I was skeptical about this proposal. Even if I didn't understand it very much, I knew that hypnosis is a very professional science, and it was not a good thing for a half-bachelor who minored in psychology. Although Mu Shanshan promised that there would be no problem, I was still very worried. Of course, I did not show this emotion on my face, but just protested silently. Mu Shanshan took this protest as acquiesce, and she was preparing her hypnotic props with great enthusiasm.

Suddenly, I felt that I was still in a state of being studied. Although I was not in the laboratory, it might be more dangerous than in the laboratory. What is more scary than an unsuccessful journalist pretending to be a scientist? She is not scientific at all.

Mu Shanshan changed into a black dress and turned off the light in the room, leaving only a desk lamp emitting a faint light. The whole room suddenly had a dark atmosphere. She dressed herself up like a witch, holding a silver necklace in her hand, swinging back and forth in front of my eyes, and also whispered softly in my ear in a very cunning tone, as if she was telling a ghost story.

I feel sincerely sad for the teacher who taught her psychology. Ignorance is not sad, but sad that I only know a little bit of fur.

"You are now relaxing, imagining that you are in a forest." Mu Shanshan said in a trembling voice, "There is a door in front of you. You want to know what is behind the door. Now that you open that door, what have you seen?"

"Can you stop the clock? I can't relax when I listen to the sound of the pointer walking." I asked in a small way.

"Your hearing is too good!" Mu Shanshan complained.

Mu Shanshan took off the battery in the clock and turned off the camera at the same time. The machine was on and made a low noise. She continued the description just now.

"There is also a leak in the bathroom. You didn't close the faucet just now." I continued to ask.

"Oh my God, can't you ignore those sounds?" Mu Shanshan said crazy, "You want to sleep, sleep, sleep..."

I was embarrassed to continue looking for trouble, so I closed my eyes and calmed down. Mu Shanshan's gentle whisper came from my ears. I could hear clearly at first, but then I was blurred.

I came to a lush forest. Like my previous dreams, there were monsters of all kinds living here. Some of them were tall and some were very short, but they all looked very happy and got along very well. I was walking in the forest like a passerby, but they still ignored me.

"Are you here?" A voice rang behind me.

The sound was not human language, but I could understand it. I turned around in surprise and saw a figure in white clothes. She was flying in the jungle like an elf, laughing happily from time to time, but I couldn't see her appearance clearly, but I just felt very familiar with her.

"Axue!" I shouted.

I woke up and looked at Mu Shanshan who was drowsy on the sofa opposite, not knowing what had happened.

"You're awake!" Mu Shanshan rubbed his eyes and said annoyedly, "I just let you sleep, but I didn't let you really fall asleep. I couldn't wake you up no matter how much you scream. If it weren't for your breathing, I would have taken you to the hospital."

"Sorry, I didn't react just now, did I?" I asked.

"What can you do if you sleep tightly?" Mu Shanshan said angrily, "Forget it, I won't hypnotize you anymore. It's very late today, so let's get here. I'm going to go to bed."

Looking at Mu Shanshan's departure, I fell into deep thought. The monster named Axue that appeared in my sleep must be me, or the monster attached to me knew me. Then the scene I saw in my sleep should be the memory of this monster, which means that it is very likely that there is a place where a monster's house exists as Mu Shanshan speculated.

So what should I do? Find that place and integrate into the monster family and start a happy life?

This idea is a bit irritating. I don’t know if there is a way to get monsters out of me so that I can continue to live my peaceful life. The dark lights in the living room made me feel comfortable. I seemed to be accustomed to darkness and hate light. Even in the darkness I could see things. I think I am getting further and further away from being a human being.

On May 16, 2012, the fifth day after we arrived here, I had a strange feeling. This time, unlike usual, not only physical changes, but also mental changes. I began to feel distracted, and I always felt like something was coming out in my body. This is probably a sign of mutation.

"You are psychological." Mu Shanshan comforted, "You have thought too much these days, so you won't relax at all. You must maintain a peaceful mind and let it go."

That's it, but when there is a monster in my body, I can't calm down no matter how I do it. I'm already very restrained to be able to keep it from collapsing.

"I think you should leave." I said sincerely, "I will keep the camera on. It will faithfully record the whole process of me becoming a monster. There is no need for you to stay here and take risks. It is not worth losing your life for the sake of becoming famous."

"I'm not sure to leave you alone here." Mu Shanshan worried, "I can lock myself in the house at that time. If something happens to you, I can also ask for help."

"Thank you for treating me as a person." I said gratefully, "But I don't know if I could control myself at that time. A door could not stop me at all. I was afraid that I would do something to you that I regret, so..."

"I want to witness the whole process, and the reporters want to witness the truth." Mu Shanshan insisted, "This is my home, I must stay."

Mu Shanshan is very stubborn in this matter. I don’t know whether she is scheming or stupid or bold. She seems to have not considered the situation where she might die. But if I know my situation, I will be unable to suppress the impulse in my body. Maybe she will transform tonight.

At midnight, I listened to the breathing from the next room, stood up quietly, came to Mu Shanshan's door, gently pushed open the door, and quietly looked at the girl lying on the bed. Her sleeping position was very indecent, and the quilt was kicked off. I tiptoed over and covered her with a quilt.

I was about to leave, I couldn't hurt this innocent girl. After watching for a while, I took the door and walked out. It was pitch black outside. I had long been used to the darkness. I didn't know where I was going, I just knew I was leaving here.

I could feel my body changing, it was a change from the inside out, my body was torn, and the pain made it difficult for me to take every step. The farther I wanted to leave here, the better. Suddenly, a strong light shone on my body from a high place. I saw people wearing black clothes standing on the roof not far away, and countless black muzzles were facing me.

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Chapter completed!