It was finally going to be on the shelves. In more than two months, I didn’t know how I persisted. Normally, I signed the contract with 6,000 words, but I signed the contract with 90,000 words and recommended it for 150,000 words. During this period, I wanted to give up several times, and often wondered whether it was this material.

The first time is always unforgettable. This book has given me a lot of firsts, first signing a contract, first comments, first rewards, first recommendations, and now it is time to be put on the shelves.

Thanks to everyone's support and encouragement along the way, I am very grateful. I also have to thank my editor Penglai (we all call him Nipeng). If he didn't pick me up, I might have given up writing.

As a newcomer, I am very clear that my level is limited and I need to improve in all aspects, but this always takes a process. I will continue to work hard, hoping to make everyone more satisfied.

For me, writing novels is something that is needed, appropriate, and comfortable, so I really want to be able to use it as a career, so subscribing is crucial to me.

I would like to ask you to continue subscribing and supporting it after it is released. After all, this is my only source of income now. If I can't survive on royalties, I really can't stick to this road.

If it is really economically inconvenient, Qidian now has a way to get some coins when watching videos, and there are them at the end of each chapter, which is enough to subscribe.

Please everyone.

Okay, after you have finished subscribing, you can say something else, which is the so-called complaints or mental journey. The reason why it is placed behind is that some readers don’t want to read it, so they can skip it directly. (The part will be deleted in the second half of the day.)

If you want to say how miserable it is, there are too many people in this world who are worse than me, but after all, people live in the world they can touch, and when comparing, they also compare the people around them.

And there is no one I come into contact with is more unfortunate than me... so much so that I often joke with my friends and look at me when I feel unfortunate, and you will feel happy.

Newcomers always use themselves as templates to write the protagonist, because this is more familiar and more accessible, so I am naturally no exception. So some of Gu Shuiquan's experience background is something I have experienced.

(For example, the description of the feeling of overdose of sleeping pills at the beginning is that the clinic doctor mistakenly prescribed an overdose of medicine, which caused me to fail to get out of bed for three days. As long as I stand up, I can’t see anything. It’s not like the feeling that orthostatic hypotension can relieve it, but it can’t relieve it at all.)

Of course, I can't say with shamelessness that I have the action power and the courage to face everything. He obviously has reorganized and strengthened and beautified many times.

I don’t have much action, and I have had the idea of ​​writing novels very early, but it has been delayed since I really started to officially enter this industry.

I compromised with reality twice when applying for college and finding employment. I convinced myself that I was no longer a child and it was a little more realistic to consider. However, these two compromises only brought more difficulties.

So, the ups and downs have reached the bottom of the valley, so I simply became willful, took out my writing dreams and gave it a try.

This book actually had an idea in September last year and was written at the beginning, but because of some things in reality, my mentality collapsed, so it was put on hold. Then I ran to my friend's house in a neighboring city and stayed alone for three months.

During this period, there was almost no verbal communication except for buying things.

I thought that such self-isolation would calm my mind, but the fact is that this would only make the noise in my heart more obvious. Not only did I not be able to ease the three months, but it became more serious.

So, I went home in January and pushed the original setting of the book back to the beginning and wrote it to what it is now.

I hope Gu Shuiquan can be cured in the world of Kexue, allowing Yuanzi, Xiao Ai and others to gradually melt his shell that isolates the inside and outside. Although cases in the world of Kexue are emerging one after another, we all know that even so, it is still warmer than reality.

At the same time, writing this book is also a process for me to heal myself and save myself. Along the way, I can feel that my mentality is improving. My support and encouragement have also made me feel that my existence may still have a little value.

After saying so much, let’s talk about something interesting at the end, so as not to be affected by me.

When I was in the early stage of this book, I had no comments from a reader and wrote it aimlessly every day. At that time, it was the easiest to give up.

So I came up with a solution. Whenever I doubt myself, I would go and look at the dark history of Tongdao and constantly convince myself that the great gods also came from newbies. If they persist, they would always make progress even if they couldn't reach that level. (Just kidding, I really admire Tongdao, and the speed of progress is really terrifying. I deleted this paragraph back to avoid being beaten.┬┴┤_?))

In addition, one day the rewards were 0 one day, and I was very panicked because it has been more than a month since the rewards function was activated, and it has become 0 for the first time. I don’t know what happened. I kept wondering if I wrote some poison points, but looking at the data of the recommended tickets and monthly tickets are not very similar.

Then I hurried to the author group to ask, but they said in disgust that I was in Versailles, isn’t it normal for me to give a reward of 0? Then I realized that there is reward every month and every day, which is abnormal for newcomers.
Chapter completed!