Only she and Lu Chuan knew about this matter back then, and it was impossible for anyone to tell her.

How could she know?

Banxia didn't answer Lu Zijin, looked at Lu Chuan with bright eyes, and asked in a faint voice: "Do you really think I've hated you for so many years because of that incident? You really don't remember when I started to really alienate you?"

After hearing her words, Lu Chuan was like a bolt from the blue. Images flashed through his mind. The hand holding Lu Zijing's wrist suddenly released, "At that time, you already knew?"

The last three words were full of bitterness, and he always thought he had concealed them well.

Back then, Lu Banxia knew that Lu Heng had a woman and an illegitimate daughter. She knew that Lu Chuan had known all this for a long time but had been hiding it from her and her mother. She felt resentful towards Lu Chuan and became a completely different person.

But she and Lu Chuan grew up together after all, and no matter how resentful she was, she couldn't bear to really hate him. Later, she didn't really ignore Lu Chuan, but she had to study hard and really didn't have time to meet or talk to Lu Chuan.

Or go out to dinner.

The two of them got along tepidly like this for several years, until Lu Heng's birthday that year. It was already past nine o'clock when Lu Banxia came back from school. She suddenly remembered Lu Chuan's birthday and went to the mall to choose a gift for him without hesitation.

Because after this birthday, she will study abroad and will not come back often. She will only come back maybe once a year at Christmas.

After she bought the gifts, she called home. The housekeeper said that the young master called back in the evening and said he was working overtime at the company and had not come back. She took the gifts and went to the company to pick him up from get off work.

At that time, Lu Chuan was already a manager and had a separate office. When Ban Xia arrived, the door of the office was open and the lights inside were on. She did not see Lu Chuan, but there was a strange sound coming from the single room that was hidden nearby.

sound.

She had never experienced anything between men and women, and had heard about it more or less. She was struck head-on, and pain swept through her body in an instant. She told herself in her heart that it might not be Lu Chuan, maybe someone else...

I know that this comfort is ridiculous.

This office belongs to Lu Chuan. Who else but him would dare to use his single lounge?

Lu Banxia told herself, don't go and see it, why do you need to see such an unsightly scene! Make yourself even more embarrassed!

However, his footsteps did not obey the orders of reason, and he walked into the door of the lounge step by step...

The light was dim, but enough for her to see everything in the room clearly.

It was the scorching heat of midsummer in the room, and she fell into the ice cellar outside the door. She was holding his birthday gift, standing alone outside the door, like a fool, as ridiculous as she wanted to be.

For a moment, Lu Banxia had an impulsive idea in her mind. She turned on the light and asked if she needed to help them close the door. After all, it was not good for others to see it. She also wanted to slap Lu Chuan. Ask

, a girl who has just turned eighteen is so uncontrollable for you?

She didn't.

Because Lu Chuan had no relationship with her, who had she to question why Lu Chuan did this? She asked, but it only made Lu Zijin even more proud!

She turned around and left quietly, as if nothing had happened. Holding the hard-earned gift tightly in her hands, she walked out of the company and walked alone on the one-way street. There was no one in the silent night.

Her mind went blank, she didn't know where she should go, so she walked forward aimlessly.

Lu Chuan spent an unforgettable night with Lu Zijin on his birthday, and Lu Banxia also spent an unforgettable night.

She walked for a whole* time holding the gift. When the east became white, she gave the gift in her hand to a trash can next to her, and then reached out to stop an empty car.

When she returned home, she was worried about her* mother. When she saw her, she hugged her immediately and couldn't help but shed tears.

Lu Banxia was very calm and said to her calmly: "Mom, I want to go to the United States to study. I will leave on the next flight today!"

Without asking any questions, her mother packed her luggage and called to book a flight. She was originally going to the United States, but now she just moved the time forward.

She doesn't want to stay here, not even for a second longer. Because the oxygen in this city makes her feel dirty!

Lu Banxia suddenly left to study in the United States without letting anyone see him off. Everyone was caught off guard. Lu Chuan even called her desperately. She answered the phone and said coldly: I want to read a book. Don't disturb me if you have nothing to do.

After saying that, he hung up the phone immediately!

