In early August, it is midsummer and the heat is unbearable.

It rained yesterday, the weather was cold for a moment, and it became hotter in an instant.

At 2:30 in the afternoon, the old house of Xie's family was quiet, and there was only a vague sound of water flowing from a room close to the study on the third floor.

The windows of the room were closed, and the sultry wind mixed with the smell of sea water poured in, making the pages on the table "rattle" sound, but this subtle movement soon disappeared into the sound of water flowing from the bathroom.

With a light "click", the door of the room was suddenly opened by someone pressing his hands, and a white figure walked in from outside the door.

The soft carpet hid the sound of people's footsteps.

Su Wan looked around the house habitually, and soon fixed her eyes on the bathroom door. Her eyes remained there for a while. She turned her head as if no one was around and walked towards the rattan chair in front of the balcony.

There was a book on the rattan chair, and a printed college entrance examination transcript was pressed under the book. Most of the transcript was covered by the book, leaving only a corner below it.

Su Wan only took a look and swept the things to the ground without any interest, including books and transcripts, and sat on it himself.

At the same time, the sound of water flowing in the bathroom also stopped.

Two minutes later, the outer door of the bathroom was opened, and steaming mist came to the face with the heat, and a thin and tall figure appeared at the bathroom door.

There was one more person in the room, and Xie Heng almost felt it the moment he opened the door. After seeing the figure sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling window on the balcony, his eyes paused slightly, but there was no look of surprise on his face.

Su Wan sat in the chair without moving. After waiting for him to come, she asked without emotion: "Are you going to study abroad?"

Xie Heng's eyes fell on the mess on the ground, and there was still not much emotion on his face.

Instead of answering immediately, he bent down, picked up the book on the ground, folded the transcript pressed down, and put it into the pages. Then he looked at her and said softly: "You should have asked me this sentence a year ago."

Su Wan was stunned and then sneered: "Then you are blaming me for what you mean?"

When you open your mouth, you will smell full of gunpowder, as if you will start arguing in the next second.

Xie Heng looked at her for a moment, and suddenly a layer of unspeakable coldness surged in his heart. He suddenly didn't want to continue. What was the purpose of so many years of entanglement?

After a brief moment, he closed his eyes and said tiredly: "No."

Su Wan seemed to be angry by his reaction and stood up from the seat with a "swish": "If you don't want to see me, I'll leave."

She reached out and pushed away the boy standing in front of her, got up and walked out of the room.

One step, two steps, three steps...

Su Wan counted the steps in her heart, but unlike before, until she walked to the door, there was no sound of him talking behind her.

Su Wan's heart moved, and the expression on her face couldn't be hidden.

She put her hand on the door handle, hesitated for a while, then withdrew her hand, turned around and looked at Xie Heng.

Xie Heng stood there without moving, and did not give in and compromise as usual, but looked at her figure quietly, with too many complicated emotions in his eyes, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

"Don't look at me with this kind of look."

Su Wan was inexplicably angry by his eyes, as if he had been allowing her to make trouble unreasonable things.

Xie Heng still didn't move, his peach blossom eyes gently closed, his emotions closed in his eyes, and he directly said the key point: "You come to me, aren't you asking me for something?"

"Please?" Hearing this word, Su Wan suddenly turned over, stood in front of him, and raised her chin slightly, "Is it possible to use the word "Please" to you?"

Xie Heng seemed to have not heard it, and just said softly: "You will only do this when you use me."

This is the case every time. Only when she gets it, will she come to him on her own initiative.

But he still has to show his arrogant look.

It was like... he owed her something.

Su Wan ignored his words and just sat down on the rattan chair again, her voice becoming cold: "I don't want to tell you this. Why am I here to find you? You know it. Just give me a correct word, okay?"

"Of course I know."

"You tried your best to approach me, but because of your daughter's illness, and this kind of imported medicine happens to be available in the hospital under Jiaxin."

"You have been in front of me since the beginning, and you have been with this purpose."

"Until now, you came to me for this purpose."

"So what?" Su Wan's fingers holding the armrest of the rattan chair were slightly tightened, then relaxed again, and looked up at him.

Xie Heng pursed his lips, held the back of the chair with one hand, raised her chin with the other hand, lowered his eyebrows and eyes, and bent down to look at her.

