I didn't expect Xueer to take the initiative to look for me.

When she came to see me, she was different. It was just a few days, which was enough to change a person.

She was wearing clothes that looked expensive and exquisite makeup, but I felt that she was not as pleasing to her before.

I don't know if she saw me that night, so I just waited quietly for her to speak.

But she didn't seem to have the intention to speak. After a long time, I couldn't hold it in.

"Is there anything you have to do with me?"

Unexpectedly, just like this, she immediately burst into tears and said aggrievedly, "Sister Luo Luo, I..."

I said that everyone has the right to choose what kind of life they live, so I am not angry at all.

She cried so much that I was upset. Why did you cry? What's there to cry? I still want to cry!

I handed her a pack of tissues, "Stop crying, my makeup is so squandering."

"Fang Xu and I broke up." She finally calmed down and began to turn to the topic.

I took a sip of the juice in front of me and didn't say anything.

"You saw it too. I am now, now with Yin Jiaxu."

I don’t know if she was a normal boyfriend or girlfriend or was kept by Yin Jiaxu, but I didn’t ask any questions. Once some words were placed on the table, it would be very hurtful.

After all, she was a smart girl, "He took me over. He had a fiancée and a lady of a good match. Sister Luoluo, I know you will look down on me, but I really can't hold on. I have always been too naive. I always thought I could make it through myself. But I only realized today that it was not that true at all..."

She eventually walked on a path that the ladies would take in the venue.

After a while, I started to speak, "Xue'er, call me sister, I have to persuade you, have you thought about it? This is not a shortcut, you are drinking poison to quench your thirst. This is a bottomless abyss. Once you get stuck in it, it will be difficult for you to get out. Many things will be involuntarily, and by that time..." I really can't continue.

She looked at me and smiled, "I thought about it, even if I didn't think about it, I can't let it go back on my regret now."

I know that nothing is useful now, "Xue'er, you have to remember that you got what you have today by abandoning Fang Xu, so you must be fine."

When she left, she rushed to settle the bill, "Sister Luo Luo, don't rob me, I'm now..."

I nodded and left.

I didn't want to be with her at all. I looked at her like I saw myself, and I felt very uncomfortable, for myself and for her.

At that moment, I realized that I was confused. I couldn’t see the direction of the future and didn’t know what to stick to.

I always thought that Xueer would not take the path that many girls who were trapped in nightclubs would take, but it turned out that I was wrong.

I always thought that there were always some things in this world that could never be obtained no matter how much money it was, but it turned out that I seemed to be wrong again.

Why am I always wrong? Why is God always against me?

At that time, I knew that in this world, there was a word called "Heaven's wish".

It was at that time that Qinzi came back.

Qinzi is a lady I met in the venue. She has a loli face and is a woman who is imaginative when men see it. She has something very attractive and sensible, which is an indescribable feeling.

She looks like a very transparent and clean girl, like a high school student. When she looks straight at you, says nothing, and does nothing, you immediately surrender your gun.

In fact, she is two years older than Feiyan and I. She came out to be a lady before she graduated from high school. It was this crime-provoking face that made her very red in the audience.

For Qinzi, people who are not familiar with her think she is very quiet, while friends who are more familiar will think she is very cheerful. People in the night think she is very arrogant. Only Feiyan and I know that she is actually a crazy person.

Her explanation is that if you don’t know how to play with life, life will play with you.

So she played wildly. Her motto was to be lustful, not fickle, swear, not scold, act like a hooligan, be polite, not pretend, not be mean, not be slutty, be able to fire, be an ideological female hooligan, a good girl in life, a tender girl in appearance, and a physical Transformer.

I went to work that night, and when I changed my clothes, I saw her. I was surprised at that time. About two months ago, she was taken out by a foreign customer, and then she was taken to Europe for vacation by that customer. For a while, many people in the venue were envious.

When she saw me, she ran over and hugged me, "Dear, I miss me so much."

This is Qinzi, who is very loli and ladylike in front of the guests, but in fact she is a bold girl. This is why I am willing to treat her as a friend.

If Feiyan is indifferent and calm, then Qinzi is bold and heartless, while I am half-dead.

If Feiyan is the royal sister, then Qinzi is the loli, and I, I don’t know what I am.

But my ideal is to be a queen. Didn’t anyone say that the loli is in the hands of the uncle, the uncle is in the hands of the emperor, the emperor is in the hands of the forefather, and the queen is in the hands of the queen. It doesn’t necessarily mean that the queen is in the hands of the mood.

Fengyue Field is a small society, and nothing can be believed in everything that lives, and so is the night scene.

The inside of the night is also very powerful. It is an extremely complicated circle between the lady, between the lady and the mother, and between the lady and the manager.

Ladies often have conflicts for customers and tips. Ladies and waiters also have to think about filial piety to their mothers and managers, otherwise your life will not be easy.

Here, people often kill people without blood, eat people without vomiting bones, and even if they don’t die, they will have to peel off the skin. They are like golden branches, which is particularly disgusting. They will kill each other and no one will be lenient.

Qinzi never misses these things. She hates those who are the ones who are smiling in front of you and stab you in the back. Because she is more popular, many customers buy her accounts, so mommy and the manager dare not punish her.

