There are many difficulties in life

Since ancient times, love is the most uncomfortable

Maybe I am destined to be bumpy in the sea of ​​love

I have paid so much for you and me

But it hurts me so much that I can't say...

This song by Yang Pei'an was from May 2006.

In this era, singing on the streets is popular. Many businesses will play audio at the door, and the speakers will make a fuss on the street. This song must be included.

Bai Jie was walking on the road imitating Huangdi, feeling dejected and sad. He was particularly touched by this song, which was very consistent with his mood.

Looking around, there was only one sister who cared about him in this city.

But... now, it seems that even my sister has left him.

Bai Jie has been thinking about life, life and dignity for the first time in so many years. Which one is important?

It's so difficult to wag your tail and beg for mercy to make a living, or to wander around the streets and seek dignity...

He hasn't gone home these days, and he slept with Xiaodan in the rental house at night, but there was no one there, and his clothes were all at home, so it was easier to get there.

The old house is deep, quiet and cold, with the street doors open, and the couriers in the yard are entering and leaving to get goods, adding some vitality to the place.

When he came back, he greeted him politely.

Bai Jie smiled a little reluctantly. Without the arrogance and excitement of the past, he silently took out the key to open the door. He felt fresh for the first time when he had lived in the house that had been around for nearly twenty years...

Touch this and look at that, full of nostalgia and love.

I thought about it and went to the door of the unrented house next door. I hesitated for a moment, took the key and opened it, and the room was empty.

In the past, this room was placed in my father's spiritual seat...

There was nothing in the room, but Bai Jie had hallucinations in front of him. He couldn't help but bow to the place where the spiritual offering was offered, and his father's appearance still appeared.

"I was so angry that he was so angry..." It was not until this moment that he accepted reality.

This change in his mind made him suddenly feel that the yard became unfamiliar. It was clearly the place where you gave birth to you and raised you, but he had no sense of belonging. It was not like home because there was no one anymore.

At this moment, Bai Jie felt that this city had no place for him to live in.

I found the travel bag. This was bought by my father in the past by Guangyuyuan to organize his employees to travel together. It has been used for more than ten years. It has been made of nylon material and has not been worn out in recent years.

When I opened the zipper, there were many old clothes and materials inside. It was very valuable in that era and I couldn't bear to throw them away. I saved them until now.

Drop old clothes to the ground, open the wardrobe, find out your clothes and throw them on the bed, spring, summer, autumn and winter, and then put them in your travel bag.

He had already thought about it. People must have backbone. Taigu has no place to stand, so just leave.

Even if I go begging, I will find a place where no one knows me and I won't let you joke.

Who knows after thirty years Hedong and thirty years Hexi?

"I'm leaving now?" A sudden voice rang outside the door.

This was probably the first time Zhang Shang faced Bai Jie alone.

He leaned lazily against the edge of the door, hugged his arms, and there was a faint banter on his face. He couldn't resist this small blow. He was so pitiful and fragile self-esteem...

"You're here to make a joke?" Bai Jie said gritting his teeth.

In his heart, he had never looked at Zhang Shang faced him, maybe because his sister liked him.

It felt like the feeling of being snatched away by someone, which made him feel very uncomfortable and was born hostile to Zhang Shang.

It’s like a father raising his daughter, but sending her to someone else’s house with his own hands to watch her get married.

A single mother raised her son to adulthood, watched her marry a wife, and became someone else's man.

On that day, almost all parents were smiling and happy, and they would not feel too excited, but were filled with loss.

This dependence and need constitute a harmonious family.

But when facing this person who is younger than him, but who is his boss and his sister likes him, logically speaking, Bai Jie should respect him.

But probably because of his unbalancedness, Erqin and Goudan opened their mouths and shut up and called "Shang Ge", but Bai Jie never called that before.

He felt that he couldn't open his mouth, felt embarrassed, and thought that calling him "brother" was even more uncomfortable than eating shit.

"The joke you made is not funny at all." Zhang Shang grinned and said, "Actually, we are not very close. You don't have to always show off your face, as if I owe you. Do you think it's your father in the world?"

"..." Bai Jie was furious and his mouth opened and closed, but he was so angry that he couldn't speak...

