"Perhaps, many people are wondering what intersex people are. I want to tell everyone that intersex people are ordinary people. I have lived a secretive life since I was a child. Except for my closest friends, even my classmates don't know who I am.

Actually, the gender on my ID card is female, but I look very androgynous, so I have always been misunderstood as a man. Today, I want to tell you that I am a very lucky intersex person, because I am intersex.

Teacher, I don’t care what others think of me, because I know that prejudice will kill all a person’s efforts and dedication. I am an intersex person, which is a physical defect that cannot be chosen. What I can choose is that I want to be a good person.

An excellent Onmyoji... nothing more."

I stood up, bowed to the camera, and couldn't help but shed tears: "Thank you to everyone who likes me. No matter whether you accept me or not, I am still an onmyoji, thank you."

…

Turning off the camera, Fang Dapeng walked up to me: "Name, do you really want to call me intersex?"

I nodded and wiped the tears from my eyes: "Just call me intersex."

Fang Dapeng looked at me anxiously: "You know, I can already predict the explosiveness of this program, but do you really want to do this? I have known you for so many years, to be honest... I don't want to stimulate you or...

How about it, I think this kind of thing..."

"I know, it's hard to accept."

He raised his eyes and looked at him: "But this is the truth. I should tell the public the truth. I can no longer torture ignorant girls and treat me as a star. Fang Dapeng, thank you."

Fang Dapeng sighed and shook his head: "Thank you for nothing. Don't worry, I will do the post-production for you. I found the best anchor in our station to do the voice-over for you. I have already thought of the words, so I said

I am a hermaphrodite, and I will teach you how to distinguish yin and yang. By the way, there is also the Mulan Ci, which is also very suitable for later use..."

"You'll have to figure it out. Can you arrange the broadcast schedule earlier for me? Try to do it on the third and fourth."

"So anxious." Fang Dapeng glanced at the date on his phone: "It's only a few days away, Jiaolong, I'll have no problem broadcasting it. Your previous shots are almost done. Just add this in and do it overnight. Tomorrow

It can be broadcast, but you have to think about it, Mr. Zhuo is still a problem."

I nodded slightly, "I've thought about it, feel free to broadcast it, I'm sorry to bother you."

"What trouble are we talking about? In fact, it was really difficult for me to accept it at first, but looking back, it's not a big deal, right? It's not your fault, you don't have time to reason."

I smiled weakly, "I'm leaving first."

"Let's have a meal together."

"No, I have something else to do, maybe next time."

After getting up to say goodbye, I walked out of the TV station building in a daze, took out my mobile phone and put it to my ear: "Hey, where are you, I want to see you, no, I want to see you now..."

Driving to the holiday paradise, I was still thinking about the scene when I just got Rong Danfeng back and called the lawyer named Zhou. I don’t know why I was so eager to know what Mr. Nan said to Zhuo Jing, but I just

He just asked us not to get married this year. Why is he so excited?

At first, Zhou Ziran didn't say anything. I pressed him again and again, "When Mr. Nan told Zhuo Jing, he asked you to speak to him in English. If you tell me in Chinese, it's not a violation of the precepts. I'm begging you. I really

I really want to know.”

"It's just a sentence, Miss Lin, do you know what the meaning is?"

"Zhou, can you help me? I just want to know how Mr. Nan mentioned Zhuo Jing and get some warning from it. Really, tell me, okay? Otherwise, I will go to Thailand to ask you."

"Forget it, let me tell you, it's just a sentence, translated into Chinese it is, letting go is the best choice, that's it."

Letting go is the best option?

I let out a breath. This is what Mr. Nan said to Zhuo Jing. Combined with Zhuo Jing's previous reaction, it makes sense. I know that he is in pain, probably more than me.

Xiao Tian was waiting for me at the door. When he saw my car in the distance, he waved hello. The car stopped next to him. He asked the security guard to park the car for me and took me into the park, talking softly.

: "We just got off the plane in the morning. Mr. Zhuo has to meet a visitor in the afternoon. In the evening, he said he would go find you."

I carried my bag and looked around. In the early summer, the flowers here were red and the willows were green. Combined with the hot spring water that was rising in the open air, it really gave me the illusion of paradise. I opened my mouth softly: "Visitor,

Who does he want to see?"

"Uh... this needs to be kept secret." Xiao Tian smiled: "Business secret."

I glanced at him and said, "Xiao Tian, ​​Zhuo Jing must have been very hard lately."

