Extra: Yao Xiuyuan x Yingnian (29th)

Yao Xiuyuan scratched his neck embarrassedly, "Of course not, I just occasionally have this kind of thought."

Yingnian said inexplicably, "Why? Because I don't give you a sense of security?"

"No." Yao Xiuyuan denied, "It's my own problem. When you are in love, it's normal to worry about gains and losses."

Yingnian shook her head, "That's not what she said."

He said seriously, "Today, Ji Tang, who is my friend, asked me about my relationship, I realized that I was actually not worthy of being in contact with you. All the friends around you know me and know our relationship, but the friends around me, except Qingzhou and others, you don't know them, and they don't know you, just like I told you Ji Tang now, you don't know who she is. This is my problem."

"It doesn't count." Yao Xiuyuan asked him for reasons, "That's not that you and I are in two circles, so it's normal not to know each other."

"But I have known you for more than two years, and for more than two years, and now we are all together, but they still don't know who you are, so that's not what you should be." Yingnian said seriously, "This is very unfair to you."

"In this relationship between us, you have always been actively promoting the development of this relationship. What about me? You like me and you chase me, there is no problem. But when I also like you and are with you, I should not continue to work hard alone. I should also actively contribute. But I actually didn't."

"I haven't told you that I like you, right?" Ying Nian smiled, "Because I dare not say it, I'm afraid I will say it. In the end, we will end up in vain. In that way, I will feel embarrassed."

After he finished speaking, he smiled with a self-deprecating smile and lowered his eyes.

"I was not like this before. I was a very strong person. I like to stand in the invincible place of feelings, so I am willing to give and I dare to give. In this way, even if I fail, I will be the winner in terms of emotion because I don't owe anyone. But now, I am becoming restrained, thinking a lot, and thinking that if I give everything but still have nothing, wouldn't it be pitiful."

"You know, I didn't plan to fall in love so soon, I just couldn't refuse you. But how can I be sure that you will always like me? I'm just an ordinary person, but you are even better than Tang Yu. How can I guarantee that we will always be together?"

"You should believe me." Yao Xiu walked away.

"But aren't you worried about this too?" Yingnian said, "You should believe me too, but aren't you worried too?"

Yao Xiuyuan shook his head and said calmly, "That's different. What I am worried about is that you and Tang Yu have a past that I can't interfere. I am jealous of him and are afraid that you will feel soft-hearted after seeing him for your change and return to his side. It's not that I don't believe in you, I'm just afraid of your past."

This was the first time Yingnian heard him say such things. He looked at Yao Xiuyuan, feeling a little distressed because of the unreasonable saying "Fear your past".

He actually really put Tang Yu down. No matter how much love he has, he can't withstand constant pulling and hurt again and again. He just went to the point of being in a different place. If Yao Xiuyuan had an ex-boyfriend who had been talking for so many years and even broke up now, he might have been afraid.

"Then what can I do to make you feel more at ease?" Yingnian asked.

Yao Xiuyuan was stunned for a moment, but he didn't expect him to say that.

"It's okay," he smiled, "I'm my psychological problem. You don't have to worry. I'll adjust myself and it'll be fine in two days."

Yingnian didn't listen to him, "Yao Xiuyuan, I think we should trust each other more. I want to believe that you and I will have a future, and you also want to believe that we will have a future. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't let you touch me."

"I know." Yao Xiuyuan sighed, "You don't need to do anything. Really, as long as you are by my side, I won't think about it all. I met Tang Yu that day and was stimulated by his words, so I was worried about gains and losses. But this is not a big deal. As long as you like me, it's enough."

"Then do you need me to formally say I love you?"

When Yao Xiuyuan heard this, he couldn't help laughing, "How can you say such words across the screen? When I go to see you next time, you will say them in front of me."

"Okay." Yingnian said, "After a while, I'll see if I can let Ji Tang and Sun Yao free up time and have a meal with you. I don't have many friends, except Qingzhou, there are only two friends in the circle. Forget Guan Han, he is from Tang Yu, and I'll just talk to him on WeChat, otherwise Tang Yu will definitely cause trouble for him by then."

"Okay, look at the arrangement." Yao Xiuyuan finished speaking, fearing that his tone would be too excited to cause Ying Nian to blame himself again, and quickly added, "Actually, this is not a big deal. Of course, it is best to meet your friends. But you are all busy with celebrities, and it is normal not to see them. The situation between us is different. It is not that you know Acheng and the others when we are not in love yet and you haven't lived in my house. There is no need to feel guilty about this. Look, haven't I mentioned this?"

Yingnian thought he was really considerate, "Mr. Yao, there is a saying you should remember - once you feel comfortable, you will be lazy. If you continue to be so considerate, I will probably lie flat in the future. You are the only one who drives the love carriage of both of us."

"That's right. In this way, even if someone else comes to chase you, you will have to drive the other person's carriage by yourself, and maybe you will come back to me."

Yingnian laughed, "Are you not tired?"

"If you are sitting in the carriage, you won't be disgusted."

Yingnian unconsciously lowered her head and laughed silently.

He felt that Yao Xiuyuan didn't have to worry that he and Tang Yu would get back together or that he would be with others, because he was already very good. Anyone who had met him and loved by him would stop for him. Just like himself, even if he didn't have the idea of ​​falling in love at the beginning, he would silently agree because it was him who brought up the matter.

Yingnian felt that they should indeed give each other more trust and confidence.

After hanging up the video, Yingnian sent a WeChat message to Ji Tang and Sun Yao, asking them when they had time and his boyfriend wanted to treat them to a meal.

