't be so painful, okay?"
Ziwei stared at him deeply and said pleaded:
"Please! Please don't be so charming, okay?"
Erkang stared at her and was stunned.
That night, even though it was already late at night, Jin Suo was still cleaning the hall. She carried a bucket of water, held a rag, and tried her best to wipe the windows, the tables, the cabinets... and wiped all the places she could wipe, hoping to consume all her strength.
Ziwei walked over and looked at her in pain, unable to help but shout:
"Jinsuo! Don't wipe it anymore. You've wiped the table for several hours! What are you doing? Tell me what you have to do in your heart! Let's sit down and have a good talk, okay?"
Jin Suo buried his head and wiped the table and chair, and said without raising his head:
"The chair is so dirty, I wipe it clean... clean..." and wipe it with all my strength.
Ziwei couldn't stand it anymore, so she ran forward, snatched the rag from her hand, and threw it on the table.
"Don't do this. If you are angry, just say it!"
Jinsou stopped and looked up at Ziwei. His cheeks were red because of work and his eyes were swollen because of crying.
"How dare I be 'angry'? I'm not angry at all. I just want to find some job to do it and keep myself busy!"
"Why?"
"What's why?"
"Why keep yourself busy?"
"No, why! I am a girl...I do what a girl should do!"
Ziwei grabbed her wrist and shouted:
"Besides, I'll be very angry! From now on, you are not my girl! You are my sister, my friend, my confidant! We should talk about everything and open up all the knots in our hearts! Tell me, you are in love with him, right?" Jin Zuo stared at Ziwei with wide eyes, breathing rapidly, and after holding back all night, he rushed out:
"Miss... I will tell you that this happened to me too suddenly... In the past, when you promised me to him, you did not get my consent; now, you canceled this agreement and did not ask for my consent! I am like a tool, one..." Seeing the rag on the table, I shouted sadly, "A piece of rag! You can throw it wherever you want! Young Master Erkang said a lot of great reasons, anyway, it is all for my good, and I don't know if it is really for my good... I only know one fact, you are eager to throw away my rag!"
Ziwei felt a lot of pain in her heart. She grabbed her hand and shouted sincerely:
"Not this! It's really not like this... I really think about it. I can be with you in this life, and never be separated! Perhaps this is the selfish idea. It once made me think that working together is also a beautiful and beautiful thing! But when Qing'er made me heartbroken, I realized that love should be dedicated! This is the same for me, and it is the same for you! But... If you don't think so and you are willing to be wronged, then forget what happened today, and we should follow the original plan, okay?"
Jin Suo stared at Ziwei and said seriously:
"Not good! Today's affairs cannot be taken back! After I understand your feelings, if I still rely on Master Erkang, I will be too unwilling to be ambition! I should respect your views and accept your arrangements! I have only one way to go!"
“What road?”
"I want to leave here and leave you! Miss, please let me go! I have thought that I can go to Huibinlou and help Liu Qing and Liu Hong. Their business is getting better and better, and they are short of staff!"
Ziwei was stunned, very painful.
Jinsuo grabbed the rag and continued to wipe the window, the table, and the cabinet...
Ziwei was filled with regret. This matter was really wrong again and again! She burst into tears and turned around and entered the room.
That night, Ziwei suffered from insomnia and lay in bed, tossing and turning and unable to sleep.
Xiaoyanzi and Yongqi were stunned when they knew Ekang had done such a thing. Although Xiaoyanzi was confused, she really admired Ekang's "unique theory of affection". Yongqi knew Ekang's "unique theory of love" and couldn't help but wonder if he would do this if he was in another place? After all, for men, it was "the most difficult to accept the kindness of beauty"! It was so easy to say "good" and so difficult to say "no"! Thinking of this, he became even more convinced by Ekang. Xiaoyanzi and Yongqi both understood that only the three of them would solve the knot of Ziwei, Ekang and Jinsuo, and others could not help. They didn't say anything and waited for it.
Ziwei thought about it and felt really sad and regretted it all the time.
