10, Chapter Ten(1/2)
I left while he was going to the bathroom.
Without taking a taxi, I walked slowly back along the roadside. The wind blew and it was a little cold.
I didn't wait for him to come out to give me money because I didn't want to see his arrogant expression every time he threw me money. I didn't want to see it.
I just want to leave here as soon as possible and find a place where no one is, slowly healing my wounds. I feel very dirty and overestimated.
I know clearly what kind of woman I am. I have never expected to be merciful to a man like him, but I can't let him play with my body and play with my feelings again, then I would be too cheap!
Such days make me tired. I want to leave here as soon as possible, and stay away from it, the faster the better.
Many sisters in the venue comfort themselves that this world is to laugh at the poor but not the prostitute, but I know that this is not the case. Many people look down on us, including myself.
However, I have no way to change. Living in this world, I can’t do whatever I want, and I don’t have to do anything I don’t want to do.
Xia Luoluo, you take yourself too seriously. In his eyes, you are just a □□ and nothing!
Looking back on every bit of this period of time, I don’t know what happened to me.
Maybe I shouldn't have come to Ye Se from the beginning, maybe I shouldn't have helped Xueer from the beginning, so I should be a onlooker with confidence. In that case, he is still his rich young man, I am still my happy actor, he walks his Yangguan Road, and I cross my Naihe Bridge. It's great that the two are not related.
I felt that day was very tragic and tears were shed all the way.
As the saying goes, if you often walk by the river, you can’t do not wet your shoes. If you often wear high heels, you can’t do not sprain your ankle.
So, when I was about to get home, I stepped into a pit and sprained my ankle.
I don't think this is a bad thing at all. I think maybe my feet hurt, and my heart won't hurt.
I looked at the seven-point high heels and a not-so-usable foot. I realized that I couldn't jump home, so I took out my phone and passed the name of the person in the address book, and then chose Lin Chu.
When Lin Chu found me, I was sitting on the curb on the side of the road.
He pointed at me, "I said, Xia Luoluo, why are you so stupid? You sprained your ankle after walking a few steps?"
How many steps is that? I have been walking for so long and my feet are almost broken! Try wearing seven-point high heels!
"..." I hung my head and didn't say anything.
He saw that I didn't say anything and sat next to me, lit a cigarette.
I never knew Lin Chu could smoke, and he couldn't smell the smell of tobacco on his body. I always thought he didn't smoke.
I turned to look at him, "What's wrong with you?"
He looked at the road ahead and murmured, "Xia Luoluo, when will you save me your worries..."
Under the street lights and in the smoke, there was a faint sadness on his face, and I suddenly felt a little moved.
We sat on the side of the road for a long time until I fell asleep against his shoulder.
I don’t know how I went home later, and I don’t know when Lin Chu left.
When I woke up the next day, there was medicine on the head of the bed and my feet were already covered.
After getting up, I called the manager and told him that I would take leave.
At first he didn't agree.
I was so angry that I couldn't beat it, "Do you want to see a woman jumping on one foot in the night and throw the tray onto the guest's face?"
He was silent for a while and then agreed.
It doesn’t work to speak well, you have to force me to get angry. It’s so cheap!
I called Xue'er, but no one answered the number of calls. Instead, I was glad that she didn't answer. I didn't want to care about her anymore. It was because of her that my life was in chaos. What can she do now? It is inevitable that she is well-off and food is normal, even if Yin Jiaxu is difficult to serve. Being a mistress is never a job to enjoy.
I am just a bad woman, stingy, selfish, bad-hearted, ugly, lacking temperament and not gentle. Why do I have to care about so many idiotic business?
When I said that to Lin Chu, he said, "The so-called beauty is three-point appearance and seven-point dressing, the so-called temperament, three-point talent and seven-point filling, the so-called gentleness, three-point tolerance and seven-point depression. It's better for you, pure natural green creatures, original flavor, much better than them."
No matter how I listened, I felt that it was not good, but I just didn't know what was wrong and I was depressed.
But on days when I am inconvenient to mobility, I rarely think about all the messy things related to the night. I think this kind of lack of heart and lungs is good.
