Chapter 52: Missing is a lifetime

Xu Shuting was sad not because Song Kechao did not fulfill his promise, but because of the person in front of him, he was so close to him, but he looked very far away.

He did not promise himself, but he had already restricted himself, and he was willing to accept this restriction. She didn't know what she was waiting for, but she thought she would wait, even if she wished her blessings.

"Tingting." After everyone dispersed, Ye Feng finally stopped calling Xu Shuting President Xu. "The situation of the Trail Blazers is very good now..."

"Is it okay if I don't talk about work?" Xu Shuting seemed to have returned to the past.

Ye Feng laughed, "What should I talk about?"

"What do you think?" Xu Shuting asked inadvertently. Seeing Ye Feng's embarrassment, she suddenly laughed, "By the way, Ye Feng, I'll ask you something."

"What's the matter?" Ye Feng was a little disappointed. He hoped that Xu Shuting would beg for him. He just felt that if he could do one more thing for Xu Shuting, he would feel more at ease.

"Have you ever felt this way," Xu Shuting frowned and tried hard to think about something, "It's just a stranger, the kind that is completely unfamiliar. When you appear in front of you, you will suddenly have a moment, feeling very familiar, and it seems that he has known him for many years?"

Xu Shuting, who was thinking, did not notice the strangeness on Ye Feng's face, and was still trying to express his thoughts. "It's really strange. I met someone today. He said something inadvertently. When I heard it, I actually felt very similar to my former friend."

"Who is that person?" Ye Feng asked.

"His name is Ke Song, he is a police officer. You know him too. The weird guy you met last time in S City Park." Xu Shuting suddenly found that Ye Feng's face was a little abnormal, "Ye Feng, what's wrong with you? You feel uncomfortable?"

Ye Feng shook his head and murmured: "He turned out to be a ***, no wonder, no wonder."

Xu Shuting didn't know that Ye Feng had already known the truth, so he deliberately confused and nodded seriously, "Yes, I didn't expect it. When I was in the park, I saw him taking action so ruthlessly, I really never dreamed that he was ***. There was also this person who always gave me a strange feeling. It was the same when it was like this, and today it was the same. Do you know that what he said to me was inexplicable when he came here today."

"What did he say?" Ye Feng couldn't help asking.

"Nothing." Xu Shuting blushed and shook her head, "I won't talk about him anymore."

"Do you mean he looks very much like your former friend? Do you say he suddenly has a strange familiarity with him?" Ye Feng continued to care about Ke Song. Of course he knew that Ke Song was Song Kechao, but he didn't know what Ke Song was thinking, why did he still refuse to recognize Xu Shuting?

"Yes." Xu Shuting nodded.

"Who does he look like?"

"I won't talk anymore. OK?" Xu Shuting looked at her pleadingly, "That person is dead, I don't want to talk about it anymore."

Ye Feng gritted his teeth and asked in a deep voice: "Tingting. I know you had a boyfriend before?"

"Yes." Xu Shuting nodded, not denying it.

"He was in an air crash?" Ye Feng was unyielding.

"How do you know?" Xu Shuting was full of surprise.

"What my aunt told me." Ye Feng could only lie.

"So that's how she hasn't told me?" Xu Shuting was a little confused.

"What would you do if you find out that your previous boyfriend is not dead?" Ye Feng changed the subject, but came to the point.

"Why did you ask this?" Xu Shuting was very surprised.

"I mean if," Ye Fengqiang smiled and said, "Isn't there too many ifs in this world?"

"If that were the case, I would be very happy and happy." Xu Shuting sighed softly. "It is actually very good for people to live."

Ye Feng was slightly stunned. The answer was obviously not the answer he wanted. "I mean, if Song Kechao was not dead, would you..." He found that Xu Shuting stared at him, his eyes like the sea, as if Ke Song's cough had been transmitted to Ye Feng. He also coughed unconsciously. "Okay, I didn't say it."

"I said it. How can I not say it? If I die, I die. How could there be if there is any if?" Xu Shuting sighed softly, "Ye Feng, if my father was not dead, I wouldn't have to support a factory at a young age. Many people think that starting a business is very glorious. I am a strong woman, but I feel helpless. I don't want to be a strong man. If I don't support this factory, I probably won't know you. If Song Kechao was not dead, I don't think you would be a pioneer."

Feeling that the last sentence was a little problem, Xu Shuting explained: "That's right, if Song Kechao is not dead, he may, so you, do you understand?"