Sun Yao was surprised that he had a boyfriend, and Ji Tang filmed him a notice. Yingnian looked at his schedule and asked Sun Yao again, and temporarily set the time for the filming of the film.

When he saw his friend, Yao Xiuyuan should be more at ease. Yingnian thought. What else could he do? Yingnian thought for a long time, but there was no result. He looked at the time and decided to rest first and think about it tomorrow.

The next day, Yingnian saw Ji Tang’s new role style posted on her Moments, and suddenly she sent her a WeChat message as if she thought of something.

Yingnian: Is it painful to wash tattoos?

Ji Tang was playing with his phone, so he replied quickly: It should be very painful, I haven’t washed it, and it seems to be quite troublesome to wash tattoos.

Yingnian: OK, I understand, thank you.

Ji Tang: Why did you suddenly ask me this? You also want to tattoo it, so I recommend it to you, the one I have tattooed. The boss is my best friend. I will give you a 20% discount when I report my name.

Yingnian thought about it: You can push her on WeChat to me.

Ji Tang said in surprise: Are you really planning to tattoo?

Yingnian: It’s not impossible.

Although it is impossible to openly get a certificate now, it is still possible to tattoo a couple. Yingnian thinks this is the most reassuring way he has thought of at the moment. Although it is a bit childish, love itself makes people naive.

Ji Tang was shocked when he heard that he was about to tattoo a couple: You are crazy! A couple tattoo is the most unreliable thing! You can’t tattoo this without any tattoo! Otherwise, what if you break up in the future?

Yingnian said calmly: So we can’t break up even more.

Ji Tang had no choice: You can control whether to break up or not.

Yingnian replied: I can't control it, but I can do my best to maintain it. After all, it depends on others.

Ji Tang advised him for a long time, but when he saw that he was determined to do so, he stopped persuading him, just hoped that he would not regret it in the future.

Yingnian began to think about where to tattoo this tattoo and what pattern to tattoo?

He thought for a long time and finally decided to tattoo his wrist so that he could cover it with a watch and not affect his image. The pattern does not need to be very complicated, for boys, just be simple.

Yingnian had an idea in mind and spent a few days drawing the tattoo he had conceived. The main body of the tattoo was very simple. Because it was tattooed on his wrist, Yingnian referred to some bracelet designs, but only designed some tricks on this chain, hiding the first letters of him and Yao Xiuyuan in these tricks.

He was very satisfied with the tattoos. After finishing the filming, he gave the tattoo to Yao Xiuyuan. Yao Xiuyuan was a little surprised that he actually designed a tattoo, "Do you want to tattoo?"

"Don't you want to?" Yingnian asked him back.

Yao Xiuyuan looked at the obvious pair of tattoo patterns on the table. Of course he thought, but, "This thing hurts a lot when tattooed."

"Are you afraid of pain?"

"I'm afraid you will feel pain." Yao Xiuyuan looked at him, "Can you stand your weak look?"

"Don't worry, I'm not afraid of even more pain, I can still be afraid of this."

Yingnian thought about it, "Or, don't you want to tattoo?"

"How could I not want to?" Yao Xiuyuan said without any concealment, "I just didn't expect it before, otherwise I would have pulled you to tattoo a couple."

"Will that be fine?" Yingnian made the final decision, "This matter is decided."

Yao Xiuyuan saw this, coughed, and asked him unnaturally, "You suddenly said you wanted to have a tattoo. Is it related to the conversation with me that day?"

Yingnian didn't shy away, nodded and asked him, "Will you feel a little safer if I do this?"

Yao Xiuyuan looked at him and guessed that he should have done this because of himself, but when he heard him say this, he felt guilty unconsciously.

"Year-native, you don't need to do this. I can mediate my mentality myself. You don't need to do this for me. Look, I have not been so worried about gains and losses in the past few months."

"I know." Yingnian said, "But I do. Whether there is a need is one thing, and what I want to do is another. I want you to feel more secure."

"Have you really thought about it?" Yao Xiuyuan looked at the picture on the table, "If you have tattoos, it will be difficult to wash if you have tattoos."

Yingnian smiled, "Why, what do you mean by what you mean, and you plan to let me wash it in the future?"

"You know that's not what I mean."

"What do you mean?"

Yao Xiuyuan looked at him without saying a word.

Yingnian said calmly, "I know the consequences of tattooing, and I think it clearly. Actually, when Tang Yu and I were together in high school, he asked me if I wanted to have a tattoo together. But I refused because I felt very naive and felt that it would be ironic if I broke up after I had tattoos."

"Then why do you want to tattoo now? It's because of me?"

"It's not just because of you." Yingnian looked at him with gentle eyebrows. "Actually, all couples who have tattoos are the same. They all think they can be together all the time and want to be together all the time. So is me, and I want to be with you all the time."

He whispered, "I don't believe this, and I don't like or dislike tattoos. However, it hurts to wash tattoos. You shouldn't bear to feel so painful."

The author has something to say: Yao Xiuyuan: I can't bear it!!! I can't bear it!!! I can't bear it!!!

There will be Tang Yu in the chapter tomorrow, and it should be the highlight, so the little angel I don’t like can jump tomorrow. If nothing unexpected happens, the extra chapter will end the day after tomorrow. This time I successfully controlled it to about 30 chapters. I am happy! I think I have made progress! And it has made significant progress! Hahahaha!

Thanks today:

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Thank you for the above little angels, especially thanks to the Master Ziyue Pavilion. He will give him ten pounds of meat and two little angels. I love you, Momoda (づ￣3￣)づ╭
Chapter completed!