Chapter 412(2/2)
If you lose your body, you will really be unable to recover."
"Jiaolong understands."
I bit my lip: "I will remember Mr. Nan's teachings."
"Although Mr. Nan and Miss Lin are not of the same nationality, he has very high expectations for Miss Lin in terms of Yin Yang magic. I hope that Miss Lin will be like a flying blue dragon in the future and live up to expectations."
"Jiaolong will keep this in mind and will work harder."
My heart is terribly complicated. Mr. Nan’s assistant’s words have made it very clear. Now I can’t act willfully, otherwise it will harm Zhuo Jing and myself. I think of the pain in my heart that night, which is probably more or less related to this.
It does matter.
"Please tell Mr. Nan that although Jiaolong has only met Mr. Nan twice, Mr. Nan has always treated Jiaolong well. He is an elder whom Jiaolong respects very much. Jiaolong will definitely come to visit him one day."
"There's no need for this. Mr. Nan said two years ago that if you have a disaster that you can't solve in the future, he will help you. If there is no accident, there is no need to meet politely. Take care."
"Jiaolong, thank you Mr. Nan, goodbye."
I put down my phone in a daze, and looked out the window at the pattering rain with a somewhat absent-minded gaze——
A sense of mission and a lover, are there really no ways to have both...
Zhuo Jing, you have to wait for me, wait for me to become stronger, I will not allow anything to happen to you, absolutely not.
I walked slowly to the window, lowered my eyes and looked at my hands. Everything I have today, all my abilities, are brought to me by my body, but I am almost going to destroy it. If I
I am no longer born with yin and yang, so if I can’t even protect myself, how can I protect others?
"Grandma, are you going to be angry with me? I really want to be an outstanding gentleman like you, and I want to help more people, but I can't look back even if I'm so close. I'm too selfish. I really
Too willful..."
Tears fell one by one into the palm of my hand. I looked at the Bagua diagram that slowly emerged. Faintly, I seemed to see my grandma’s face through the Bagua diagram. The corners of my mouth twitched slightly, and my voice sounded a little bit sad.
Trembling: "Grandma, don't worry, I won't let you down. I will definitely become a great gentleman."
People are all two-faced. I hate myself after calming down, because I know that it will be difficult for me to have the courage to do such impulsive things in my life. My emotional intelligence is too low, and I am self-righteous again and again. I am used to putting complex things into perspective.
I handled the matter simply, and at the same time, I thought about it too naively. This time, it was my fault. I hurt Zhuo Jing, and also hurt everyone who had expectations for me.
I took the phone, pressed out a series of numbers and put it directly to my ear. After the call was connected, before I could speak, a hurried voice came from the other side: "Qiaoqiao, is this Qiaoqiao? Where have you been? Are you with me?"
I know everything about Qilin, why don’t you answer my calls these past few days?”
"Uncle, can you see Zhuo Jing?"
"He is at home now. Where have you been? He came to my place to find you a few days ago. He was so angry that he wanted to find you out. Hey, I grew up watching him. This is the first time I saw him go crazy.
It’s like that.”
I gritted my back molars tightly: "I'm still in Hong Kong. Uncle, I'm sorry for him. I did something very impulsive. I wanted to reconcile with him, but I thought about it.
It must be simple, now I realize that it is difficult to be together, it is really difficult."
"Are you still in Hong Kong? Qiaoqiao, is it...did Qilin's mother say something to you?"
"Uncle, how do you know?"
"Qilin told me. I can probably guess what his mother will say to you. I know her very well. She does have high expectations for Qilin, but Qiaoqiao, you can't hide.
,Qilin thought you were back."
"I didn't hide. I just had something happen at that time. I couldn't explain it to him right away. Can you see him? I'm going back as soon as possible. I want to meet Qilin after I go back. There are some things I want to make clear to him.
.”
"I'm afraid not now, he's sick."
My heart twitched: "Sick?! Is it serious!!"
"It should be okay. His parents are with Qilin now. I'm going to take a look today. Qiaoqiao, I know you have a deep relationship with Qilin. So, don't come forward yet. Qilin
, I will help you persuade his parents first. You know, it really worried me that you couldn't find anyone before. If anything happens, your sister-in-law and I will help you solve it. I'm really scared.
You are young and can't imagine what could happen to you again. Knowing that you are fine, I feel relieved."
I lowered my eyes. It seemed that I wouldn't see him for a while. I think my uncle knew that Zhuo Jing wouldn't let me come to the house, so he didn't bother to talk about it at all.
"Qiaoqiao, listen to me, let's do the operation first. After the operation, I think everything will be simple. Now I know Qilin's feelings. He really likes you. Your sister-in-law and I also hope that you can
With Qilin."