Lu Chuan dialed a few more times, and she did the same thing again and again. As time went by, he stopped calling her. Lu Banxia would come back every Christmas, arriving on the first day and leaving on the second day. Each time, he would specially choose

Come back when Lu Chuan is away to avoid the possibility of them meeting!

She came back entirely for her mother.

It was the second year after she went to the United States that she learned that Lu Zijin was pregnant with Lu Chuan's child. On Christmas Eve, her mother called her and told her that Lu Heng had proposed divorce. She asked for her opinion. If she agreed, her mother would agree to the divorce.

If Banxia disagrees, she will not sign the divorce agreement.

Lu Banxia didn't say anything on the phone and directly booked a flight back to her home country. After getting off the plane, she called someone at the company and knew that Lu Heng was not in the company and must be with Yao Yu.

She took a taxi to where Yao Yu lived. This was the first time she came to visit Yao Yu and Lu Zijin after knowing about their existence. She wanted to talk to her father!

The car stopped at the door. When she was paying, she heard quarrels outside the car window. The people standing not far away were Lu Zijin and Lu Heng. Lu Zijin's face turned red with anger, and tears fell down.

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Lu Chuan's face was gloomy, with obvious impatience in his eyes. Finally, he shook off her hand and left quickly.

Lu Zijing cried behind her: Lu Chuan, you killed my child, I hate you! I hate you!

The driver also heard this. He kept shaking his head and lamenting that young people today don’t know how to love themselves. Even the way he looked at Lu Banxia changed...

Lu Banxia pretended not to see his eyes and looked out the car window. Lu Chuan walked in a hurry and drove away without noticing her.

After a while, Lu Zijin wiped away her tears and walked in.

Under the driver's urging, Lu Banxia did not get out of the car. She directly dialed Lu Heng's number and then told the driver an address.

She didn't want to know or care whether Lu Chuan and Lu Zijing were together or had children. Lu Zijing was willing to admit that she didn't care about anything about Lu Chuan. The only thing she cared about was her mother, that's all! -

Lu Chuan never understood why she left in such a hurry back then.

It turns out that she had known about it for a long time, and she had been pretending not to know, pretending to be deaf and mute, and kept silent for so many years!

"Lu Banxia, ​​do you really care about me?" When Lu Chuan asked this question, his heart was bleeding.

If she cared, why could she remain silent for so many years? Why didn't she even give him a chance to question him and let him explain?!

What does his feeling for her after so many years mean?

Seeing the deep pain in Lu Chuan's eyes, Lu Zijin smiled softly, "Lu Chuan, will you feel pain too? Will you feel one-tenth of the pain that I did back then?"

Lu Banxia was silent, looking at him with cold eyes. If she didn't care about him, then what was the whole time she walked alone?

Every minute and second of that *, her heart was bleeding, and the image of Lu Chuan and Lu Zijin entangled together kept echoing in her mind. If it were any woman, she would dare to question and scold Lu Chuan, but she didn't

It was Lu Zijin, but she was left speechless in pain. She could only swallow the blood back into her stomach, escape to the other side of the earth, and rely on time and loneliness to lick the bottomless wounds.

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"Lu Chuan, I don't want to know, nor am I interested in knowing, the grievances and grievances between you and Lu Zijin." Lu Banxia did not answer his question. When Lu Chuan asked this question, it also meant that he had never really understood each other in these years.

she.

That day, she cried alone until dawn, almost shedding all the tears in her life.

They have pushed her into a desperate situation, and now they want to accuse her of being cold-blooded and ruthless?

"If you want to make a fuss, please go back to Lu's house and close the door, make noise slowly, and make noise slowly; don't do it here. You can afford to lose face, but I can't!"

The calm voice spoke out slowly, which seemed to be the ultimate callousness in Lu Chuan's eyes! The most hurtful thing about Lu Banxia is never her sharp words, but her indifferent attitude, as if she has never had anything to do with you.

A black car drove up on the flat road and stopped in front of her. The window was rolled down. Xing Tian's sharp eyes glanced at Lu Chuan, who had an ugly face, and Lu Zijing, who was smiling very strangely. His eyebrows were furrowed, and his eyes were focused again.

Looking at Lu Banxia: "Secretary-General Lu, you are about to arrive at the Presidential Palace, why don't you go in?"

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Chapter completed!