"I killed people, killed many people, killed many innocent people."

"I killed someone with my own hands."

"They are all heroes, and they end up..."

Qin Fanghao told Zhao Yingluo about the time he met today, but as he spoke, Qin Fanghao actually started to cry.

To be honest, Qin Fanghao didn't know why he cried, but tears just couldn't help but shed.

When Zhao Yingluo saw Qin Fanghao's appearance, Zhao Yingluo felt sorry for the man. Zhao Yingluo reached out and hugged Qin Fanghao's head in his arms.

Qin Fanghao lay on Zhao Yingluo's stomach and burst into tears. Although Zhao Yingluo did not experience the scene this afternoon.

But Zhao Yingluo knew in his heart that it was definitely a nightmare for Qin Fanghao, a nightmare you may never forget in your life.

Zhao Yingluo felt sorry for the man in front of her. They had worked together very early, and this time Qin Fanghao was directly undercover in No. 76.

No. 76 is very dangerous. Zhao Yingluo knew that she also knew that Qin Fanghao must be nervous inside and was worried every day.

So Zhao Yingluo took care of his family very well, although they were pretending to be husband and wife, not real couples, and neither was a real family.

But Zhao Yingluo still fulfilled his responsibilities, washing clothes and cooking, and playing himself as a wife.

Because Zhao Yingluo knew in his heart that Qin Fanghao was already very hard and difficult, and he had to help Qin Fanghao bear something.

Now seeing Qin Fanghao crying in tears, Zhao Yingluo felt uncomfortable. The man who always acted like a hero in front of him was actually crying now.

So Zhao Yingluo knew that Qin Fanghao was really depressed and hated, and was so depressed that he felt so uncomfortable.

"Cry, just cry." Zhao Yingluo stroked Qin Fanghao's head and asked Qin Fanghao to cry, just cry.

"They are all dead, they kill each other, and I beat the last one to death."

"He may have seen my identity, but I didn't give him a chance to speak or affirm, so I just shot."

"I killed a lot of people today, four innocent people, plus one from the Central Plains."

"Do you know that they were all beaten to death by me? Can you imagine their survival-seeking look, the desire in that look?"

"I almost beat a father who came out to buy medicine for his daughter. He knelt in front of me and begged me to let him go, but I was ready to shoot in my heart."

"That person from the Central Government wanted to look at me, but I didn't give him a chance."

"He is obviously a hero, he is not afraid of death. He cannot reveal my identity, but I dare not let him look at me more, so I just shot."

"His knees were all broken. He was sitting in front of me, with tears on his face. He..."

Qin Fanghao lay in Zhao Yingluo's arms. He recalled what happened today, but he just felt it was difficult for him to breathe.

He felt that every time he breathed, he could hear the sounds of help and see the longing eyes.

He felt that every time he breathed, the eyes of the Central Plains man, and the eyes of the last second before his death, he looked straight at him.

Qin Fanghao felt that he could no longer breathe. Qin Fanghao had received training, and Qin Fanghao was also considered a professional.

But training and really letting you experience it are two processes. Now Qin Fanghao has really experienced it, so he realized what that feeling is.

Zhao Yingluo looked at Qin Fanghao with heartache and said softly: "It's okay, it's not your fault for this matter. You did nothing wrong, really, nothing wrong."

The unique gentleness of a woman seemed to give Qin Fanghao some support at this time. Qin Fanghao looked up at Zhao Yingluo from Zhao Yingluo's arms.

His eyes were full of desire, and he asked, "Am I really not wrong?"

Qin Fanghao now needs other people’s affirmation, and he needs others to speak in person, be determined and tell himself without hesitation that he did nothing wrong.

Because Qin Fanghao himself could no longer convince himself, those eyes full of desire to survive made Qin Fanghao unable to convince himself in his heart.

Zhao Yingluo did not hesitate at all. She nodded vigorously and said, "Yes, it's not your fault, you are not wrong. You did a good job today. Do you understand?"

"Is that true?" Qin Fanghao seemed to feel that he was redeemed by Zhao Yingluo's words. In fact, people are like this many times. You did not do anything wrong, or even if you did something wrong.

When someone goes to affirm you and support you, you can convince yourself.

But if you let yourself convince yourself, it may be difficult for you. Qin Fanghao is in this state now.

Zhao Yingluo understood that this time the incident was very important to Qin Fanghao. If Qin Fanghao survived, then Qin Fanghao would become a more outstanding underground worker.

But if Qin Fanghao cannot survive, then Qin Fanghao will be in a slump and will slowly fall from then on.

Zhao Yingluo cannot let such a thing happen, so she needs to help Qin Fanghao, and no one is an independent individual.