"At the beginning, just don't give Jin Zuo to Erkang... She was right. At the beginning, I didn't ask for her consent, and now, I don't ask for her consent! I seem to be very kind to her, very affectionate, but I repeatedly neglect her feelings! I deserve to die... What should I do now?"
Ziwei was tossing and turning there, and when the door rang, Jinsuo walked in with a lamp.
"Miss! Are you asleep?" Jin Zuo asked timidly.
When Ziwei heard Jin Suo's voice, she was overjoyed and hurriedly sat up from the bed and shouted in surprise:
"Not yet, I can't sleep!"
Jin Suo put down the lamp, rushed to the bed, grabbed Ziwei's hand, and said painfully:
"Miss! I'm sorry, I just said a lot of things I shouldn't say, which made you sad!"
Ziwei felt ache in her heart, as if a knife was inserted into it. She held Jin Zuo tightly and shouted:
"It was me who made you sad! You didn't say anything you shouldn't say. Who else can you tell me except telling me? You are right, I'm so neglecting your feelings! It's me that I'm sorry for you!"
Jin Suo looked at her warmly and shook his head desperately.
"No, no, no! I thought it through! When you were critically ill, you were still thinking about me and promised me to the most perfect man in your heart! You thought so thoughtful about me, and I was wrong to blame you. I am really not worthy of your liking, and I am really not worthy of being your Jinsou!"
"Jinsuo..." Ziwei shouted enthusiastically.
"Listen to me!" Jin Zuo interrupted her, "At that time, Young Master Ekang just wanted to buy time to save you. He would agree to whatever you say. In fact, if you can't live at that time, Young Master Ekang might not be able to live either! His promise cannot count at all! That 'answer' is his feelings for you, not for me at all!"
"Jinsuo..." Ziwei shouted again, it was so surprising that she really didn't expect Jinsuo to analyze it so thoroughly.
"Next, in order to fulfill your promise, you had to maintain this agreement. However, Young Master Ekang had only you in his heart and had no extra seat to give me. He was right. Taking me over in this way would really ruin me!"
Ziwei grabbed Jinsuo's hand and her eyes shining.
"Did you really figure it out?"
"Yes! I really figured it out!" Jin Zuo looked at her, "I followed you when I was eight years old. Your thoughts and behaviors are all my imitations! I should have a little bit of your temperament for so many years! I can't wait for tomorrow morning, and I must tell you tonight that you are my sister, my confidant, my only family member... nothing can change this fact! As for my lifelong event..." She smiled with tears, and was full of heart, "You have Young Master Erkang, Xiaoyanzi has the fifth prince, Xiangfei has Mengdan... My man may be waiting for me!"
Ziwei jumped out of the bed and hugged Jin Zuo tightly.
"So, are you going to leave me?"
"Maybe, one day, I will always leave you, when I find my happiness! Now, I still can't bear to leave!"
Ziwei was so moved that she smiled with tears:
"Wow! Jinsuo! You are worthy of being my Jinsuo, and you are worthy of being our Jinsuo! You touched me so much! I want to tell you that when you find your happiness, you will still not leave me, because yours must be our confidant! Our family will be together forever!"
In fact, Jin Suo's heart was still deeply in pain. It was one thing to figure out, but her loss was one thing, and being rejected was another. However, what she thought more clearly was the relationship between herself and Ziwei that could not be left behind. For so many years, Ziwei has been the theme of her life, and she has long been used to it. Besides, what could she do if she did not accept this arrangement? It just made the relationship between the three people very embarrassed. Yes, she figured it out. She should not leave Ziwei, don't have that kind of embarrassment! She suppressed the pain in her heart and said almost openly:
"So, you and Young Master Ekang, don't worry about me anymore! It's okay, I can see you and Young Master Ekang from another angle, and stop mixing myself up, it's really easy!"
"Are you telling the truth?" Ziwei stared at her.
"Absolutely the truth!"
The two girls looked at each other deeply and hugged each other tightly. Jin Zuo said quietly and deeply, frankly:
"The pain in my heart when I think of leaving you is far more than leaving Young Master Ekang. Only then did I realize that my feelings for Young Master Ekang are definitely not like you! Maybe, just like he promised to marry me, the one we really can't live without is you!"
Chapter completed!