Chapter 475: Alluring Marriage and Love, Inseparable for Life 53: Sorry, Died in Memories

("Are you really his friend?")

After a long time, she murmured softly, her clear voice mixed with a little disbelief and harshness. Before Lu Xiangbei could explain, her voice came up again: "How could you do this to him? How could you... helplessly?

Watch him slowly destroy himself?"

My voice couldn't help but get louder at the end, and I couldn't hide my inner excitement.

Over the years, her emotions have already settled in time. Even if she is in pain and despair on the inside, she is used to being calm and calm on the outside, neither sad nor happy. It can make her lose control like this. It is conceivable that she has feelings for Jin Cunxu.

My feelings are far deeper than what the world sees!

Lu Xiangbei raised his eyes to look at her, with helplessness and gloom in his eyes, "There is only one person in this world who can change your decision, and that is you, madam!"

"Everything is moving in a good direction now. If Madam brings up the old matters again at this moment, it will not be good for you."

"If I want to bring up old things again, I won't see you today!" The voice was sharp and solemn, quite like Long Pei's demeanor.

Lu Xiangbei kept silent, speechless.

"Is it related to the scar on his back?" Long Ziqi asked uncertainly.

There are many scars on Jin Cunxu's back, some are very shallow and cannot be noticed without looking carefully under the dim light, but three scars are so deep that it is difficult not to notice them.

The first time she had a skin-to-skin kiss with him, she was too shy and didn't dare to look at him carefully. The second time after that, she touched the scars and saw them. It hurt her heart, but she never asked.

He, where did those scars come from, she didn't mention it, it's not that she didn't care, she didn't want to know, she just didn't want to bring up his bad memories!

Everyone has an unknown secret, either warm or cold. If it's warm, that's it. If it's cold, what can she do for him?

The past is a word that makes people powerless.

"Unless he wants to talk about your past, no one else will speak!" He knew it but couldn't tell it!

If you want your wife to know, she won't know it until now.

"What about the scar on the arm?" He didn't want to say it, and Long Ziqi didn't want to force him.

There is a scar on Jin Cunxu's right arm, which seems to have been caused in the past few months. It is difficult to find because he always wears a long-sleeved shirt.

Lu Xiangbei hesitated for a moment and said softly: "It's because of the slap Kou Jingning gave you! Your Excellency takes you too seriously and is more important than yourself. If you are even slightly injured, he will feel more uncomfortable than himself.

If you are here, he can still suppress himself, but once you leave, he will lose control..."

The scar on the arm was not man-made. It was probably caused by an accident. The person who caused the accident was none other than Jin Cunxu himself.

The sunlight outside the window slipped away little by little in the west, and the bustling city was shrouded in night. The psychedelic neon street scene fell into her eyes, but it was sad and cold. The tea in front of her completely cooled down, and her heart fell into the deepest and deepest state.

Cold lake bottom.

There was moisture in his eyes, because he was not willing to show his weak side in front of Lu Xiangbei.

She didn't know how much hurt and unbearable Jin Cunxu had suffered in the past, which made him so desperate and give up. He had lived like a walking zombie for many years. The only certainty was that someone must have hurt him. If he hadn't experienced the horrific grief, he would never have died.

I won’t give up hope of living!

Thinking of him holding her once, he choked and whispered: How could those people do this to her! How could they do this!

Every word is bloody, every sentence is full of tears.

Now she also wanted to hold Jin Cunxu and ask how those people could hurt him like this and almost ruin his life.

She can't do that!

Because he could be so kind to her in pain, how could she expose his scars again, embarrass him, and magnify his pain again!

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When Long Ziqi returned home, the lights turned on warmly. Jin Cunxu had returned and was preparing dinner in the kitchen.

I was changing my shoes at the entrance and saw his tall figure standing there against the wind. His black sleeves were rolled up to his elbows. He was handsome, elegant, and very sexy.

The tip of my nose felt inexplicably sore, and my eye sockets were dry and painful.

"I'm back." Jin Cunxu washed his hands, wiped them clean, walked up to her, and gave her a light kiss, "What did you do when you went out?"

Long Ziqi concentrated his attention, raised his eyes and looked at him: "I had tea with my friends for a while."

It's not a lie, Lu Xiangbei can be considered her friend.

Jin Cunxu didn't ask any more questions, smoothed her long hair with his fingers, and said tenderly: "Remember to bring your mobile phone next time you go out."

Before going out, she sent her address to Lu Xiangbei. When she was changing her shoes, she put her phone on the shoe cabinet and forgot to bring it with her.

"I remember." She pursed her lips and showed a faint smile, looking at the kitchen: "Do you need my help?"

"Need." Jin Cunxu took her hand to the bar and asked her to sit down on the chair. "You are responsible for sitting here and looking at me."

There was a flash of light in Long Ziqi's eyes for a moment, she said nothing, nodded with a smile, watched him walk into the semi-open kitchen, and continued to prepare dinner.

