Love is endless but not joyful: searching in the sea and letting go of memories (5)

Louis Indigo personally drove Jane back and walked her to the door.

When Jian Jian entered, a low and hoarse voice brushed against her ears, "Thank you for your help tonight!"

Jane turned around and stood facing him. In the dark night, his eyebrows were stern and his jaw was tense. Although everything that happened in the castle shocked her, she still smiled slightly.

"Must be so polite between husband and wife?"

Louis Ying's long, narrow and deep eyes flashed with uncertainty, and he pursed his thin lips and said nothing.

"Aren't you afraid that...she will hate you when you do this?" Jane knew what his intention was in taking her to the castle, and she also knew why he wanted to kill Yun Gu with his own hands.

But that doesn't mean people outside will know.

Under the dim light, his handsome face looked a little lonely. He pursed his dry lips and said three words in a slow voice: "She understands me!"

When he fell in love, no matter how he changed or what he did, he believed that the woman with whom he was deeply in love would always understand him.

Jane's heart was hit hard because of these three words. The sourness disappeared in an instant. She still tried her best to maintain the upward curve of her lips, "She is not the only one who understands you. I believe that I can do it better than her."

It’s better!”

After graduating from college and returning to China, she saw Louis Yingwidow and Lan Mufei falling in love. At that time, she did not think of any other possibilities. Although she was disappointed, she sincerely wished Lan Mufei and the earl happiness.

Later, it was Lan Mufei who chose to hurt the earl in that way, and it was Lan Mufei who lost the earl; she liked Louis Yingwu, and she had fallen in love with him a long time ago, but because of her young age, he had always regarded him as a child.

Child; she chose to keep this feeling as a secret and hide it in the deepest part of her heart!

Now she doesn't want to taste the pain and joy of secretly falling in love with someone anymore. She wants to work hard for her love and move towards his emotional area, eager to have a place.

She is not afraid of failure, but she is afraid of admitting failure without even trying.

She didn't feel that she would be sorry for Lan Mufei. After all, when she walked towards Louis Yingwidow, they had already... broken up.

If we must classify her behavior as selfish.

Okay, she admits it.

However, who can not be selfish in love?

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On the day Lan Mufei and Sijun were discharged from the hospital together, Long Ziqi came to the hospital to pick her up in person. She was still in confinement and couldn't get wind. Long Ziqi specially brought a hat to prevent the wind from blowing on her head, which would cause lingering injuries.

I have a headache!

Sijun was born more than 20 days ago and seems to be growing every day. Now she is chubby and very cute.

Long Ziqi and Jin Cunxu gave him a gold medal, engraved with his birth date and blessing: a safe life.

Long Lifei and Ye Qingcheng also sent someone to give Sijun a birth gift: news that Yun Gu was safe and a longevity lock.

While in the hospital, she saw news about Yun Gu on the Internet. Some said he was handed over to the police, others said he was beaten and driven out of France, and some said the count executed him himself.

After all, the person Yun Gu wanted to kill was the Count's biological mother, how could he possibly endure it.

She didn't know why when she saw the last piece of news, her originally uneasy heart suddenly felt at ease.

If the last rumor is true and not groundless, she believes that Ying Zi must have a deeper intention for doing this!

This is a kind of tacit understanding and trust between lovers, which is believed without any basis but without doubt!

Looking at Sijun's little face after he fell asleep, the outline of his facial features resembled that of his father, the man who passed down his life to him, and his heart was filled with softness and relief.

There was a thought in my mind, but it disappeared briefly.

In just a moment, she finally knew what name to give Sijun.

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The wind was calm and the sun was shining brightly, at an altitude of 30,000 feet.

The person lying on the chair suddenly opened his eyes, looking at everything unfamiliar with unfamiliar eyes, his forehead was covered with fine sweat, and he wanted to move, but his chest was tearing in pain.

"Don't move if you don't want to open the wound!" The cold voice came from the side.

He looked sideways and saw that the silhouette of the person who put down the newspaper was not unfamiliar. It was Yu Yang who had been following the count recently.

"What's going on?" He opened his mouth to ask Yu Yang, but he couldn't hear his own voice. He saw his pale and dazed look in Yu Yang's pupils, wondering what happened.

"The count didn't stab your heart. He missed your heart by three millimeters and saved your life!" Yu Yang is a resolute-looking type, unsmiling and very different from Hang Hang or Zhou Jin!

Hang Hang once boxed underground in Thailand but was forced to do so. He did not have any ferocious energy; Zhou Jin was the driver, he was older, calm, experienced and loyal; Yu Yang was born with wild and untamed nature and joined the army.

, once had outstanding achievements; but unfortunately, he was full of killing, was too cold-blooded, and would always do things that crossed the line, and was eventually kicked out of the army.