"Although I don't like you, who told your sister to have a good relationship with me... You didn't get this month's salary, so you probably didn't have a few dollars in your pocket. You always have to spend money when you go out. This is 10,000, don't be hungry when you go out."

As he said that, he took out a stack of red notes from his pocket, and white paper was sealed and placed on the table.

"You give me a gift?" Bai Jie looked at the money, but just stared at Zhang Shang, his face tight and his eyes were about to eat people.

"It's not a gift, it's a loan to you, and it will be repaid in the future. As for the collateral..."

He paused and said with a smile: "Let's mortgage your sister. When you earn enough money for one million, come and redeem her with me and prove that you are a personal character. Of course, during this period, I will treat her kindly, and I can only treat her well, otherwise my mother will beat me to death..."

I have said hard words and soft words, I will give you enough face.

"My sister is only worth one million?" Bai Jie said anxiously.

"..." Zhang Shang's eyes twitched, you mmp, I don't want to give you a step, so I simply said, "One million is really less. Let's do this. When will you suppress me, you have richer than me, and you can do better than me, and you will be convinced by the tiger's body. You will come to redeem her. At that time, I have to call you Brother Jie, and look up to your respect, and you will be more respectful, right?"

These words made Bai Jie seem to think of a bright future, and a secret joy appeared on his face.

I didn't say anything else, I zipped up the travel bag, picked up the 10,000 yuan from the table, and didn't order it or not, so I just put it in my pocket and carried the travel bag out.

He also threatened with a fierce look: "If you dare to treat my sister badly, wait. If I let me know, I will fight for this life and kill you!"

"..." It is really deterrent to say such words by a desperate person.

But Zhang Shang knew that he was a paper tiger, at least this was the case before today. He smiled and said, "If you go out, your phone will always be turned on, don't let your sister not contact you."

"You don't need to remind me." Bai Jie snorted coldly, and took his bag out of the yard without looking back.

That back was so decisive, but I just don’t know if the sentence “You can’t be angry without being forced” is effective…

When he left, Zhang Shang locked the door and rode his bike back to school.

The joy that could not be concealed along the way, the happier the more I smiled,

Because Bai Jie seemed to have been fooled, he deliberately did not say what would happen if he could not redeem Bai Jing.

I think it's even better than me, the reborn person, unless there are aliens covering you.

I never want to redeem your sister in this life, hahahahahaha...

To be honest, Zhang Shang really hopes that Bai Jie will become a character and be qualified to be with him. Only in this way can life be interesting.

And at Taigu Railway Station, Bai Jie lined up to buy tickets.

In fact, he didn't know where he was going, but he just instinctively wanted to leave this sad city.

When the ticket seller asked, he was stunned for a moment and said something casually.

"Guangdong."

Then I took out my pockets, and there was only a pitiful... nineteen five cents.

If Zhang Shang didn't give him only 10,000, he would probably have to sleep on the streets tonight...

When he was about to board the train, Bai Jie looked at the direction of the entertainment city on the platform and stayed for a long time.

"I'll be back."

...

When Bai Jing knew that his younger brother had left Taigu, she was stunned at first, and then worried.

On the phone, Zhang Shang was ignorant and did not mention betting on other girls.

If you buy a big girl with flower money for 10,000 yuan, you will make a profit...

"Don't worry, if he has that ten thousand yuan, he will not starve to death for the time being. People always have to go through hardships and know that life is not easy, so they will be grateful."

"But...what if he causes trouble outside?" Bai Jing asked nervously.

After a moment of silence, this was the first time Zhang Shang said serious words to a girl, "People always have to take responsibility for their own things, and you can't protect him for the rest of your life."

There is a folk saying "Cherish children and harm children." If it weren't for being too spoiled, would Bai Jie piss off his father to death?

He owed more than 100,000 foreign debts and did not think about paying back the money, but he asked her for it, and Bai Jing resisted all the debts.

This makes the girl strong, and the little girl in other greenhouses will have long collapsed.

Zhang Shangdao didn’t complain about repaying the money, but this person, you can’t spoil him too much.

Otherwise, I will not be able to put up a house and unload the tiles in the future?
Chapter completed!