Chapter 1363 Want to cry without tears
When Su Youyu sent the text message, Yi Haitao had just finished dinner and was sitting on the sofa in the living room, watching local news. He picked up his phone and took a look, hesitated for a moment, and replied to Su Youyu with a text message.
: "It's been so long and you still haven't found a boyfriend?"
Su Youyu was stunned and immediately replied: "I don't need a boyfriend!"
I don’t need a boyfriend, the implication is that what I want is love.
Su Youyu didn't say these words clearly, but Yi Haitao understood the implication, and the two of them were already close friends.
All along, the beautiful Su Youyu, under the interruption of many colleagues and acquaintances, had glanced at many potential boyfriends who were introduced to her. However, it was strange that no matter who it was, she wanted to make love with Yi Haitao.
A comparison, the result of comparison is very different.
Regardless of temperament, demeanor, especially thoughts and masculinity, how can those "young boys", those "immature boys", etc., be comparable to the mature and successful Yi Haitao.
Perhaps, love is originally an illusion, a momentary feeling condensed into an unforgettable memory for a lifetime, which makes it easy for people to slip into a misunderstanding.
Especially for young girls, this kind of love called love is often lost love rather than gained. Only what is lost can make her feel beautiful, because what is lost is left behind.
The space and content that people yearn for and yearn for are infinite. No matter how you imagine its perfection, it is impossible to overstate it.
From a medical perspective, once a woman falls in love with a man and devotes everything to her beloved Prince Charming, she will naturally develop sweet and tender feelings. This extremely impulsive and exciting passion will soon turn into love.
Deep and dedicated love, and then this love turns into infatuation.
When love develops to the point of insanity, a woman must embrace this "happiness" with all her body and mind, fix it, and never let it run away.
A sociology expert who specializes in studying girls' first love came to the conclusion from a large number of facts he investigated and studied. If a girl falls in love with a married man for the first time, and he is a more successful man, this kind of
The man also really likes the girl, but he does not intend to divorce his wife and reorganize a family with the girl. He just wants to possess her and make her his second wife, or secret wife, or in other words, his mistress.
The high-sounding reason is that he loves her. With such a love model and such a triangle structure (a man, a wife and a lover), there is no doubt that the girl will be the ultimate victim.
However, girls who enter this kind of role are often willing to be victimized, happy to be victimized, and love to be victimized like this.
After a girl falls in love with a successful married man, her evaluation of men will be based on this man. Such a comparison makes her think that there is no man who can surpass this man. From now on, the girl will judge all men.
Dismissed.
Of course, this married man is the only one she loves.
"You can't live your whole life without a family..." Yi Haitao was testing Su Youyu. He had just been freed from a difficult marriage, and his reason gradually gained the upper hand. He was worried that continuing to have an ambiguous relationship with Su Youyu would cost him
The price is huge, or in other words, marrying a female subordinate Su Youyu is more troublesome than Peng Huiying who is fighting a cold war.
Su Youyu quickly replied: "Everyone likes radish and cabbage. I love single life."
Yi Haitao seemed to be more relaxed, and Su Youyu declared that she loved the single life, that is, she had no plans to get married and start a family.
Over the years, Yi Haitao has gone from being a general technical cadre to the director of the department, from the director to the executive deputy mayor of Qingyuan City, and then directly taking over from the deputy mayor of the Standing Committee to the municipal party committee secretary. Although there were ups and downs in the process, he was very proud and rose all the way up.
Caution is the foundation of Yi Haitao's life. If Su Youyu had not had the convenience of freely entering the room, he would never have had an affair with her.
As for Su Youyu, she also stepped into a leadership position step by step from a small clerk who was bullied by her superiors and always worried about unspoken rules. First, she benefited from Yi Haitao who transferred her to the municipal government office, and there have been many changes since then.
After receiving his care, he was promoted step by step and is now a division-level official with the power to transfer land in Qingyuan City.
For a young female cadre, this can be said to be a meteoric rise.
Therefore, Yi Haitao believes that he treats Su Youyu well and has given her enough reward for her dedication. In the past, he could use Peng Huiying as a shield. Now that he is divorced, it is time to cut off the broken ties.
, this dangerous game can no longer be played.
Since Yi Haitao became the deputy governor, the two of them had fewer opportunities to meet, less time to communicate, and even fewer opportunities for trysts. Su Youyu had already had a hunch that he was deliberately alienating her, and she did not expect it.
After he gets divorced, he will marry her into the house, just to test whether she is a lover or a mistress in his mind.
The room for advancement has been opened, and Yi Haitao cannot affect Su Youyu's career just to take care of Su Youyu's feelings. He continued to advise: "You are not young anymore, you can't delay it any longer..."
With tears in her eyes, she replied: "I understand, I won't bother you anymore. Vice Governor Yi, I wish you good luck in your official career!"
Yi Haitao didn't reply and immediately deleted the text message from Su Youyu.
Yi Haitao's cold attitude made Su Youyu almost despair, and the big tears rolled down her soft cheeks like broken pearls.
Being a lover, whether a lover or a mistress, is always a hard and tiring thing.
No one who becomes a lover only gains happiness and pleasure without "enjoying" its negative effects.
People who fall into a lover's state often develop a sense of heaviness, misery and sadness.
However, the number of lovers has not decreased.
This is probably because there are many temptation factors in the role of lover, and perhaps this factor is stronger than its negative effects.
Su Youyu walked against the night wind on the street where the lanterns were first lit. Aimlessly but involuntarily, she came to the Yanjiang Avenue by the Qinglian River. It was here that she had just been transferred to the Yanjiang Business Circle Construction Headquarters for the first time.
I met Yi Haitao, who was still the deputy mayor.
[The story can be found in Chapter 325: Tough and tough, Chapter 328: Mistress’ anti-corruption]
Things are not the same and people are not the same!
The dilapidated, low-rise and dim East Street and West Street back then have long since disappeared, replaced by tall buildings towering into the clouds and brightly lit river views.
Su Youyu was full of emotions when she came to an antique teahouse. The four official script characters "Chunfeng Tea House" on the door plaque came into view. She suddenly thought of Chu Tianshu. The scene of dating him here seemed to be vivid.
At the moment. [For the story, see Chapter 322: The Torment of the Sea of Desire]
Going further, there is the "Baby Face to Face" bar.
Su Youyu strolled in and sat in the same seat where she and Chu Tianshu came here to drink for the first time. She ordered a bottle of red wine and drank it by herself. The scenes of working and living together with Chu Tianshu back then,
Like a movie, it flashes through my mind frame by frame, letting the tears flow slowly.
[See Chapter 270 for the story. It’s so shameless]
Chapter completed!