Of course, this is what Qinzi looks like in private. Once she sees a guest, she can pretend more than me and knows how to play various roles according to the guests' preferences. Of course, the most common scenes are the dramas of Strange Shoushu and Little Loli.

I once asked her why so many people like loli.

She answered me, Loli has three good things, her waist is soft and her body is easy to push down.

I immediately understood.

I hugged her back, "When did you come back?"

"I just arrived today, so I came to work now. How are you doing? Have you been doing well recently? Has anyone bullied you? Tell me, I'll kill her!"

I think friendship may be the only thing I have in this world, and I suddenly felt very moved.

"By the way, I haven't lived in a place for a long time, and I haven't had time to clean up. If it doesn't happen today, can I stay at your place for one night?"

"Okay, let's go together after get off work!"

The house I rented was not heated enough in winter and was a little cold. After taking a shower, Qinzi hugged the quilt and shivered, "I said, why is your house so cold as a cellar? Can people live in it?"

I snatched half of the quilt and covered it with it, "Hey hey, don't be so exaggerated. Don't you just go out to the country and you can't live a hard life?"

"I'm serious, Luoluo, you have saved some money in the past few years. Don't you have to wait to raise a young man?"

This is the biggest difference between Qinzi and me. She agrees to have fun in time and spend as much as she earns. She is drunk today and has no wine to drink cold water in the Ming Dynasty.

She also has a motto: go to today's class, sleep yesterday, and spend tomorrow's money.

"What nonsense? You don't know. I only earned a lot of money in one night. Besides, I don't plan to keep going like this. When I save enough money, I will stop doing it and leave here."

"Tsk tsk, what we have been to school is different, it's much longer than we think."

"Okay, don't scold me in a roundabout way. You should also plan. You can't always take one step at a time."

"Hey, you also know when people like us can make decisions on their own? They are still driven forward by fate. The plan is useful."

She said nothing wrong. Don’t look at her carefree usually, but her heart is as clear as a mirror and she knows everything clearly, otherwise she would have fallen apart long ago.

When she changed her pajamas, I saw several tooth marks on her neck, chest and thighs, red and purple.

I suddenly felt very sad. I thought that humans were humans, and humans were not animals, but sometimes, humans were not even as good as animals. I felt very sad. Not only for her, it was a kind of sadness that hurt her kind.

The wind was very strong that night, and the whimper sounded a little scary. Qinzi couldn't sleep, and I couldn't sleep either, so we gathered in a bed and talked.

She told me about vacation in Europe, about the perverted hobbies of that foreign man, about Feiyan's recent situation, about Xueer and Fang Xu, about that man's affairs, we all need a trash can to complain, otherwise we will be driven crazy over time.

I asked Qinzi, "You said, is there anything else in this world that can be believed?"

She simply spit out a word, "Money."

"money?"

"Didn't anyone say that it's not a problem that can be solved with money, but the key is that there is no money. Do you think that the group of bastards can ruin us? Isn't it just that they have more money than us?"

I think society is really a good school. Although Qinzi has no knowledge, it is a proverb in every word and is particularly philosophical.

Since Qinzi came back, the wealthy businessman who kept Feiyan was busy coaxing his wife to have no time to take care of her, so the three of us went out together during the day, and Qinzi and I went to work at night, and Feiyan went home to sleep.

That morning, Feiyan drove her Porsche to pick me up and Qinzi from get off work, and then the three of them went to have breakfast together. When the red light was taken to take me back, a Cayenne was parked next to me.

I looked at it casually and signaled to them both to see, "Hey, a beauty!"

Feiyan and Qinzi lowered the car window and glanced at it, and then Qinzi said confidently, "It's the mistress!"

Feiyan held the steering wheel in one hand, touched her chin in the other, and nodded in agreement. It seemed that the word mistress had nothing to do with her.

Maybe the sound was a little loud, and the time was early, so the surroundings were quieter. As a result, the beauty heard it and looked at us, frowned and looked a little unhappy.

We turned back our eyes with a tacit understanding and looked ahead.

It happened to be green light, so we ran away. It was probably because Feiyan hadn't touched the car for a long time and the reaction was a little slow. I saw Cayen rushing to the accelerator and putting down the car window and shouting at us: "Have you seen mistresses come out so early? Fuck!"

Feiyan replied decisively, "Do you think you are no longer a mistress after coming out, damn! I am a mistress, don't you go out so early!"

I guess the beauty didn't expect to get such an answer. She was stunned for a moment and then rushed out with a throttle, leaving the three of us behind to laugh.

I remember that the sun had just risen and was sprinkled on us with gold, warm. Feiyan and Qinzi both had a willful smile on their faces, youth was flying without any haze. I think this kind of smile must be on my face.

When I returned to the downstairs, a car behind me whistled, and then the rear window lowered, and I saw Xueer.

After not seeing her for several months, she seemed to have changed a lot, not her hairstyle, not her clothes, not her makeup, but her soul.

She became very quiet, calm, silent, and could not cry or laugh, like a wooden man.

At first, she was very happy to see me and took my hand and talked to me, "Sister Luo Luo, are you doing well recently?"
To be continued...