Ye Feng smiled bitterly, "So that's it."

"But there is no if in this world, and these assumptions are not true." Xu Shuting stared at Ye Feng, with a rare tenderness in her eyes. When she never looked at Ye Feng so gently, she didn't want Ye Feng to know what she was thinking, but at that moment, she wanted to say a few words to Ye Feng seriously.

"Sometimes, if you miss one, you miss your life," Xu Shuting finally said: "The fact now is that Song Kechao is indeed dead, I really met you, and have become friends with you, very good friends. I don't know if you think so, but I really think you are a friend. Today I do things for you just because you are my friend, not because of anything else..."

"I have fantasized countless times before, how good it would be if Song Kechao was not dead, but after each waking up, the only thing left behind is permanent heartache. I have also thought countless times that if Song Kechao was not dead, Xu Shuting is now married and has become a good wife and mother. But every time I work, I feel that kind of deep loneliness. I am used to him being by my side, which is already a kind of inertia, a kind of dependence, and an indescribable reluctance..."

"But I woke up from the dream. Although it hurts when I woke up, I have slowly accepted this reality. I don't want to fantasize anymore, and I want to save myself from the pain before. I don't want to assume that he can really live, and I will be happy for him, because living alone is better than anything else, but even if he is alive, he and I can no longer go back to the past. I just said that I missed once, and sometimes I missed my whole life!"

The night was slightly dark and the breeze was gentle. Ye Feng looked at Xu Shuting blankly, not wanting to ask again, nor dared to ask again.

"It's good that you're fine today." Xu Shuting suddenly laughed, "Ye Feng, go and do your business. The Trail Blazers want to open a new factory here. Please give me more advice in the future. If you have free time in the future, you are welcome to come to your parents' home often."

"My mother's home?" Ye Feng couldn't help but say.

"Of course it's my parents' home." Xu Shuting couldn't help laughing, "You are an employee of the Trail Blazers. The Trail Blazers are your parents' home. Their family actually likes you very much, so you should come and see them often."

"Sure." Ye Feng pursed his lips, not knowing what to say.

Suddenly, there was a hint of alertness in his heart. Ye Feng suddenly held Xu Shuting's hand and led her to the side of the road.

With a 'crunch' sound, a black sedan had already stopped beside the two of them, almost passing by.

Xu Shuting was disgraced, thinking that someone wanted Ye Feng's life, but it was a knife slashing, and now it was a car hit again. He turned his head and found that the car window slowly fell. He stuck his head out, looked at Ye Feng holding Xu Shuting's hand and said in a deep voice: "Ye Feng, are you free?"

Ye Feng was a little surprised, "Mr. Li, do you have something to come to me?"

It was Li Suifeng who drove the car. Ye Feng didn't understand what it meant to find Li Suifeng at this time.

Li Suifeng nodded, not wanting to say anything more.

Xu Shuting let go of Ye Feng's tightly clenched hand, "Ye Feng, I have something to do, let's go first."

Looking at Xu Shuting's background, Ye Feng was a little dull at that moment, and after a while, he turned around, "What's the matter?"

With a "bang", the car door was opened, "Get into the car." Li Suifeng spoke simply and clearly.

If it was someone else, he would probably hesitate for a moment, but Ye Feng just smiled and got into the car directly.

There was only Li Suifeng in the car. Before Ye Feng could close the door, Li Suifeng had already stepped on the accelerator and drove out at a speed.

Li Suifeng was just driving and didn't say much, so Ye Feng had to shut up. After contacting him during this period, he also knew Li Suifeng a little. If he didn't want to talk, even if you pry it with an iron chisel, he wouldn't be allowed to say a word.

The further the car drove, the more desolate the road ahead became, the fewer pedestrians were, and the vehicles were missing.

Ye Feng still had a smile on his lips. Li Suifeng saw it from the rearview mirror and sighed involuntarily. Ye Feng was the most difficult person he had ever seen.

"Get out." After a harsh sound of brakes, Li Sui said without replying.

Ye Feng shrugged, "Where is this?"

Li Suifeng didn't answer and jumped out of the car first.

Ye Feng sighed and knew that no matter where, it was obviously not a good place for him.

The surrounding wildernesses, insects and frogs are chirping, the breeze is blowing, and the blew leaves are whispering.

A bright moon hangs in the sky, ignoring the people, floating clouds cover the moon, and is blown away by the wind in a blink of an eye.
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