He opened his mouth and nodded awkwardly, "Well, there's so much work and flying around, so of course he's tired, but don't worry, he's fine."

I shouted, and from a distance, I saw Zhuo Jing standing next to a waterside pavilion. He stopped, I glanced at Xiao Tian, ​​and handed the bag to him, "Wait for me here..."

Xiao Tian was stunned, but nodded: "Okay."

I straightened my clothes, looked at Zhuo Jing's back, and ran over. He must have heard my footsteps. He turned around and said, "Jiao..."

Before I finished speaking, I took his arm and pulled him to the hiding place aside. I stood on my feet and kissed him directly. He was slightly surprised for a moment, then responded to me and hugged me tightly.

I was holding my back, and the pain in my chest came in waves like a twisting force. I had to endure it and tried to take it from him again and again, until the sound of his rough breathing became more and more suppressed, and I finally couldn't resist.

Stop, he loosened his mouth, and with a rush of bullying in his chest, he took out the tissue paper he had prepared in his pocket and spat it out.

"Jiaolong, you..."

I raised my hand to indicate it was okay, wiped it clean with a tissue, then balled it up into a ball and held it in my palm. I took a slow, deep breath. I raised my eyes, tried my best to look at him with a smile, and said, "I'm okay."

"What’s wrong with you."

He looked at me with slight worry in his eyes, adjusted his breathing and looked at me softly: "Why did you come to me all of a sudden?"

I found that I couldn't turn around and leave as if nothing was wrong. I just looked at him smiling hard and wanted to raise my hand to touch his face again, but my hand was clenched tightly: "I came here to tell you

, I am ready to... break up with you."

"What did you say?!"

I cleared my throat and tried to open my eyes wide: "Because I want to be an onmyoji all the time, Zhuo Jing, I can't marry you, I have to be an onmyoji, otherwise, I will be useless..."

"Ma Jiaolong, you..."

"This is for you." I hurriedly pulled off the chain with the ring hanging around my neck: "There are also cards, five million cards, I haven't touched them yet, there are too many, I don't dare to spend them..."

"Magnolon!!"

I tried my best not to look at him, and rummaged through my wallet desperately, and the Polaroid photo fell out. I picked it up together and handed it to him: "There is also this photo, you can keep it as a souvenir.

, No, I’d better keep it, it’s not good if I keep it, tear it up, I’ll tear it up!”

"Ma Jiaolong, what are you doing? Hey!!"

He quickly bent down and picked up the photo that was broken into several pieces: "Listen to me, no matter what happens, I will follow you..."

"I want to be an Onmyoji."

"What did you say?"

I looked at him and opened my mouth softly: "I want to be an Onmyoji, really..."

"Do you know something?"

I shook my head: "I just want to be an onmyoji, please help me."

He clenched the photo in his hand and said in a low voice: "How do you want me to help you, huh?"

I lowered my eyes and pulled his arm, "Don't work so hard. I think we are both too tired. I have figured it out. I want to be an Onmyoji..."

"Look at me, do you really want to break up?"

I raised my eyes and looked at his forbearance, "From this moment on, you don't have to speak, I will let go, but I hope you understand, you understand me..."

My chest felt a little turbulent. I gritted my teeth and watched him nod. He understood me and I naturally understood him. It was just like this. It was really tiring. I didn’t know if I was just temporary as he thought.

If we wait any longer, if Jiang Meiyuan continues to be like this, there will be no tomorrow for him and me.

I lifted my feet and left directly. I tried not to let myself cry. After walking very far, I couldn't help but look back. I saw Zhuo Jing standing there with his back to me, his whole body desolate. I didn't want to push the choice to him. I

I can't bear to let him come down from the clouds as Rong Danfeng said. I am willing to break up. In fact, it is no big deal...

"Jiaolong, what's wrong with you? What did you say to Mr. Zhuo?"

I waved my hands, raised my feet and kept walking towards the door. The early summer wind was actually a bit chilly.

"Your bag, Jiaolong!"

I stopped for a moment and turned to look at him: "In the bag is the gift agreement for the shares. Please help me return it to him. Thank you..."

"What? What do you mean!"

I quickened my pace, and finally turned into a trot, running like crazy. It wasn't until I got into the car that I couldn't control the tears. I was worthless, I was fooled, I couldn't do anything to that dark wizard now, everything that happened today was gone.
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