The two were silent for a long time in the office where the lights were not turned on.

Chen Qianlin whispered: "You rarely even call your brother now?"

Chen Xiao lowered his head and said, "In the club, it is better to call a coach."

Chen Qianlin said expressionlessly: "Go and have a rest, I will discuss this issue later."

Chen Xiao turned around and left. Chen Qianlin stood alone in front of the window, looking at the bustling night view outside, and felt inexplicably empty.

If Chen Xiao leaves Nirvana, is there any need for him to stay? When he came back, the most important reason was Chen Xiao. Of course, he would not have predicted that he would accept Xie Mingzhe as his apprentice. Over the past five years, he has been paying attention to the professional league and collected information about all club players because he knew his younger brother and would definitely return after his contract expired.

These materials were prepared for my younger brother.

Chen Qianlin has always felt guilty about Chen Xiao signing the contract in an impulse. After all, Chen Xiao signed the contract because he believed in his brother's friend. He did not tell Chen Xiao about the conflict between him and Shao Bo, which led to the young Chen Xiao being deceived by Shao Bo.

After five years, Chen Qianlin knew Chen Xiao's movements clearly. When he left, he left a house and deposit for Chen Xiao. After leaving, he also sent someone to secretly protect his younger brother - after all, he was the younger brother he raised himself, and he didn't want Chen Xiao to have any accidents.

Is there nothing else in this way except guilt?

That night, if it were someone else who dared to climb onto his bed without his willingness, Chen Qianlin would definitely make the other party die ugly. But if it was Chen Xiao, although he was also very angry, he would have felt more... but he felt distressed?

When he felt distressed for the first time, he should have noticed something was wrong, but he never thought about it in other ways.

He is too different to this younger brother than to others.

Chen Qianlin looked at the face reflected on the floor-to-ceiling window, and his always cold face, his expression was so complicated that it was difficult to understand.

He did suffer from insomnia again that night and did not fall asleep until three in the morning.

The plot of that night appeared again in the dream. Since he watched the video several times, when the dream reappeared, each scene was extremely clear, as if he had just experienced it.

Before dawn was awake, Chen Qianlin sat up straight and went to the bathroom with a calm face to take a cold shower.

Logically speaking, if he had sex with his younger brother, he should have forgotten about it quickly, but the fact slapped him in the face - since he watched the video, he not only did not forget it, but often dreamed of Chen Xiao.

The usual rationality and calmness disappeared in the dreams in the middle of the night.

Chen Qianlin stood under the shower and boiled the cold water to the maximum, making his face extremely difficult to see.

This dream is like laughing at his disagreement in his face and letting him see with his own eyes what he had done to Chen Xiao. Chen Qianlin was so ashamed after he woke up.

He rarely loses his emotions, and it is related to his younger brother every time.

Chen Qianlin pressed his fist against his forehead, and his mind buzzed.

Since he was a child, he was the calmest among his peers. No matter what difficulties he encountered, he could quickly think of solutions; he rarely made mistakes and never let his parents worry; he had excellent grades and was the male god that the students around him looked up to...

But now, his mind is very confused.

This was the first time he encountered something difficult to deal with. He stood at the fork in the road, and seemed to be incorrect to the left and right.

After standing in cold water for a long time, Chen Qianlin's body and mind returned to his calmness after returning to the bedroom. He opened the address book, took out the avatar of the private detective, and said expressionlessly: "Help me check someone."

The Night Owl Detective quickly replied: "Who are you going to check? Who is going to be unlucky this time?"

Chen Qianlin said: "Check Chen Qianlin."

detective:"????"

Chen Qianlin said: "It's me. Find out all my experiences over the years, especially the records of my time with my younger brother."

The detective almost sprayed out the coffee used to refresh his mind. This great god is usually indifferent and ruthless in his work. Killing Shao Bo and Zhang Peng is like killing two ants. As a result, he suddenly becomes crazy and wants to investigate himself?

——I have been a detective for so many years, and it’s the first time I have encountered someone who checked me! I’ve also gained some knowledge!

The detective glanced at the screen with a strange look and said, "What do you do? Have you ever lost your memory? Want to regain your lost memory?"

Chen Qianlin: "Don't ask why. The more perfect the information, the better it is. You can get the reward."

The other party immediately replied: "No problem! However, with my means, I asked me to check your words, you will have no privacy here in the future... I promised in advance that you can't kill me to silence me."

Chen Qianlin replied: "Don't worry, I believe your professional ethics and will not reveal a word to outsiders."

He knew that the other party must be complaining about him, so who asked the detective to check on him?

But he really wanted to check his past carefully.

There is a saying that "the people in the authorities are confused", just like when playing games, when players are in the game, many of the opponent's routines will not be seen clearly - only bystanders from the perspective of God can clearly control the overall situation.

Perhaps, he did not discover many details. It is also possible that he was not a simple brotherly relationship with Chen Xiao.

He said to Chen Xiao many times, "I treat you as my younger brother." Maybe this is his psychological suggestion to himself, a subconscious self-hypnosis - he thought he only thought Chen Xiao was his younger brother, just like a player thought he was sure to win when playing a game.

That's just "self-conceived" and not objective.

But in fact, does he really only regard Chen Xiao as his younger brother? Can he be 100% sure that he will never make a mistake?

Only by aside subjective factors, breaking out of the "brotherly relationship" he sets, and looking at the details of his relationship with Chen Xiao objectively, can he judge his relationship more calmly.

He once heard a friend who was a psychologist say that everything in the world can be handled rationally, and only emotions can not be absolutely rational. The reason why emotions are precious is because they are an emotion that humans cannot control themselves. The key to distinguishing humans from machines is that humans are creatures with emotions.

My friend also said, Chen Qianlin, you are always cold, like a walking robot. I really hope that one day, I will see you nervous, sad, insomnia, and heartache for someone - that way you will have a human touch and be more like a living person.

Unexpectedly, this day really came.
Chapter completed!