Jin Cunxu liked the way she looked at him, which was gentle and focused, as if he was the only one in her clear and dustless pupils.

He didn't treat her like a canary in a cage, raising her and giving her enough free space. He didn't send anyone to watch her every move, but that didn't mean that he didn't know what she did.

For the sake of her safety, he would not let her go out alone every time, but to prevent her from getting bored, he never wanted anyone to disturb her peaceful life.

When I saw Lu Xiangbei in the cafe, I heard that she looked very bad, even vaguely angry.

He could guess what the reason was, and his heart suddenly tightened with pain.

She didn't ask because she didn't want to remind him of his unbearable past. She carefully inquired from the sidelines. She wanted to know a lot. Her tact and caution really made him feel distressed.

After dinner, taking a bath and resting, she lay in his arms and placed her fingers on his heart. She felt that his heart was really beating with her fingertips, and the uneasiness in her heart subsided slightly.

In the darkness, he held her hand and said in a low, hoarse voice: "In a few days, you will accompany me to meet a friend."

Long Ziqi was startled. She had never heard him mention it before. He had other friends that she didn't know about. She responded after a moment, "Okay."

"Go to sleep." He held her in his arms, tilted his head and kissed her forehead, tenderly.

Compared with the inevitable love between men and women, Jin Cunxu also likes to hug her and rub her ears and temples together without any desire, but it is the most candid and sincere way to express his feelings.

I once saw this sentence in a book: I hope you really like me, so hug me.

Because we really liked each other, we hugged each other tightly without any effort, as if we wanted to hug each other forever.

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Spring in country A comes early, in early March, everything revives, willows ooze buds, bright green emerges from the moist soil, and the wind carries the smell of flowers and plants, full of vitality.

On the morning of March 4, the Jin family, including new member Long Ziqi, gathered in a place by chance.

We didn't go together, but we met at the destination.

Although there is sunshine, the cemetery is still damp and gloomy, which is depressing. The crows crow on the dead branches seem to remind people that death is everywhere.

The ground was desolate and the air was slightly cool. Long Ziqi and Jin Cunxu stood in front of the tombstone, looking at the photo posted on the marble monument. A girl was about 5 or 6 years old, with a bright smile, innocent and beautiful, untainted by this worldly thing.

There is no trace of dust, and a pair of black eyes are bright and shining.

Under the photo are engraved the words "Kou Jingwan", the date of birth and the date of death.

Fu Xiange was dressed in solemn black, wearing sunglasses, and holding a bouquet of lilies in his hand. The white petals were still stained with water drops, reflecting the sunlight and shining with broken light.

He leaned forward and placed the bouquet in front of the tombstone, and said in a very soft voice: "Jingwan, we are here to see you."

Long Ziqi could vaguely guess who this girl was, but she didn't know what her relationship was with the Jin family. Before she came to the cemetery, she never thought that Jin Cunxu would bring her to pay homage to his friends, not even a bunch of them.

I didn't bring any flowers.

Jin Xishuo's eyes signaled Jin Cunxu and herself to leave for a while, leaving space for the two women.

Although Jin Cunxu was reluctant to let go, he still let go of Long Ziqi's hand and whispered, "Wait for me here."

Long Ziqi nodded and watched his tall figure and Jin Xishuo walk away.

Fu Xiange stood upright in front of the tombstone, looked at the smile on the tombstone, slowly took off his sunglasses, and sighed with a heavy heart.

Long Ziqi walked to her side without saying anything. It seemed that Jin Cunxu wanted Fu Xiange to tell him the story of the owner of the tombstone.

The long silence made people a little anxious, but Long Ziqi has always been patient and calm, without any anxiety, and his expression was as calm as ever.

"Jingwan died because of Cunxu."

After a long time, Fu Xiange's low voice caused waves in Long Ziqi's calm eyes. For some reason, his hands and feet were cold, and his eyes looked at the innocently smiling girl on the tombstone with disbelief, and his thoughts changed a thousand times.

That should have happened many years ago, so far away that it seemed like it happened in a previous life. If Jin Cunxu hadn't wanted Long Ziqi to know about it, it would have been something Fu Xiange would never want to recall again in this life!

For Fu Xiange, the thing she regretted most was falling in love with a man named Jin Xishuo when she was 16 years old.

The love that only lasted a glance cost her a heavy price, destroyed the hands she was most proud of in her life, and caused her to fall from heaven to hell.

But now, what Fu Xiange regrets most is that she abandoned her son, Cunxu, many years ago.

Everyone has their own unspeakable pain. No one understands this more deeply than Long Ziqi, but she doesn't know that Jin Cunxu's unspeakable pain is so obscure compared to hers.

and tragic.

At least she still has the protection and love of her family, but what about Jin Cunxu's past?

There is endless despair and coldness.

Fu Xiange's voice was very soft, without any emotion. When it fell on Long Ziqi's ears, it was extremely heavy. There was always a voice in his heart begging not to speak anymore, but there was nothing he could do, as if he had lost his body.
To be continued...