Ninety-five:

Chu Cheng was stunned for a moment, then shook his head, "Don't worry."

"When will you be anxious?" Ji Qingzhou asked him, "When do you want to do it?"

Chu Cheng didn't expect him to continue asking questions. He looked at Ji Qingzhou's clean eyes and said in a shallow voice, "We don't have to do it, it's great like this now, right?"

Ji Qingzhou looked at him in confusion, "Don't you want to do it with me?"

"Of course not." Chu Cheng hugged him and said gently, "Zhouzhou, if it was the first two months of our contract, I would have had a relationship with you without hesitation. But now, our contract is about to expire, and there is only more than a month left. There is no need to do it? You don't need to add this stain to the last thirty days, there is no need."

"I don't think this is a stain." Ji Qingzhou explained to him, "I took your money and enjoyed your benefits. I should have paid the price, right? Isn't this the deal we agreed to be like this?"

"That was before, not now. You don't need to do this, I said, you have been with me for a year, and I'm very happy this year, that's enough."

"But..." Ji Qingzhou looked at him, "Then what did I pay? If we are innocent, what kind of financial support are you? Why should I enjoy your efforts?"

"Not all financial owners will have sex with their lovers." Chu Cheng reached out and held his hand, "It's great if we do this."

Ji Qingzhou felt that this was not good at all. This was not what he wanted. He looked at Chu Cheng and didn't know what to say. In the end, he could only say dryly, "Then I'll pay you back."

Chu Cheng was afraid that he would do this, "Am I short of money? I don't need you to repay my money. If you say so, do I need to repay you and give you all the time for this year?" He sighed and said helplessly, "You don't have to have a psychological burden. I am always the beneficiary between us. I can't let myself suffer a loss, so don't say such things again. I don't like to listen, and I don't want to hear it again."

"Then what do you want? You don't want this, you don't want that, then what do you want?" Ji Qingzhou felt like a ball of cotton was blocked in his chest, so stuffy that he was almost breathless. "We had promised that you wanted to sleep with me at the beginning, didn't you? Why don't you want anything now?"

"I wanted to sleep with you at first," Chu Cheng looked at him, "but that was the past. People will have feelings when they get along with each other. I really wanted to sleep with you at the beginning, because I didn't care about you at that time, and your future has nothing to do with me. But now, we have been together for so long, and I watched you grow up little by little, I hold you and protect you, and I haven't even said a harsh word to you. I hope you are good, I hope you come cleanly and leave cleanly, and your life is free of stains. Do you understand?"

Ji Qingzhou shook his head, he didn't understand, "Do you like me? Why do you think so much about me if you don't like me? Why do you want me to leave?"

Chu Cheng looked at him and felt mixed feelings, "Of course I don't like you, I just hope yours can be better in the future. Ji Qingzhou, what I said, I hope you are good, I really hope you are good."

"But, I'm not doing well now."

Chu Cheng hugged him and coaxed softly, "Don't do this, I know you have been mentally preparing for the last step. Now I suddenly said I don't want it, you will be surprised and even understand. However, this is my decision. I don't want it anymore. In this way, you will be better in the future."

"Then what do you want?" Ji Qingzhou asked him blankly, "You have collected seven cards, but you don't want it anymore, so what do you want?"

Chu Cheng let go of him, looked into his eyes, and whispered, "You kiss me."

Ji Qingzhou looked up at him, reached out to wrap his hand around his neck, and slowly kissed him. He closed his eyes and hid tears under his nose. He opened his eyes in a place where Chu Cheng could not see, his eyes full of grievances and sadness.

That night, Ji Qingzhou slept very uneasy. He dreamed that Chu Cheng had left. He found many places but could never find this person again. He murmured why. Someone answered him because the time was up. He woke up from the dream in an instant, staring at Chu Cheng beside him, and his eyes slowly turned red.

Ji Qingzhou got out of bed, walked to the living room, sat quietly on the sofa, and tears couldn't stop falling.

He has never been as sad as he is today, nor has he realized as clearly that he has fallen in love with Chu Cheng.

He liked Chu Cheng, so he wanted to give him everything he had, but Chu Cheng refused.

Ji Qingzhou has always been very clear about his positioning. He knows that Chu Cheng is his financial backer and that he is Chu Cheng's lover. They have no future, so he never seeks a future.

It is his own business for him to like Chu Cheng. Chu Cheng pampers him with the way the financial backer treats his little lover. He loves him with the way he treats his lover. Although the starting point is different, he gets along very well.

Until today, until Chu Cheng refused to have sex with him, Ji Qingzhou felt that they were different for the first time. For him, having sex with his lover is a very normal thing. Even if they are separated in the future, he still feels it is normal. He never wants to have a long-term life, but only wants to live every day of the moment, so he is willing to do his best when he loves, and he does not regret it on the day he leaves.

When you are in love, you may always break up, especially your first love, but as long as you are sweet enough when you are in love, no one will be sorry for anyone when you are in breaking up, that's enough.

But Chu Cheng thought from the perspective of the financial owner. He was afraid that his life would be stained, so he rejected him. In Chu Cheng's heart, he always belongs to others. Even if he is by his side now, he belongs to others in the future.

Ji Qingzhou completely saw Chu Cheng’s thoughts clearly at this moment. Chu Cheng really didn’t like him, so he pushed him away. He wanted to give it to him, but Chu Cheng didn’t want it.

