I took out the card he gave me from my pocket, "This is what you gave me, I took a part of it out, and I'll give you the rest."

He still didn't answer, but his breath suddenly became heavy, "Did you plan to leave me long ago?"

I lowered my head, "Yes."

He suddenly pressed Miyan irritably and turned to look at me, "Xia Luoluo, I really can't understand, isn't this good now? What are you always messing around? I'm not good to you? Did I make you wronged? Or did I abuse you every day and make you unable to stand it? Why do you always make yourself like a little cabbage? Who will you show me a bitter scene?"

I shook my head, "No, none. You are very nice to me, you have not wronged me, nor abused me. It's my own problem. I can't stand your goodness. Zuo Bingnan, we have too many differences. You are rich and powerful, but I have nothing, nothing, a girl like me, a girl better than me, I catch you, and I'm under a lot of pressure to be with you. The better you treat me, the sadder I feel in my heart. I don't know how long you can treat me. I think my life has no direction and no future, and I don't know what will happen in the next second. You and I were not equal at the beginning, and I didn't expect to be equal to you. What equality is there in this society. So, every time you are angry, I will be very scared. Sometimes I have a feeling that I am still in the night, and you are still my guest..."

Maybe these words have been kept in my heart for a long time, and I said them very smoothly. I know I am very pretentious, but these are all my words in my heart.

As I said, tears fell down again, "I don't know what attracts you in me, but I know clearly that there is a money game between us. This game is fun, fresh and exciting in your eyes. You enjoy it. I used to be like this, but games are games, and there are always days when I can't play it. Sometimes I wonder, what will you do to me when it really comes to that day?"

I turned to look at Zuo Bingnan's side face. This face made me obsessed with it. It used to be, and now it is. He is still smoking, without any expression on his face.

"Also, you are going to get married, I don't want to be a third party. Maybe in your eyes, a woman like me can do anything as long as she has money, but I have a bottom line in being a human being. I don't want to have any relationship with men with families and marriages. I thought so before, but later the matter between Feiyan and Jiang Kuo made me more determined. You said to me, □□ ruthless, the actor is unrighteous, you told me that raising a mistress is better than raising a dog and a pig, but you raise me. Every time you come, you have the smell of another woman on your body, but you also go to bed with me. You told me that you are going to get married, but you still have to accompany you all the time. I don't know why you do this. I kept thinking, what am I to you? You put me here to provide me with food and clothing, and give me money. You want to come by yourself.

Come, leave as soon as you want. I dare not say I dare not ask because I know I am not qualified to ask. You remind me to pay attention to my identity again and again. I always remember that I am just a mistress you raised. One of the women around you, a woman who lives by your charity. I always remember. I always remind myself that people like me should not be moved by men, nor can they be moved, and they are not qualified to move. No one will sincerely treat women like me. I know that I am nothing in your eyes, but I still fall and fall again and again... Even I hate myself. A game of emotions, rich people can play it very clearly, very casual and romantic when they find someone, but I am different. It is too luxurious for me, and I don’t want to follow Xueer’s footsteps..."

He turned his head to look at me, and I stopped crying, "I think, instead of waiting for you to get bored of me, I might as well leave you first. I know that this decision should not be decided by me, but by you. Now, if you are the ones you say, is it good?"

He finally pressed the smoke and raised his hand to stroke his forehead, as if he was very tired, "Okay, I don't know, I thought you were memorizing the lines, and said you were stupid, you are more sophisticated than anyone else. You are right, this is a game, and the game has ended, and you are right, when the game ends and how to end is determined by me, and when I want to say it, it is up to me, not you, do you understand?"

Although he said casually, he gave me a gloomy and cruel feeling.

I know he is very angry now. If I fight him head-on like I did just now, the consequences would be unimaginable. I could only nod my head in the sense of the current affairs, "I understand."

He nodded, stretched out his breath, closed his eyes, and then pinched the red envelope with his two fingers, "I have accepted the red envelope. As for that card, since I gave it to you, there is no reason to take it back, let alone I haven't called to stop yet. You can't let you suffer any losses, just keep it yourself."

I continued to nod obediently.

He suddenly laughed, and I looked up at him, with curiosity in my eyes.

"I was wondering, how did you always look like a little sheep in front of me, so how did you take so much money out of Fu Xiaohan's hands?"

I knew he was sarcastic about me, so I lowered my head and didn't say anything.

I thought that the matter tonight was over and there would be a tug-of-war between me and him, but after a while his voice rang in my ears, without a trace of warmth or emotion, as if he was talking to me when he first met.

"Xia Luoluo, I will only say the following words once, you will hear them clearly. As soon as tomorrow dawn, pack up your own things and get out."

I looked up at him suddenly, not believing in my ears, “What did you say?”

"I said it's over. You can bring your things tomorrow morning and disappear from my eyes immediately. Get away as far as I can, so don't let me see you again."

It's that simple? Seeing his ruthlessness before, I thought he wouldn't agree for a while, so he let me go so quickly?

I looked at him, he leaned against the sofa and closed his eyes to rest. Suddenly a sense of sadness emerged from the bottom of my heart and quickly occupied my whole heart. My nose was sour and my eyes were rising, "I'm leaving soon, don't be angry anymore, okay?"

He ignored me as if he didn't hear it. I wanted to reach out and touch him, and then put it back halfway. I don't know what I am thinking now, I can't bear to let it go? Is it? If so, what is it if I can't bear to let it go?

My tears fell again, and I lowered my head, with a plea in my voice, "Zuo Bingnan, don't be angry, okay..."

We sat very close, tears fell on his hand that was placed beside him. He withdrew his hand and said impatiently, "Okay, you have said a lot tonight, shut up and rest."

"I..." As soon as I started, he suddenly rushed over, lowered his head and kissed me, blocking my mouth, without any tenderness, with barbarity and ferocity. His sharp teeth bit my lips and tongue, and soon I tasted the bloody smell in my mouth.
Chapter completed!