Since these things, she has been unable to sleep well. Sometimes she would yell, sometimes she would call her grandmother in southern dialect, Wunong softly, and a small voice drifted into my heart softly. Only then did I realize that she was from the south.

I hugged her in my arms and gently patted her to coax her to sleep. Whenever this came, I felt that things seemed a little different.

She stayed at home every day, becoming more and more energetic day by day, and felt a decadent feeling of eating and waiting to die. She didn't go out to play. This was not a solution, so I wanted to take her out that day.

But, I regret it.

They didn't play too much, but I didn't want to play with her with them, but some things couldn't be put on the surface. She didn't know what was happening in the circle. The more I showed my concern, the more dangerous she would be. I didn't want her to become the target of public criticism, let alone at this time, everything was just a show of support. I had done this kind of thing a few years ago.

But she didn't understand at all, and she ignored the words and tried to sway herself. The more I listened, the more I felt more and more heartwarming. I left her and left.

The next night I was called home. When I saw the Fu family of three in the living room, I knew that some things could not be delayed.

I watched the discussion between the two parents, Fu Xiaohan joined with excitement, with a perfect smile on his face, occasionally saying one or two that I was listening and I felt very calm.

After three months, three months, say it is not long or short. I thought I would be very resistant, but I didn’t. I never thought of marrying Xia Luoluo, which was impossible. I didn’t want to marry Fu Xiaohan either, but I knew that I wanted to marry Fu Xiaohan. All my experiences and experiences from childhood to adulthood made me know that this was wise and rational.

That night they were going to give me half a farewell single party, in the name of mourning my soon-to-be-dead freedom. I went there happily. Getting married was just a ceremony, but it was just an extra certificate, which had no effect on me. I would not change my life for Fu Xiaohan, nor would I "handle" Xia Luoluo as they said. If Fu Xiaohan thought that I married her and she could control me, then she would be overestimating her ability.

After drinking it, I had a split headache. I may have been too tired recently and the headaches have become more and more frequent.

When I told her that I was going to get married, she was very calm and laughed and joked with me. I said that she was very responsible and always knew what she should and should not do. She was also very sensitive and thought I wanted her to disappear. I had never thought so, and I didn't know why I told her. I had a very strong feeling and I should tell her. When I saw her calm face when she heard the news, I had a bad feeling.

That was the first time she took the initiative to call me. I had never seen it before. I was surprised to see the name flashing on the screen. In the past, no matter how angry I left from her, she would never take the initiative to contact me. An Zhiruosu, when I go next time, everything will be as usual.

She asked me to go home for dinner, and I was stunned for a moment. This feeling was very strange. I was still looking forward to it. As soon as I entered the door, I saw the table full of food, and it was still steaming. I looked at her standing at the table, and a feeling suddenly surged into my heart, the feeling of home.

When I was a child, I often ate by myself and the food was made by the nanny. When I grew up, I ran between the dining table every night. No one had prepared the food and waited for me to come home for dinner. Xia Luoluo, a woman, can give me a different feeling every time.

I was in a good mood that night, until I received a call from Fu Xiaohan. I knew that Fu Xiaohan must have been exaggerating the words of many times, but when I heard the recording, I realized that she had always been a little sheep in front of me, and in front of others, she was a little fox in front of others. Fu Xiaohan was so angry that she jumped.

I gave her a chance to explain, but she said nothing. After anger, she was panic, and after a panic, she became calm.

I could feel that what she said was true, and everything she said made sense. She said she really liked me, and I believed it. Over the years, many women have told me about such words, but I never believed it. Who knows whether they like me or my money?

When I calmed down, I figured it out. The reason I was so angry was because I was so attentive to her that she wanted to leave me. I knew what she wanted, but I couldn't give it to me. I always knew that I seemed to pay too much attention to her, and it was very dangerous. This time, the matter was like a wake-up call to wake me up. She was right. This was a game, and the game would end, and now, it seemed that it was time to end.

So, I let it go.

As I watched her disappear at the door with her suitcase, my mind was blank and I couldn't remember anything.

She really left.

My life is still the same, and her departure seems to have not brought any changes. I still go to the night from time to time, but I always feel that something is missing, empty, empty, cold, cold, cold.

There are still social events every day, but I gradually realized that I can't fit in, and there is even a kind of rejection. Now I am not willing to support the show anymore.

That night was in the night all night, and I had a headache and planned to sit for a while before leaving.

The sound insulation of the private room was very good and very quiet. The door suddenly opened and a figure came in. I looked up unconsciously. The scene was very familiar. It seemed like this was the case a long time ago, one night, and she pushed the door in without a sound.

