Her voice became more and more trembling...

Because Qingdeng hid behind her, he could only see his back and could not see his expression change.

"But I... can't suppress my emotions anymore..."

"I want to be with him."

"No matter what, no matter what happens, even if the world is hanging upside down, I will not change my ambition."

"It is precisely because I want to be half of it more than anyone else, so... I'm scared."

"And today there is a great chaos, and there are many heroes in Zhuolu."

"Samo, Changzhou, Tosa, and Hiromaki, the 'Ikabashi' that has not yet disappeared... and the mysterious law-killing party..."

"The wolves are fed around and they are not allowed to be at ease... I am so scared."

"I'm afraid I'll never see him again..."

"Before, I could meet Jiamao every day and listen to him complain; when I sent a letter to Sheng Qing, I could always receive a reply soon."

"This comfortable life made me almost forget the hardships of the world."

"Jiamao's serious injury made me suddenly realize that we are all mortal bodies, and we have no indestructible steel and iron bones, and we do not have more lives than others."

"I'm too weak... I can't compare with his other three wives."

"Miss Zonako, Miss Wu and Miss General are both unlimited female heroes."

"Compared with them, I have nothing to do except for my noble origin."

"Whenever he wants to go to danger, I can only watch."

"Just as not long ago, I watched him fight the boy Shuitun."

"Just as not long ago, I watched him block the three thousand army of Mito's vassal."

"He defeated the powerful enemies again and again, and survived again and again."

"But what about next time? What about next time?"

"There are so many enemies... How long will it take to go, and how many fierce battles will it take to fight? Only then will the peaceful world come?"

"I'm afraid he's exhausted physically and mentally, I'm afraid he's sick due to overwork, I'm afraid he... dies young..."

"So, I want to seize the time, and I want to quickly unite with him and become his real wife when he still has spare time."

"So, I couldn't wait to arrange today's 'play house' and tonight's wedding..."

"To be honest, even I think my approach is pitiful and humble."

"But, I don't regret it."

At this point, she stopped.

Then, she smiled.

It was strange that she clearly turned her back to Qingdeng, and the latter could not see her expression, but he could just feel: she smiled.

She bent her lips and smiled happily, and joy popped out of her eyebrows.

"Although I only became his wife for half a day - and played - I was also satisfied."

"I admire the joy tonight even more."

"Today is the happiest day since I married into the shogunate."

"I have no regrets."

"I dare not ask for more."

"So, Inari Daming God, do whatever you want to deal with me."

"I have violated the rules and broken the precepts and committed such unfaithful and selfish acts, no matter how terrible the punishment I suffered."

"I am willing to accept all God's punishment."

"I just want you to protect him..."

She finished speaking.

As she finished speaking, she tightened her shoulders and lowered her head deeply... Her posture was so humble.

The tremor was obvious in the voice...

Trying to suppress a certain emotion...

At this time, a bright moonlight penetrated the gap in the ceiling and hit her directly.

Under the moonlight, the white Wuqi on her body reflected a soft luster.

Countless particles visible to the naked eye were as if attracted by her, spinning up and down around her.

The darker the surroundings of the temple, the brighter the moonlight and the holiness of the woman in the center of the moonlight.

"...A couple who are just half a day is not worth mentioning. We will be a couple forever, and we will be together forever-I promise you."

Suddenly, a firm voice came from behind her.

She opened her eyes, her eyes were complicated and unspeakable.

She let go of her hands, raised her head, and slowly turned around.

The two gazes blended in mid-air.

Under the moonlight, the two looked at each other from afar.

Silent, fearless.

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No matter how people feel, the passage of time will never stop - this is both the fairness of time and the cruelty of time.

The sun rises, unveils the night yarn, and a new day comes.

Qingdeng doesn’t care about the criticism of the world and the evaluation of later generations... all of the above are completely different.

He is a completely "pragmatic person", and these false names do not hurt him at all.

Therefore, even if his marriage to Tianzhangyuan was made public, he would not even be afraid and would not even move his eyebrows.

However, at the strong request of Tianzhangyuan, they temporarily concealed their current true relationship.

As soon as they drove away the "Yiqiao Sect" and dominated the shogunate, Qingdeng opened up to marry Tianzhangyuan as his wife - what's that?

How will people view Qingdeng? And how will they view the "Nanji School".

By then, Qingdeng will really become the "Japanese version of Dong Zhuo"!

This is like not asking for advice, confirming the criticism of Qingdeng by the "Yiqiao Sect".

"Juqing climbed the harem of promiscuity" was originally an important excuse for the "Yiqiao Sect" to raise an army and attack.

Therefore, for the sake of the overall situation, at least at this stage, you must not disclose relevant information to the outside world.

In order to convince Qing Deng, Tianzhangyuan also said:

"This feeling of 'hiding relationships and getting along secretly' is quite good."

After that night, Tianzhangyuan turned back to the quirky and eccentric appearance that loved to tease Qingdeng.

For this reason, Qingdeng didn't know whether her words were serious or joking.

However, it seems not surprising that she thought of her extraordinary behavior of "teasing Qingdeng with her two little feet in front of Zuo Nazi through the curtain", so she would have such an idea.

In this way, the two lived a "double-sided life".

On the surface, she acted with Qingdeng and continued to maintain the "relationship between the king and the subject". The latter still called her "Your Highness" and the former still called him "General Orange".

But in private...

The same sentence is still the same, "Thirty years are like a wolf, forty years are like a tiger."

Tianzhangyuan seemed to be trying to make up for all the desires, loneliness and grievances she had accumulated for about twenty-nine years.

In short, "Marrying Tianzhangyuan" is an episode in Qingdeng in recent times.

After this incident, Aoden's life returned to normal, and he rushed back into official duties, focusing all his energy on the upcoming "Mito Conquest"!

In just a few days, it will take a blink of an eye.

The day of sending troops - February 15th - arrived quietly!

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The first year of Qingying (1865), February 15th

Edo, northern suburbs—

The newly selected teams of the second, third, fourth, sixth, seventh, tenth, eleventh, and ninth teams - this mighty army with a total of more than 3,000 was safely arranged.
To be continued...