Extra: Yao Xiuyuan x Yingnian (thirteenth)

Yingnian smiled and shook her head, "It's ridiculous. When I graduated from college, I said I would work hard together, but in the end, I was the only one working hard, and I was the only one."

Yingnian suddenly looked at Yao Xiuyuan, as if he couldn't figure it out, and asked him in confusion, "Why are I always the only one working hard? This is the case when I was in school, and it is the same after graduation. Am I not working hard enough? But in the end, I was still working hard alone. My parents accompanied me for a while, but disappeared. My uncle and others accompanied me for a while, and gave up on me. I thought Tang Yu could have been able to take a longer time. We have planned to get married since college, but in the end, I was still working hard alone, why are I always the only one?"

Yao Xiuyuan couldn't answer this question, and he also wanted to ask, why did he always treat him like this? It's not easy for him, and he has already worked hard to live, why do he still bully him like this?

His mood was a little heavy and a little uncomfortable inexplicably. He looked at Yingnian and could only say, "It's not your fault, it's because they are not good enough, they are sorry for you."

Yingnian felt a little sad when he heard this. He was not unresentful, but he was just complaining or resentment, and no one could see it. He tried hard to live every day without any negative/face/emotionality. He wanted to cherish every day and try to make himself happier. But when it was late at night, he would also ask why he was alone in the end, is he really not good enough? He also wanted to hear someone say that it was not your fault, but their fault. But he couldn't even speak to others about his own thoughts, so how could he hear such comfort?

Now, he heard it, he felt uncomfortable, but he felt that he had got what he wanted.

He suppressed his emotions and continued, "The things later became very simple. Tang Yu and I broke up, but he refused. I insisted on breaking up, and he began to get entangled. When I debuted, Tang Yu was afraid that I would be bullied by other companies, so he took me to sign a company he was familiar with. Later, I wanted to break up, and the contract expired, so he naturally wanted to terminate the contract. He said that other brokers did not dare to ask me. At that time, I had just paid back the money to the Tang family and owed Guan Han the money, not a small amount. If I didn't work as an actor, it would have been a long time. I had no choice but to think of Xiyu."

"What money do you pay for the Tang family?" Yao Xiuyuan said in confusion.

"The three years of tuition, food, clothing, accommodation, and Tang Yu's investment after my debut, as well as some other bits of money. I paid the tuition and other fees for college myself, so I don't have to pay it back." He added, "Since I decided to break up, I want to share it cleanly. I feel it's easy to pay it back to Tang Yu. But Tang Yu was not willing to accept it, so I gave it to him. As long as someone accepts it, it's not necessarily Tang Yu."

Yao Xiuyuan felt that he was quite arrogant, "If I were you, I wouldn't have paid back a penny. If it weren't for you, Tang Yu would have been a waste who skipped school and failed to sleep. It's not like now, he graduated from a prestigious university. As for the investments he gave you after his debut, he made a profit, and he didn't have the truth to pay back his principal again. You are just too stubborn and don't care about yourself at all."

"I did this just for myself. If I don't do this, I will always feel that I owe him, but if I pay back the money, I will know that I owe him nothing. I can have today and cannot be separated from the Tang family. If I had not had the support of Tang Yu's father, I would have returned ten years ago, and I would definitely not have thought that my future would be in the spotlight, filming a TV or endorsement, which is a number that I never dared to dream of. From this point of view, I am grateful to Tang Yu's father."

Yao Xiuyuan smiled and shook his head, "It's not what you said. You were able to come here to school because your grades were good enough. Even if you don't have Tang Rui as a sponsor, you would enter No. 6, and others will support you. You can do well in the entertainment industry. Tang Yu gave you help, but it's mainly because you are the one who is good at it, so fans like you."

"I don't deny that the Tang family will help you, but this help is not necessarily his. In other words, if my father was the one who sponsored you to school at that time, if you invested in you after your debut, you would have achieved the results today. So, this is not the main factor. You don't need to attribute all of this to the Tang family, but you should thank yourself for your efforts. It is your hard work and excellence that you have achieved 10 years ago and you can't imagine now."

Yingnian lowered his eyes and thought about what he said, whispering, "But, timing is also very important, just like when it came to Tang Yu's father was not your father. If you change the opportunity, everything might be different."

Yao Xiuyuan was speechless. Yingnian was right and timing was also very important. A person's success was always indispensable, just like no matter how much he felt sorry for Yingnian, it was not their family that sponsored Yingnian back then, but Tang Yu's family.

If it were their family who funded Yingnian at that time, then all this would not have happened. Yingnian didn't need to make friends with Tang Yu, helped him improve his grades, and didn't need to spend time with him, so he wouldn't have fallen in love with him, break up with him, and continue to get entangled with him after breaking up.

The timing is very important, he was nine years behind Tang Yu.

Yao Xiuyuan felt a little bored, so he picked up the wine glass and took a sip.

When Yingnian saw this, he asked him, "Do you don't like me saying that?"

Yao Xiuyuan shook his head, "I think you are right. Time is very important, so there is no if, so... you are right."

Yingnian smiled at him, very gentle, "But if time comes again and your family is willing to support me, I should choose your family."

Yao Xiuyuan was stunned for a moment and looked up at him unconsciously.