Of course, it was not her.

Lu Jinfeng turned on the light and walked a few steps to sit down.

"I heard you are getting married, congratulations!"

I squinted my eyes, "Thank you."

He crossed his legs, leaned forward, and looked concerned, "Why did Mr. Zuo seem to be unhappy in the night recently? Is there anything I don't like to tell me about Lu? I'll improve it!"

I can't help but feel awkward when I hear it, I don't know what he means.

"Or what if I want to call a few ladies in later?"

"No, I'm tired today, I'll sit for a while and leave."

"Forget it for everyone else, but you definitely like this."

He pressed the bell on the table, and then a woman came in. I looked up and looked at her. There was no expression on her face, but I was not at peace. I looked at her face, but said to Lu Jinfeng, "What does this mean?"

Lu Jinfeng stood up with a smile, "I still know some things about my own venue. I have dug up people from other places for you. Look slowly. If you don't like it, you can leave first."

After Lu Jinfeng left, I looked at the girl for a long time, and she took the initiative to pour me wine.

I took the wine glass and took a sip, "Can you massage?"

"Yes, Mr. Zuo, look, where are we going?"

“It’s right here.”

After hearing this, she took out a bottle of massage oil and started taking off her clothes.

I held her undressed hand and lay on her lap, "You're thinking too much, just massage your head."

She laughed dryly in embarrassment, and then rubbed my temples somewhat unfamiliarly.

Not that feeling.

I pulled her over and let her lie on me. I reached out and pulled off her clothes and suddenly entered her body. I stared at her face while moving.

She looks really like Xia Luoluo, but she doesn't look like Xia Luoluo's eyes so lively. How can these eyes be compared with her?

After all, it was someone who was rolling around in the romance and moon. Her expression and movements gave me the feeling that it was fake.

I suddenly lost interest and stopped.

When she saw that I stopped, she started to move myself.

To be honest, my skills are very good, and I am a master. I don’t know how many times better than Xia Luoluo’s poor skills. But I don’t feel that I don’t have a trace of pleasure or impulse except for the normal physiological reactions of men.

I reached out and pushed her aside, sat up and tidyed up her clothes, "You go."

She looked at me with tears in her eyes, curled up in a corner of the sofa in disheveled clothes.

I threw her a stack of money, "Go out and tell Lu Jinfeng that I don't want to see you again."

I don’t know what Lu Jinfeng was thinking. He thought I was thinking about Xia Luoluo? Do I really miss her? No, I am just used to it. Even if it’s a kitten and a dog, I will not be used to it after a while, and it will be fine.

There is still no shortage of women in my life, but every time I get off them, I don’t feel a little happy or satisfied, but instead feel very tired and tired.

I feel unhappy in my life. I didn’t think I was happy before. I always thought that when people live in this world, no matter who you are or who your father is, even if I am the king of heaven, I can’t be happy at all times. But now I feel this way.

I couldn't be interested in anything. Every time I went out for a social event, I felt very annoyed. Later, I didn't even want to go to show up. Yin Jiaxu told me that I used to be indifferent, but now I am decadent.

For the first time, I felt that what he said was like human words. I knew that everyone could see that I was absent-minded about anything, and I was not lukewarm in business, and I lost my previous enthusiasm.

I suddenly lost interest in fame, wealth, let alone marriage. Time flies quickly, and the wedding day is approaching, and I am becoming more and more irritable. The resistance that I thought had disappeared emerged again, and I am full of energy.

That night, while I was drunk, I said I didn't want to get married, and I was slapped before I finished speaking.

My father looked at me calmly, "Have you sobered up?"

I nodded, "Wake up."

"You know your brain?"

I nodded again, "Clear."

"Then go back to your room to sleep. This made me break your leg when I hear it again! And everyone told me that something was wrong with you recently, so you can do it yourself."

I thought I was really awake, but I still woke up the next day and felt like I really need to give in.

I didn't know where she went, but I found that I didn't know her at all except knowing her name and where she lives. I found someone to check her and after checking her life experience, I felt very uncomfortable.

She is from City Y, a place famous for its abundant beauties.

I finally understood why she asked me if I had my father's surname that time. It turned out that she had no father, but because of her grandmother's surname.

I finally understood why she called her grandmother in her sleep from time to time.

I finally understood the holiday between her and Fu Xiaohan.

I understand a lot, but it seems a bit too late.

It was really not easy for her to grow up after so many hardships, but she didn't leave any shadows in her heart. I suddenly felt very sad and hated that I was not being by her side when she was suffering.

I regret it.
Chapter completed!