"During your coma, I have sent someone to search the bottom of the cliff, but I haven't found Zhong Ming, she - missing!"

Ji Xu's apologetic words sounded like a sharp knife stabbed in his heart. Xu Yan's eyes twitched, and his already pale face became more and more miserable.

Although he had already guessed something, and although he had guessed the answer from Ji Xu's previous attitude, when he heard Ji Xu admit it, he still felt heartbroken.

"No, no, you lie to me. She will be fine, she will be fine..." Xu Yan shook his head excitedly, not wanting to believe it or not.

Mother Xu looked at Xu Yan worriedly and advised him, "Son, don't do this..."

Xu Yan turned a deaf ear to Xu's mother's words, but just stared at Ji Xu tightly, and said with hope: "You are lying to me, you are lying to me, right?"

Many people face difficulties and bad news. Even though they know that things have happened and cannot change with their own wishes, they are still unwilling to accept them. They hope that all this is fake and hope to get support from others. Xu Yan is like this now.

He was not like this before. When he encountered problems in the past, he only wanted to solve them, but now it is different because he was weak when he was injured, and because the accident was his beloved woman. Under the double blow, he thought of escapism like most people, hoping that this never happened.

However, facts are facts and cannot change with personal will.

Ji Xu remained silent. He understood Xu Yan's mentality and knew that he just wanted to be comforted, but he did not lie to him.

Because he is a soldier, and because he knows clearly that paper cannot contain the fire, after a panic, he needs to tell more panic to fulfill the first lie. Instead of lying now to give him hope and making him desperate in the future, it is better not to give him hope now!

After not getting a response for a long time, Xu Yan's heart was full of hope gradually became colder again. He closed his eyes in pain.

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault, I'm the one who hurt them..." Xu Yan murmured, blaming himself in pain, and a tear even overflowed from his eyes.

A man doesn’t cry easily, but he just wishes he had not reached the sad place.

He killed his brother with his own hands, endured humiliation and continued to lurk. He thought he could kill the enemy with his own hands, but he was plotted again, and his tendons were picked up. Even his beloved woman was knocked off the cliff in front of him. This double blow from the soul made him burn all his thoughts and life was worse than death.

"Son, don't do this..." Xu Mama advised.

Ji Xu also comforted him, "Xu Yan, don't do this. No one thinks about this. It's just that the enemy is too cunning. You can't blame you. Don't blame yourself too much."

Xu Yan slowly opened his eyes, turned his head to look at Ji Xu, and said self-deprecatingly: "No wonder I, don't blame me too much, you know what, all of this is caused by me, all of it..."

His voice was still low at first, but then he became louder and louder. By the last sentence, he was already a hysterical roar.

Xu Nuo Xu's mother Ji Xu and the other two were stunned.

Outside the ward, Jiang Dainian and Zhang Sheng and others who came to hear the news heard Xu Yan's voice were happy, and said, "It's Xu Yan's voice, he woke up." Then, they rushed to the ward quickly.

I just arrived outside the ward and before I could get in, I heard Xu Yan shout: "All this is caused by me, and it was my pride that killed them."

"In order to cover me, the mule took the initiative to expose him, but I shot him to death..."

"You have no choice but to..."

Before he could finish his words, Xu Yan interrupted him and said, "What a forced one? If I had fought to the death, I might have escaped. It's just that I was too conceited. I thought I could shoot the bottom of my heart. If I was rescued urgently, I could rescue him, but he disappeared. I thought that if I endured humiliation and continued to lurk, I could uproot the scorpion, and as a result, I fell into the enemy's plan again, causing everyone to be ambushed, and Zhong Ming fell into the cliff..."

Speaking of Zhong Ming falling off the cliff, Xu Yan thought of the original thing again, his eyes were scarlet and he blamed himself in pain, "I claim to be smart, but I fell into a scheming from the beginning. From the beginning, they knew that I was an undercover agent. The reason why I didn't expose me was to use me, use my own hands to kill my brothers, and use me to lead you into a fool. I was foolishly in; I thought I was strong, but in a one-on-one duel, I was suppressed by the other party's strength, and watched the woman I loved be knocked off the cliff in front of me. Even myself, others didn't want me to die too easily, so I broke my tendons and left me with a life..."

Xu Yan's words of blame sounded in everyone's ears, and there was a silence inside and outside the ward.

Whether it was Xu Nuoxu's mother Ji Xu in the ward, or Jiang Danian and Zhang Sheng outside the ward, they all fell silent.

Before, they only thought Xu Yan was injured and worried about his injury. Now they know that there are so many things in the middle.

Xu's mother looked at Xu Yan with pity, and she blamed herself for trying to step forward to soothe the tears on his face, but her palm stretched out and finally condensed in the air, with only tears spreading silently.

Xu Nuo sighed inwardly, closed his eyes in pain, and there was a past flowing in his mind. He had lost his brothers and understood that feeling deeply. What's more, Xu Yan was plotted against and killed his brother with his own hands, and watched his beloved woman be knocked down from the cliff with great danger. He himself was also abolished. It was because the enemy showed mercy to save his life. This kind of pain was more than thousands of times better than him.

Ji Xu's fist tightened hard, and the five knuckles rubbed, making a series of low sounds. While he was worried about Xu Yan, he also felt deeply guilty.

I had known that Xu Yan was in a wrong state, but he did not change him earlier. Even after Luo Yifei had an accident, he felt something was wrong, but he did not force Xu Yan to withdraw from the mission, which made Zhong Ming very bad and Xu Yan completely useless...

The three of them in the room were in different moods. Jiang Danian and Zhang Sheng outside were also shocked and were deeply worried about Xu Yan's condition at this time.

Jiang Danian was excited and punched the wall hard. In the muffled sound, he said worriedly: "Xu Yan has always been very strong. Now he is plotted to kill the mule with his own hands; and in the duel, he failed to save Zhong Ming; from his wisdom to strength, he was defeated, and he lost his good brothers and girlfriend one after another, and he was also deposed. How could he bear it..."

In fact, Xu Yan really couldn't bear it.

Since he said this, he never spoke again. Most of the time he looked at the ceiling with empty eyes, with regret and hatred in his eyes, but more of it was dead, and his heart was as sad as death, life was worse than death.

This state lasted for three days, which made everyone very worried. The relatives, friends and comrades took turns to fight, but they had no effect.

On the third day, there was a turnaround. Ji Xu received a call from a beautiful reporter Zhang Lan, who said she knew Luo Yifei's whereabouts and asked them if they wanted to know.
Chapter completed!