Su Yue was stunned at first, thinking that Lu Ming's eyes were so poisonous, so he shook the hair in front of him, pretending to be a stinky fart, and curled his lips, "Hmph, this handsome guy has always been so romantic and suave."

Sure enough, Lu Ming pretended to be disgusted and lay down on him and couldn't move. Su Yue was in a state of interest at this time, and pulled Chen Guang, who was using his mobile phone to surf the Internet, and asked with a sarcastic look on his face: "Look, are you more handsome today?"

Chen Guang stared at Su Yue's face very seriously, then shook his head with his lips pursed. Seeing this, Su Yue said in a very discouraged voice: "Damn, the fourth brother, can you stop hitting me like this? Can't you cooperate with me?"

"Okay, Su Yue, congratulations on taking a big step towards the shemale."

"Look for a fight!"

Su Yue thought he could temporarily forget the system's worries, but not long after class, the system task appeared again. When the hateful mechanical sound appeared in his mind, Su Yue guessed that he was going to be sad again.

"Congratulations to the host for taking a firm step forward on the road toward the shemale. In order to help the host understand his true heart and face the world with his true self, this system will release a main task and a regular task. Please work hard to complete it."

"Main mission: Looking for true love. Ask the host to find a good man who truly loves him within one year. The task requires that the boy must have a normal sexual orientation before, and his age must not be more than five years apart from the host, and he can be called excellent. As for how to be called a good man, the system will remind the host when the target appears among the people known to the host. Punishment for the failure of the task: being locked in the basement by a perverted man, becoming a **, and being tortured forever."

No, do you need such a terrifying punishment? After watching the main mission, Su Yue's heart shrank into a mess. Forget it, let's talk about the regular missions.

"Regular task: learn to hook up. The system will release a regular task in a single day of each week. The purpose of the task is mainly to let the host learn how to hook up boys. The content of the task is uncertain, and the difficulty will also depend on the host's basic values. Today, Monday, the regular task is: go to the Chinese library to meet a handsome guy. The task time limit: 7:00 tonight to nine:00. The penalty for failure of the task: a pair of big waves will grow for one day."

Damn, why are the punishments for failure of tasks so perverted? A pair of big waves grow? Can you think of this? Su Yue felt Alexander. When he saw that there was a system prompt below, Su Yue studied it carefully.

"System prompt: Regular tasks are to help the host complete the main tasks better and faster. By completing the regular tasks, the host can obtain a large number of basic value rewards and other selective rewards from the system to enable itself to have stronger strength to complete the tasks. In addition, the system will also release some sudden tasks. By completing the sudden tasks, the host can also receive a large number of rewards. The system's rewards are mysterious and rich. Please work hard to complete the tasks and experience them carefully."

"Also remind the host, please do not regard this system as an evil system. This system is a kind system that analyzes the host's original heart, helps the host live freely in the world with his true self, and realizes the most heart-bending fantasy as his responsibility. Please ask yourself, aren't you really having a peerless fantasy in your heart?"

The final prompt of the system was like a key, opening the door locked in Su Yue in his heart. The frozen memories and thoughts melted like a scorching sun, turning into a stream and flowing into Su Yue's mind, making him infatuated for a moment.

Thinking about those people in memory, those things in memory, those feelings that once made me moved, and those very short-lived sweet happiness that is not worthy of being known to outsiders, Su Yue cannot deny that his psychology is really perverted. Some innate factors and acquired experiences combined together make his perverted psychology finally take shape.

To sum up, it was his innate cowardly personality and acquired experience that made him extremely insecure, and he was very sensitive both inside and in his body, but he was a very touching person. Such a person grew up with his parents working outside for many years and being taken care of by his grandparents and a few children at home, and has been living in the school since junior high school. Such a personality, such an environment, and some special and unspeakable bitter experiences. Su Yue's psychopathy is helpless.

Su Yue once blamed all this on his father, because his father worked in the south for many years, which made him lack fatherly love from childhood to adulthood. Among them, he was with his father for the longest time. Later, when he first went to elementary school, his mother also went to the south. He could imagine his helplessness. In high school, he discovered that there was actually something wrong with his psychology. Under psychological depression, he pushed all the blame to his father. But as he grew up and understood his father more and more, Su Yue forgave his father.

Now, he thinks that he owes his parents a lot, and no matter what, he is not qualified to blame them. His big dream in his life is to pay back everything he owes his parents, but he also understands how can he be raised? He lives in this world hypocritically, fearlessly, and dare not reveal anything to himself outside, because he knows that in this world, some words are wrong once they say, and some facts are sinful once they are exposed!

There are some real things that cannot be tolerated no matter how broad the world is, let alone Su Yue’s world is very small.

Perhaps it was to escape reality, or perhaps it was to hide the secrets in his heart, Su Yue was roughly the same as other ordinary boys, who loved crazy, fuss, tossing, games, and girls. Even Su Yue never stopped chasing girls, one was driven by the body, and the other was to cover up people's eyes and ears. Even if he exposed any differences in his usual situation, when he saw him chasing girls so lustful, others would not think about that.

But is Su Yue really happy in his heart? How real is that smile on his face?

In addition to the physical feelings, Su Yue also had true feelings for girls in his heart, but it was only in the longest month of love that the two of them had a moment of love. The rest were physical impulses, and Su Yue did not regard them as true love at all. But as long as a boy cares about him and gives him any help without any purpose, he would be very moved, which was the throbbing deep in his heart. In terms of body, when he was intimately contacted by a boy, he would also have feelings. That feeling was much more exciting than when he was intimately contacted with a girl.

After reading a lot of related books, Su Yue became more and more sure of his problems. Maybe he should be a girl, but in this life, he was destined to be able to live like this. If this system had not arrived, perhaps Su Yue would have lived this hypocritical life. No matter whether he was really happy or not, wouldn’t people have to survive. But when he slowly accepted the existence of this system in his heart, something slowly woke up from Su Yue’s heart.

I refuse to live in this world with my true self because my true self is too fragile. Once exposed without protection, I will be destined to be hurt. But now with a peerless system, why do he still pretend? Why don’t he live a vigorous life with my true self? Why don’t he look for happiness deep in his heart?

In fact, I am the life of a shemale person.

Su Yue said this to himself in his heart.
Chapter completed!