Louis Indigo saw him fighting with others on the street. He admired his fierceness very much and asked him if he was interested in being his bodyguard. He would give him whatever money he wanted!

At that time, it was the first month after Lan Mufei left him, and he suddenly felt that he was too soft-hearted in the past, so he couldn't do anything.

Therefore, he deserved to lose the one he loved.

Yun Gu didn't understand. Many blurry pictures flashed through his mind, and there were many things he couldn't understand. He only remembered that Louis Yingwu stabbed the blade into his chest. He couldn't remember what happened after that.

"You were in a coma for eight days. During this period, you woke up unconscious. You were unable to speak and you were very emotional. The doctor injected you with a sedative."

Yu Yang couldn't understand his sign language, but he also knew what he was confused about.

"The reason why you can't speak is not clear yet. You need to go to the hospital again for a detailed examination!" Yu Yang took out an envelope from his pocket and handed it to him, "This is the new identity the count has prepared for you. This flight is flying to

Beijing, China! From now on, there will be no such person as Yun Gu in the world!"

Yun Gu looked at the envelope hesitantly and didn't take it.

Yu Yang threw the envelope directly at him, "The count asked me to bring you a message - if you want to die, no one will stop you. Before you die, think carefully about why she has sacrificed so much for you over the years!"

Yun Gu was stunned.

The deviation of three millimeters is not a mistake, but... deliberate!

He didn't want to kill himself with his own hands, but wanted to save himself!

His light blue eyes were filled with mist. He held the envelope tightly with his right hand and turned his head to look out the window of the cabin, feeling so wet that he couldn't stop.

Thick eyelashes as thick as fans cover the eyes quietly, but they cannot stop the tide of regret.

The memory goes back more than half a year to the day after he was detained.

Han Ping appeared in front of him.

"As long as you cooperate, Madam Hong is willing to give you a sum of money to allow you to leave France safely, otherwise -"

"Otherwise what?" Yun Gu's face was stern, with exhaustion lingering between his brows, and his hands tightly cuffed hit the table, "You killed Winnie, you framed the blame on me!"

Han Ping looked calm and did not deny it.

"Do you think I will still believe you now?" Yun Gu looked at Han Ping with hateful eyes, wishing to kill him.

"It's not about whether you want to believe us or not, it's about believing in us!" Han Ping's cold voice said slowly, "Mrs. Hong knows that you are not afraid of going to jail or even death, but what about Lan Mufei?"

Yun Gu's face instantly darkened, and he stood up emotionally, grabbing his collar with both hands, "You are not allowed to hurt her again...otherwise I will definitely kill you! I will definitely kill you!"

"Sit down! Suspect, please stay calm..." The prison guard saw this and hurriedly came to stop him. He wanted to use the electric shock baton on the emotional Yun Gu, but was stopped by Han Ping.

Two prison guards pressed his head firmly on the table.

"As long as you cooperate to separate Lan Mufei and the Count, Madam Hong promises not to harm Lan Mufei, and you will not go to jail." Han Ping stood up, straightened his messy collar slowly, and cast a disdainful look on his face.

Yun Gu, whose eyes were scarlet, said, "You have no choice. Since Mrs. Hong can throw her into the Seine Lake once, there will be a second time. How lucky do you think she will be to meet a blue man who can save her?"

Xi Ting?”

Han Ping gave the prison guard a look and took him back to the detention cell.

Yun Gu was thrown to the ground roughly. The November weather was already so cold that it was hard to breathe. He lay on the ground for a long time and couldn't get up.

Han Ping was right. He was not afraid of going to jail or even death. He was only afraid of what would happen to Lan Mufei.

They used Lan Mufei as a threat. Besides compromising, what else could he do?

No matter how powerful the Earl is, he will never be a match for Madam Red, otherwise she would almost be drowned.

He can't watch something happen to her!

Hurt her and abandon her, it is not what he wants, there is no way, there is no choice.

If he hadn't seen the news reports, he would have had no idea that Mrs. Hong and Feng Chen had treated her like that, and he would have gone crazy.

What I didn't expect was that she disappeared, leaving without a word, and no one knew where she went.

Maybe he made her too desperate and turned her sacrifice into a joke. She no longer has a place in France.

Hating himself and Madam Hong, he gritted his teeth and all he wanted to think about day and night was to kill Madam Hong, even if they both died together.

But he was really useless. He didn't kill Madam Hong after all, and let Louis Yingwu save him again.

Until this moment, he knew he was wrong, very wrong.

He was so wrong.

Yu Yang was keenly aware of the salty smell in the air, and turned his head to see the tears rolling down his pale cheeks.
To be continued...