Why he doesn't like the little princess? I'm afraid he can't explain it clearly.

But at least one thing is clear. In his feelings for the little princess, fear is better than liking.

Because she lost herself, she was no longer the lively, willful, innocent little princess she used to be.

She gave up on herself and wanted to love him. This was so unfair to her and made him feel that it was so terrible.

When a couple breaks up, they often feel hysterical.

"I have done so much for you, I have changed so much for you, what else do you want me? What else do you want me to do, so that you can love me!"

But sometimes no one lets you change, your change is just your wishful thinking, in order to get close to you and please, so that you can get another person’s response.

This response cannot be permanent, because the humble cannot always attract others' attention. Humbleness is a compromise and the beginning of self-deprecation. Therefore, the humble will completely lose the initiative in the later stage of the relationship and become a slave to the relationship, but can this blame others?

Who will fall in love with a slave or an accessory? Gifts are all optional.

So instead of giving, it is better to make yourself better, because flowers bloom and butterflies come.

So Lu Jianguo didn't want the little princess to change for him, nor did he want her to be humble.

In other words, she loved too much and could not afford it.

Because Lu Jianguo is a self-centered person at heart, he will never give up on himself for anyone.

His original intention of pursuing himself is to seek perfection, and perfection is the highest level of an artist.

There are only two choices in his life, either in the process of pursuing perfection, or in the state of perfection.

He is kind to someone, not for that person's good.

Instead, he who pursues a perfect personality must be kind to that person, otherwise he will feel guilty, and then his life will inevitably have flaws.

He will never allow his life to have defects.

Therefore, the person he likes must be a person who pursues perfection, not a person who gives up on himself.

So he couldn't fall in love with the little princess.

So even though he doesn't love her, he has to agree to her feelings. Isn't that cheating? Deception will make him feel guilty. What he fears the most is to spend his whole life with guilt.

And this is the source of his inner fear.

But at the same time, he couldn't bear to hurt the little princess, so he was extremely contradictory inside.

"She is just a little girl who is just beginning to fall in love. She is blind to love. Maybe soon she will meet someone she really likes..."

He comforted himself in his heart.

"Wash your feet soon, it's so dirty. How can you sleep like this!" The little princess put the basin of water on the ground. She wanted to take off his shoes for him, and she wanted to take care of him.

But he shook his head randomly and said some vague words.

He had to pretend to be drunk and powerful to escape this confused night.

She took his hands and tried to pull him out of the bed, forcing him to wash his feet before going to bed.

But he got rid of the past in a daze, fell on the bed and snored unconsciously.

She finally had no choice.

She put her hands on her waist and looked around the room, with a smug and happy smile on her lips.

"Is this kind of virtue for men to drink?" She pouted and muttered in a low voice as if disgusted, "Would it be fine if I drink every day in the future? Fortunately, he is not an alcoholic, hehe."

She lowered the sleeves that were rolled up on her arms.

"Forget it, forget it, I'll spare you today."

She blew out the light, picked up the basin and placed it on the table, she was afraid that he would accidentally fall when he woke up at night.

In the darkness, she smiled and reached out to shake it in front of him.

She was sure that he was really asleep.

For a moment, her heart beat very hard and her face turned violent.

She lay on him and pecked gently on the tip of his lips.

Then she ran away in panic. She moved lightly, and she swept out of the crack in the door like a frightened cat.

Then, she leaned against the wall outside the door, covered her chest with her hands, and gently felt the ups and downs and hot heart.

"I love you, I am always afraid that I won't see you. I will give you all the things I have, my memories are chaotic, crying freely, thinking about you over and over again, I finally lost you..." (Song title: I love you, New Pants Band, please listen)

In the darkness.

Lu Jianguo opened his eyes and looked straight at the darkness.

Why do people like someone?

And why are people easily liked?

Because people will always like someone who is better than themselves to make up for the shortcomings that they have not achieved.

How can people become better, besides imitating?

The answer is to pursue oneself, and the self is the most perfect image in human ideals.

In order to constantly approach yourself, you must constantly improve yourself. In this process, people will easily become excellent and be liked by others.

Being liked by others means that oneself is recognized, which is a very proud thing.

However, hard work cannot end here, because the meaning of human hard work is not just to make others like themselves, and thus to play with other people's feelings.

Instead, in order to fulfill the unattainable ideal in your heart, this is the meaning of life.

A person should have ideals, and it is a noble ideal.

for example.

A person's ideal is to climb Mount Everest, but in fact, it is possible that he will not reach that height in his life.

Another person's ideal is to climb to the top of Mount Tai, and he may soon realize this ideal.

So, can you say that the second person must be better than the first person?

otherwise.

Because even standing on the hillside of Mount Everest, it is much higher than the peak of Mount Tai.

So even if the first person can only climb half of Mount Everest, his ability is much higher and better than the person standing at the top of Mount Tai. Because he works harder and gains more.

Therefore, even if he failed, he was much better than most people who dared not set ideals. So even standing on the hillside, it was a height that most ordinary people looked up to.

Of course, even if he stands on the flat ground, he will definitely attract more attention.

Because those who have ambitions are majestic.

Once the goal is established, it will force people to approach it quietly.

Even if a person does nothing after setting a goal, he indulges in a carnival and degenerates, after the carnival, isn't he that empty or guilty in his heart?

Guilt for life.

And when a person feels guilty, it is the time when he rises up.

If his heart has a goal, he will chase after it at this time. Because that mountain is in everyone's heart, as long as he wants to climb, he can do it at any time.

Every carnival is an overdrawing of the future life. In order to make up for this overdraw, people will definitely have the urge to work hard. They will work harder to earn back those wasted time.

And whenever this is the time when a person's ability improves the fastest.

But if you have no goals in life, you can only hide in the corner of a person, empty and desperate, because you dare not open your eyes and look at your future.

Because a life without a goal is without light.

Isn’t this life? Isn’t this the meaning of life?

After a happy carnival, we are catching up happily, and catching up happily is for a more happy carnival. Isn’t this a life that everyone should have?

"Why am I different from others?" Lu Jianguo couldn't help asking Darkness.

Darkness also gave him an answer.

A voice rang in his mind:

"Thank you for giving me a wait. It is best to always wait in life. It must be a distant expectation and not to reach the final end. But getting closer to this goal every day is always a desire. It is not realized or destroyed. Every time you discover new joy is encouragement, not complete satisfaction. It is best to turn all hope into facts, and in the second of the end of life."

Whenever he feels confused, this voice will appear in his mind.

This is a passage from the poet Bei Dao, and it is also a passage that gave him everything.
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