Yingnian laughed self-deprecatingly, "Before yesterday, although I was tired of Tang Yu's entanglement, I never regretted the love we had when we were a student. That was a beautiful memory. Although we broke up, I didn't want to deny this memory. But after yesterday, I felt that it was a mistake since we met. I even felt that I had never understood him, I felt that I couldn't understand people, felt sad and ridiculous. Do you know that I would sit here tonight and drink?"

Yao Xiuyuan guessed that he had a nightmare, but he cooperated and shook his head.

"You are lying to others." Yingnian said bluntly, "You can sit here and drink with me without asking anything. You must have had your own answer."

Yao Xiuyuan smiled helplessly, "Okay, I admit that I guessed an answer. I guess you had a nightmare. You didn't sleep steadily last night."

"Then guess what nightmare I had?"

"It has something to do with Tang Yu."

Yingnian nodded, he looked at Yao Xiuyuan and said calmly, "I dreamed of him. In the dream, his face changed and became distorted and terrifying, like a ghost. He walked towards me. I couldn't move, and I woke up in fear."

"Is it ridiculous?" He smiled, "He used to be my dream lover. I have longed to dream of him countless times and countless nights, but now, he has become my nightmare. I will wake up when I dream of him and will make me sweat. This change is really ridiculous."

Yingnian sighed, but couldn't help laughing at himself, "We have known each other for nine years. Even if we broke up last year, we still fell in love for seven years. It would be fine if we could not survive the itch for seven years, but we ended up like this. I thought the constant entanglements before were already very embarrassing, but I didn't expect that he could do something even more embarrassing. When I love, I really loved each other. Why can't we give each other a little last dignity? Do we have to do things so disgusting? At the beginning, he was trembling when kissing me and would ask me if it was okay, but now, even though I know that I don't want to, even though I know that I hate him after waking up, I turn a blind eye. How did we become like this for so many years?!"

Ying Nian said, tears fell, and he suppressed his emotions for a night collapsed at this moment. He reached out to cover his face and cried silently. He didn't understand how they became like this. How could the boy he once loved so much became like this now. He lowered his head and cried, quiet and depressed, silent and painful.

Yao Xiuyuan looked at him like this and felt as if Ying Nian had put a stone in his heart, heavy and depressed, and breathless.

He couldn't stand Ying Nian's crying method, so he got closer and took him into his arms, and said in a gentle voice, "Cry out, don't suppress yourself like this."

Yingnian leaned on him without struggling, but did not cry.

Yao Xiuyuan patted his back and gently coaxed him, "It's okay, there are only two of us in this room. You can cry out loud. Others won't hear it, it won't affect others. It's okay."

Yingnian still didn't say anything.

Yao Xiuyuan thought for a while and asked him, "Do you don't want me to hear it either? Then, is it okay if I don't listen? I cover my ears, or you can cover my ears for me, so I won't hear it."

He said, reaching out to pull Yingnian's hand, Yingnian shook her head in his arms without saying a word.

Yao Xiuyuan had no choice but to do anything about him. Yingnian had a very stubborn side. Once he became stubborn, no one could do it. Forget it, Yao Xiuyuan thought that over the years, he had developed this kind of personality. It was not easy to be able to say so much to him, and he could not ask for more. In the end, the two of them live together now. He was more careful about Yingnian and didn't let him keep bad emotions in his heart. It would be great.

He likes to cry like this, so just cry like this.

Yingnian cried quietly in his arms for a while, and to the end, the beer and the alcohol from the fruit wine they drank were steaming and fermenting, which made him feel a little sleepy.

He leaned against Yao Xiuyuan and felt inexplicably relieved, and even wanted to fall asleep like this. But he still sat up straight, left Yao Xiuyuan's arms, and said thank you.

Yao Xiuyuan laughed, "Thank you again, why do you still keep your lessons? No, I have to find a way to cure your problem."

As he said this, he really started to think like a little bit.

Yingnian felt that there was nothing wrong with his habit, "Thank you is basic politeness." He defended himself.

"But I said it was unnecessary." Yao Xiuyuan said, "In this way, if you say thank you once in the future, just call me brother. Let you go this time, and count from next time."

Yingnian felt that his regulations were a bit nonsensical, "How could this happen?"

"It's there now, that's it."

"Why did you agree?" Yingnian was puzzled.

Yao Xiuyuan smiled and said, "That's right, that's it. You have the right to object, but objection is invalid."

Yingnian stopped talking and opposed it being invalid. What else did he say, but, "Then I can't have the only regulations."

"What do you want to have to do with me? You said." Yao Xiuyuan said generously, "I don't like to say thank you, I don't care."

However, after Ying Nian thought about it, Yao Xiuyuan really had nothing to do to help him. Instead, he always asked him to help. He couldn't think of it for a while, and Yao Xiuyuan didn't urge him, and said with a good temper, "You can think about it slowly, and then the regulations will be fair now."

Yingnian nodded.

"Okay, then let's make a deal." Yao Xiuyuan made the final decision.

The author has something to say: Yao Xiuyuan: Call me brother

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When I was writing this chapter, I suddenly thought that if the Yao family sponsored Yingnian, it would have been quite good~

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