Ji Qingzhou cried silently. From the time he came through to the present, for so long, he never felt that anything really made him uncomfortable. Wang Fang's serious illness, inexplicable care, Chen Jiyuan's targeting, Fang Yaoxuan and Luo Yuxin's entanglement, he always felt that it was nothing and it was not worth his annoyance about it.

But this time, he was really uncomfortable. He didn't ask Chu Cheng for his liking, nor did he ask Chu Cheng for his future. He just wanted to go all out like a love relationship, and wanted to hand over his first time to Chu Cheng and the first person he liked.

But Chu Cheng refused.

What can he do? He didn't even dare to make this request with Chu Cheng again, for fear that he would ask himself why he was so persistent? Ask him if he liked him? Then terminate the transaction early.

He had no choice but to cry, even if he could only hide in a place where Chu Cheng couldn't see and cry secretly.

He covered his eyes with his hands, quietly, forbearing, without any sound, and sobbed silently for his love.

When the lights were on, Ji Qingzhou was a little stunned. He instinctively put down his hand and turned his head to see Chu Cheng not far away.

Chu Cheng looked at his crying eyes and tears without drying, and was instantly scared to death, "Why are you crying?" He walked over.

Ji Qingzhou looked at him and tears fell again.

Chu Cheng asked him while wiping the paper to wipe his tears, "Why are you crying? If you have anything, tell me, why are you crying?"

Ji Qingzhou shook his head, smiled, and said to him, "It's okay."

"It's okay, are you crying here at night?"

"I'm having a nightmare." Ji Qingzhou said.

"What dream scares you like this?" Chu Cheng asked.

"I dreamed that you left." Ji Qingzhou looked at him.

Chu Cheng was stunned for a moment, Ji Qingzhou looked at him, "I suddenly left, no matter how I look for it, I can't find it."

As he said, tears fell down again. Chu Cheng had no choice but to wipe his tears while coaxing him, "Aren't I here well? Where can I go?"

Ji Qingzhou looked at him and hugged him.

Chu Cheng patted his back and comforted him, "It's okay, it's okay."

Ji Qingzhou leaned against him and didn't speak.

Chu Cheng coaxed him for a while before saying, "Go back to the room to sleep, I was confused and found that you were not here, which scared me."

Ji Qingzhou nodded and acted coquettishly with him in his arms, "Take me back."

Chu Cheng laughed and thought he was really clingy, "You, you're like a big white rabbit milk candy."

He said this, but he still picked up Ji Qingzhou and carried him into the bedroom before leaving and turning off the lights.

Ji Qingzhou lay down under the quilt again, Chu Cheng went to bed and turned off the bedside lamp.

Ji Qingzhou hugged him and said to him, "Kiss me."

Chu Cheng felt that he was probably really scared by that dream, so he suddenly stuck to him so much. He lowered his head and kissed him, hugged the person tightly, and coaxed him, "Can I not only kiss you, but also hugged you?"

Ji Qingzhou nodded and said to him, "Kiss it again."

Chu Cheng had no choice but to kiss him again and coax him, "Just dream, don't be afraid." He said, kissing him.

Ji Qingzhou was hugged and kissed by him, and he felt much less sad. He said, "Chu Cheng, thank you."

"We are saying thank you even though we are two." Chu Cheng smiled.

Ji Qingzhou smiled and said nothing.

He cried for a long time, and was tired now, and slowly fell asleep under Chu Cheng's kiss.

This time, he had a very good dream. He dreamed that Chu Cheng said, "Zhouzhou, don't be with others anymore. I like you, please be with me."

He nodded quickly, Chu Cheng looked at him with a smile, and he also looked at Chu Cheng with a smile.

That's really, a good dream.

When Ji Qingzhou got up the next morning, Chu Cheng unexpectedly did not go to work. Ji Qingzhou cast a surprised look at him, "Why didn't you go to work?"

"Didn't you dreamed that I was missing last night and so you cried? I was afraid that you wouldn't see me when you woke up this morning, and you thought the nightmare came true and it was time to feel uncomfortable again."

"No." Ji Qingzhou was stunned for a moment, but slowly raised a smile at him and said calmly, "No."

Yesterday, he was rejected by Chu Cheng because he had been preparing for so long. He was too excited, so he couldn't help but feel calm. Now that he calmed down, he wouldn't do that kind of thing anymore.

Ji Qingzhou sat up and said, "Get up, I still have work tomorrow, so I have to prepare for it today."

The author has something to say: This chapter makes me frightened, afraid that you will feel abused. In fact, I think it's okay, because this chapter is really a gift from Maggie. Both of them like each other and think about each other. Zhou Zhou likes Chu Cheng, so they want to drive with him, just like falling in love. Chu Cheng likes Zhou Zhou, so he refuses to drive with him, hoping that he has no stains and a better future. Both of them like each other, but Chu Cheng, the two fool, has no idea, so Zhou Zhou is sad. Alas.

When I wrote this chapter, I thought about several versions, and there was also a peaceful transition version that was not like this. Because I was afraid that you would feel abused, I finally chose this version because this version is the most realistic portrayal of the two of them, and it is also the part that best reflects their relationship with each other. Chu Cheng wanted to sleep at first, but now he gave Zhouzhou everything, gave money, resources, and pampered, and didn't sleep. This is not true love! Don't worry, this is the most abused part of the whole text. I don't abuse Zhouzhou. Zhouzhou has a good mentality, so he will find a house to move next chapter. As for Chu Cheng, he should chase him well. Before he chases Zhouzhou, don't think Zhouzhou will take the initiative again!
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