From that day on, I began to jump and jump. Lin Chu gave me a nickname, Xiao Luotu.
I think the little camel seems to be more generous and domineering.
Lin Chu became my royal coachman, chef, and nanny. I often call him to roll his eyes and then verbally praise him, "Comrade Lin Chu is such a good comrade. Since these are trivial matters, I will not be recorded in the file. I will praise you verbally."
He would look at me helplessly.
During that time, I also discovered another specialty in Lin Chu's legs, dancing.
I was so bored that day that I was hopelessly bored.
"Lin Chu, can you try my mascara useful?"
"Lin Chu, you should wear this skirt that is quite suitable for me. Do you want to try it?"
"Lin Chu, I have recently learned a new way of drawing eyeliner. Can I use your eyes to practice?"
“…”
He was so annoyed by me, "Xia Luoluo, can you be quiet?"
"What's the benefit of quietness?" I was half lying on the sofa with my feet raised.
He thought for a while, "I'll dance for you?"
"Dancing? Do you know how to do it? Haha!"
"You wait!"
The music sounded, and from his first move, I was stunned.
The beauty of Latin lies in passion, freedom and sexiness, which makes him interpret it to the fullest.
Every look and every move of his eyes makes people excited.
I never knew Lin Chu's Latin dance was so good. It cost a lot of money to train him in Ye Se. The boss is really good at it. With his evil appearance and appearance, he danced casually in the venue. The screams probably could lift the roof of Ye Se.
"How is it?" He finished jumping and gave me a charming look.
"It's very swaying, heart-wrenching..."
"swing?"
“yindang, debauchery…”
“…”
I think I really underestimated this man before. His bones are filled with sexy and dangerous. I have to stay away from him.
Later I realized that I was so young at that time. I didn’t know that a man would never be so kind to a woman for no reason. Maybe he hurt him in my lack of heart.
It has been more than half a month since I waited for my feet to be so brisk. That day I received a call from Qinzi.
"Hi, my dear, I'm back!" Her voice sounded quite excited.
"How much did you earn? So happy?"
"Haha, I want to exchange all the money for one dollar to kill you, no, it's better to replace it with 50 cents, no, I think about it, it's better to replace it with one dollar, it's better to kill you!"
I said quietly, "I can kill you by spending two dollars to buy a brick!"
“…”
"How about it?"
"You're ruthless!"
Qinzi's return still comforted me a little. Every day when I occasionally saw her at work, I felt very comforted.
I think there are some things on Qinzi that are worth learning from. For example, every time she sees her, she will smile at me with a smile on her face. If the guest is next to her, she will blink at me mischievously. For example, even though she lives in such an environment, she will still try to make herself smile happily.
Whenever this happens, my heart feels warm.
I remember when I met Qinzi, I just came here not long ago. At that time, her alcohol tolerance was not as good as it is now. Once when she was serving on the station, she was flooded with more people, and she fell down at the end.
I called her a few times, but she didn't respond.
I thought to wait until I changed my clothes before greeting her. When I came back, Feiyan came to pick me up from get off work, so we went to the private room together to take Qinzi home.
As a result, there was no one in the box, so Feiyan and I went looking for it everywhere. Later, we saw Qinzi sitting in a corner of the back door, holding a little lion dog from unknown places and asking: "Tell me what your name is? What's your name..."
The puppy looked at her with a very impatient look.
Feiyan and I were in a mess in the wind.
I remember that Feiyan told me at that time, "This girl is quite interesting."
Since then, we have established a deep friendship with revolutionary comrades.
When she offered my service, I would adulterate into her cup when people were not paying attention, and she would coax the guests to tip me more.
Now her alcohol tolerance is no longer the same as she said, but my tips are still the same.
That day, I was walking in the corridor when I suddenly saw her rushing out of the private room and going to the bathroom, and vomiting heavily inside.
I went in and looked at her, thinking she was drunk. However, after she vomited, she looked straight at me and said, "Luoluo, it's over, I'm caught."
I didn't understand at the time, "What does it mean?"
To be continued...