I sighed softly: "Little uncle, there are some things that I can't tell you. If you see Zhuo Jing, please help me say sorry to him first. Tell him that I didn't hide on purpose."
I couldn't see him, because I fainted, so as soon as I opened my eyes, it was now. I will find an opportunity to explain it clearly to him face to face. I will not hide everything from him. I don't want to have anything with him again.
What a misunderstanding."
"That's good. I'll tell him. You wait for my call. If Qilin's body recovers, I think he will go find you on his own."
"Well, thank you, uncle."
I hung up the phone and let out a long sigh. Only by overcoming the dangers can I be able to defend the clouds. How many dangers are there?
‘Dong dong dong’~ Cheng Baize knocked on the door a few times, then opened the door and looked at me: “Have you made your decision?”
I nodded: "I want to go home to see my grandpa. I promised to take him to visit my grandma's grave."
Cheng Baize's brows tightened slightly: "Aren't you going to find Zhuo Jing?"
I shook my head, now I understand, and Mr. Nan also made it very clear that before I really reached that height, it was all fantasy to marry him, but there was one thing I just figured out.
Yes, if I really become Mr. Big, then I don’t believe it. I can’t break this little marriage dispute myself?
"Have you thought about it?"
I opened my mouth: "It's not that I've thought about it, but I've figured it out. I was too impulsive before."
It seems that I have always been wrong when it comes to my relationship with Zhuo Jing. My wishful thinking three years ago was wrong. Three years later, I still made the mistake of wishful thinking. I suddenly looked back fearlessly, but in the end, I accidentally
It caused deep harm to Zhuo Jing. I thought too little about it. In terms of emotions, it seemed that I could only look back and see clearly the 'crazy' self when I was hungover after I woke up. I was really speechless.
Cheng Baize looked at me but didn't answer. After a long while, he gently twitched the corner of his mouth and said, "So, my evil deeds haven't been in vain, right?"
I raised my eyes and looked at him: "I know you mean well, but I still hope you can let me make my own decision about emotional matters. Next time, don't do this again, okay?"
There was a hint of helplessness in Cheng Baize's eyes: "You think I'm willing to do this? I just saw you buying that sleeping pill and it made me very angry, you know? I think you're too... Hey, forget it, since you figured it out yourself
Well, it’s useless for me to say more and you won’t listen.”
As he spoke, he took a deep breath and stretched out his arms to me, showing his iconic dimples, "Classmate Jiaolong, I haven't seen you for two years, should you give me a hug?"
I stood still and said, "Why do you want to hug me? Seeing how strong you are in shouting at me, I know you are okay. You are fine."
Cheng Baize put down his arms angrily and curled his lips, "Oh, you can't understand the painstaking efforts I put into being a brother. I thought you could give me a big gift for meeting me, but it turned out to be a good one. We had a quarrel.
, I’m so angry with you that my teeth hurt.” After saying that, he looked at me sideways and said, “Are you hungry? Let’s go eat.”
I was not in a high mood. Although I knew that Zhuo Jing would be well taken care of by his family, when I thought about my uncle saying that he was looking for me, I felt very upset and said, "I'm not hungry. Can I buy a plane ticket now?"
I want to go back."
"Aren't you having fun? Isn't it your first time coming to Hong Kong? Didn't you say you wanted to travel with me before?"
I shook my head, "I want to go home."
…
I was on the earliest flight, and I looked heavy-minded all the way. I could tell that Cheng Baize tried hard to talk about some light-hearted topics, but I couldn't help but feel a little absent-minded.
It wasn't until the plane landed that Cheng Baize opened his mouth with a hint of helplessness: "I'm going to see my grandpa when I get home. Why don't you smile more? Otherwise, your grandpa will think that I bullied you when he sees you looking so bitter and hateful!"
"
I twitched my lips: "My grandpa likes you so much, why would he think you were bullying me? He would be very happy to see you."
Cheng Baize raised his eyebrows, and just as he was about to open his mouth, his cell phone rang in his pocket. He took it out and took a look at it, "I'm going to answer the phone first. You stand here and wait for me for a while."
I said 'hmm' and watched Cheng Baize pick up the phone and walk aside. I didn't have to think about it this time to know that his business would definitely be busy.
I looked around casually, and from a distance, I was keenly aware of a man carrying a slightly smaller video camera. After a closer look, there was a young female reporter holding a wireless microphone next to me. It's not that I'm sensitive.
I had been intercepted by reporters at the airport before. Although I didn’t know whether I was being interviewed, I still turned my head sideways, took out my sunglasses and was about to put them on, “Lin Qiao!?”
Chapter completed!