Even if they work underground like this, it will be difficult for them to survive independently without mutual dependence and support.

For example, An Yinong, there were many things that could not be understood and could not be understood at that time. They were all Yang Wan, Fu Hui, Fu Changsheng, Qiu Gang and others who were helping An Yinong.

If it weren't for them, An Yinong wouldn't have come to this day, and maybe he would have collapsed in one thing.

So now Zhao Yingluo feels that she must play the role she should have. She must enlighten Qin Fanghao and let Qin Fanghao grow from this incident.

Instead of being defeated by this incident, this incident was a bit serious for Qin Fanghao.

Because those innocent people were beaten to death by Qin Fanghao, if Qin Fanghao saw their family on the street in the future, he might feel even more uncomfortable.

So Zhao Yingluo wants to help Qin Fanghao enlighten him now, not to let Qin Fanghao figure it out simply, but to really figure it out.

Even if you meet the family of these people in the future, and are forced or questioned by the family of these people.

Qin Fanghao can be unmoved. Although he is a little cold-blooded, he really understands that Zhao Yingluo feels that his task today is a bit heavy.

At this time, An Yinong and Liu Wei had already arrived home, and they had already had a meal, so they left a little earlier than Qin Fanghao.

When she was on the road, Liu Wei told An Yinong about Qin Fanghao's condition when she met Qin Fanghao.

Liu Wei also told An Yinong that she felt that Qin Fanghao was in a bad condition, and even made people worried.

Liu Wei was very worried. She felt that Qin Fanghao's condition at that time might have been a little blank.

But when she was on the way, An Yinong didn't say much. After she came back, Zhang Xiaolan was there, and Liu Wei couldn't ask.

After dinner, when everyone went back to rest, Liu Wei finally couldn't help it.

He pushed An Yinong for a moment and said, "Say something, is Qin Fanghao no longer suitable for continuing his work now?"

Liu Wei felt that Qin Fanghao's current distracted appearance would be a very dangerous thing if he continued to work.

But An Yinong looked at Liu Wei and said, "Do you think Qin Fanghao can leave?"

Qin Fanghao cannot leave. His relationship is that he has a relationship with Feng Yichi, and he is now the person who has been supported by Feng Yichi.

You let Qin Fanghao go now, how can Qin Fanghao go? And he can't leave either.

"But..." Liu Wei wanted to say something else.

However, An Yinong said directly: "This time, for Qin Fanghao, it is a test. If he can pass, he will pass it. If he cannot pass it, he will leave it to fate."

An Yinong knew in his heart that today's incident would of course have a great impact and blow to Qin Fanghao.

Because Qin Fanghao is not old, when he encounters such a thing, if you want Qin Fanghao to be without any negative pressure, you will be resurrected directly.

That is impossible. First of all, Qin Fanghao is a flesh-and-blooded person, not a cold-blooded machine.

"What if I can't get through it?" Liu Wei remembered that when she saw Qin Fanghao today, she was worried about Qin Fanghao's appearance.

In fact, Liu Wei was not so worried at the beginning, because Qin Fanghao's final performance was very good. He beat the people from the Central Commission for Discipline to death with his own hands. Liu Wei thought Qin Fanghao had already figured it out at that time.

But when he saw Qin Fanghao in the corridor, Liu Wei realized that she had thought it was wrong, because Qin Fanghao looked like he didn't seem to have figured it out.

In fact, An Yinong knew in his heart that Qin Fanghao did that at that time because of the pressure from the outside world and because of the pressure given by Feng Yichi.

Although Qin Fanghao was under the influence of pressure, he completed a seemingly good practice.

But the knots in my heart have been laid. Later, Qin Fanghao will not be able to get along with himself and get stuck in the slightest way with himself. This is the most troublesome thing.

However, An Yinong said, "It depends on Zhao Yingluo."

"Zhao Yingluo?"

"Why?" Liu Wei didn't understand very well. Why did this matter depend on Zhao Yingluo? What does this have to do with Zhao Yingluo?

Seeing Liu Wei’s appearance that she didn’t understand, An Yinong pondered for a moment and said, “At this time, what she needs most is the help and affirmation from others.”

An Yinong pondered because he remembered many people, those who gave him help and affirmation.

Although some of them are alive and some are dead, they feel that they are sincere, hard-working and peaceful when teaching and helping them overcome difficulties.

So An Yinong felt that today's main task should be Zhao Yingluo. If Zhao Yingluo could see clearly, then Qin Fanghao would not have fallen.

Because Zhao Yingluo knows Qin Fanghao best, others do not have as good results as Zhao Yingluo, so An Yinong thinks that what happened today depends on Zhao Yingluo.
Chapter completed!