The tip of the nose is against the tip of the nose, the forehead touches the forehead, in an extremely intimate position.

His eyes were distant.

"Su Wan, you have always lived in your own world and never considered other people's feelings. You always feel that I owe you, but what do I owe you?"

"Because I love you, I'm born to owe you?"

"You can't take what I do for granted just because I love you."

For the first time, he uncovered the fig leafs that were covered by lies layer by layer.

Su Wan was indifferent: "You know, there is no need for me to pretend."

"Yes." Xie Heng laughed self-deprecatingly and repeated softly, "You are just relying on my love for you."

One is willing to fight, the other is willing to be beaten.

Su Wan listened to this, and suddenly laughed after a moment of silence. She raised her hand and grabbed his collar, pulled it down, tilted her head to the corner of his lips, saying word by word: "But you still love me, don't you?"

Xie Heng lowered his eyes.

"Can you reject me?" she asked again, her tone clearly showed fearlessness, "You love me, you won't look at me sad and indifferent."

She laughed, "Xie Heng, you must save her."

Xie Heng just looked at her calmly.

After a while, he straightened his waist, his thin eyelids drooped, and there was a look of injury in his eyes, and his tone was still calm: "Su Wan, I am not without temper."

He looked at her in a quiet tone and said, "I don't want to accommodate you anymore without any bottom line. Come with me to England and I will save her."

"no."

Su Wan refused almost without thinking.

"Why can't it be? Because Xu Wang?" Xie Heng looked at her steadily, and his dark eyes seemed to see through her heart. "But do you really love him? If you really love him, you wouldn't divorce him without hesitation, and you would use that kind of clumsy lies to deceive him."

“…”

Su Wan didn't say anything.

Xie Heng's voice was very light, but every word was direct and direct.

"You are lying to him, lying to me, and lying to yourself."

"Did I force you to stay? Or did I force you to divorce?"

"From the beginning, you were constantly tentatively approaching me, holding such a more than simple purpose."

"..." Su Wan was asked for a moment, and she opened her eyes a little embarrassedly, and her tone became cold and hard unconsciously, "What exactly do you want to say?"

"I just want you to think about it myself, what am I sorry for you? You know that I love you, but you still test my bottom line for you again and again." Xie Heng pursed his lips, and still spoke in a calm tone, "Su Wan, why do you have nothing to do to me, but you shouldn't practice my feelings for you like this."

"So what?" As if he was stepping on his feet, Su Wan's voice suddenly rose, "You are willing to do it yourself. Are you blaming me now?"

"Yes." Xie Heng's self-deprecating look in his eyes was even heavier, "So I deserve it."

Su Wan sarcastically said: "Then who do you want to show this expression to now?"

"I'm not showing it to anyone, I just don't want to do this anymore." Xie Heng turned his head and stopped looking at her. "For the last time, either follow me and don't contact Xu Wang anymore, or you go back to find Xu Wang, don't contact me anymore."

A trace of disbelief flashed across Su Wan's face, as if she didn't expect him to be so determined: "Are you forcing me?"

"You are forcing me."

“…”

Su Wan bit her lip hard, and finally said nothing.

The conversation between the two ended in an unhappy way.

When we met again, we were already going abroad.

Xie Heng was not surprised.

She is a smart woman who knows how to weigh the pros and cons and knows how to choose to be beneficial to her. She is reluctant to leave these temptations that she is in front of her.

She wanted the money from the Xie family, Xu Wang's love, and even more wanted the medical team under Jiaxin to treat her daughter, but there was no such good thing in the world.

There is no reason why she will take all these benefits by herself.

The conflict broke out again after the birth of the child. Su Wan proposed the idea of ​​bone marrow transplantation, but Xie Heng did not agree. In the next few years, Su Wan's mental state became increasingly unstable.

Xie Yan's childhood memories are always filled with neurotic hoarseness.

All this stopped on a snowy night in the deep winter.

Su Wan committed suicide by jumping off the building.

Until she died, she still stubbornly blamed Xie Heng for these mistakes, and Xie Heng was silent, leaving everyone misunderstandings and the rumors all over the city, but never explained it to herself.

It was obvious that the beginning of all this was Su Wan.
To be continued...