Then, Song Xiangsi turned her head and stared at the operating room door not far away. Her eyes became a little erratic. After about half a minute, she continued to speak in a somewhat indifferent tone and said, "I have been here for so many years, and there is nothing to care about."

Xu Jiamu's heart suddenly felt a dull pain.

He and Song Xiangsi were not stuck together every day. She had her business to be busy with, and he had Xu's business to deal with. Even if they met, most of them were at night. They went their separate ways. But in his memory, Song Xiangsi had always looked very calm and seemed to care about anything. He had never seen her feel uncomfortable because of illness, nor did she cry because of sadness.

But now, she told him that she had been through this for so many years... She said again, no matter how uncomfortable or sad she was, did she endure it alone?

Xu Jiamu stared at Song Xiangsi's ankle and said nothing. After a while, she put her feet back on her shoes and got up and left.

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When Xu Jiamu came back, he carried a bag in his hand. He stood in front of Song Xiangsi, took a box of yogurt from the bag, inserted a straw, and handed it to Song Xiangsi.

Song Xiangsi looked at Xu Jiamu in surprise, as if wondering why he had just left and was back.

She paused for a moment and finally took the box of yogurt.

Xu Jiamu knelt in front of Song Xiangsi on one knee, threw the bag on the ground, took off Song Xiangsi's shoes, then poured some safflower oil into the palm of his hand, rubbed it twice, and then rubbed Song Xiangsi's ankles.

Song Xiangsi looked at Xu Jiamu who lowered her head and rubbed her feet, pursed her lips vigorously, then bit the yogurt straw and looked away.

This is probably the first time in these years that someone has taken care of her.

Perhaps because her mother passed away early, she learned to be independent early. Later, her father was seriously ill, so she took on all the family responsibilities alone. Because no one took care of her, she could only learn to take care of herself. Over time, even she felt that she was omnipotent. Whether she was sick or injured, she could endure it, and then when she was the only one left, she was crying and exhaling in pain.

During the eight years between her and Xu Jiamu, she actually thought countless times when she could rely on Xu Jiamu. In the end, she found that the man had no thoughts of her relying on.

She is not a timid person, but she never had the courage to tell Xu Jiamu what she really thought.

She looks very confident, but in fact she is very inferior in her bones. No matter how hard she tries to make herself shine in front of everyone, she is essentially a lover who is bought by others.

Now that Xiao Hongdou is present, she must be stronger. In the past, she would cry secretly because she was too tired. Now when she was alone, she would not even dare to cry, for fear that she would collapse once she cried. She even thought that if Xu Jiamu did not marry her, she could find an honest and good man to marry her. But now for Xiao Hongdou, she would not even dare to get married, because she was afraid that the person would not treat Xiao Hongdou.

Now, suddenly someone is so kind to her, she inexplicably wants to shed tears.
Chapter completed!