Bai Yan felt that his heart was being hurt by him. He knew it would be painful, but he couldn't help but look away.

People, do they all like to belittle themselves like this? Even though they know that he is married, and they know that the person will never be themselves, they still want to see it with their own eyes, and they still want to see him happy.

The wedding car drove slowly from the opposite side of Bai Yan's car to the hotel, only a short distance away from him. Bai Yan stared at the wedding car, feeling a big emptiness in his heart, empty and numb, there was a cold wind whistling through but there was no

Any echo.

Nan Si and Rongrong were sitting behind the float, with the glass windows lowered. When they looked outside, their eyes fell on the cars on the roadside. Their eyebrows moved slightly, and their entire backbone stiffened involuntarily.

Bai Yan's eyes seemed to meet each other through the glass for a moment. He even felt that Nan Si had seen him, and his fingers on the steering wheel tightened tighter and tighter.

When their positions were about to overlap and their eyes were in the same straight line, Rongrong beside him suddenly tugged at the corner of his clothes and said, "Honey, I'm so nervous. What if I forget my words?"

Nan Si's eyes suddenly retracted, meeting Rongrong's nervous and expectant beautiful eyes, and a comforting smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "It's okay, I'm by your side."

Rongrong hugged his arm and rested her head on his shoulder, "I feel that I am the happiest woman in the world. Nan Si, thank you for giving me another chance. I will be a good wife and be filial in the future."

Parents, take good care of you and be your strongest support!"

No matter how you look at it, the smile on Nan Si's face seems to be covered with a veil and blurred. He patted her hand with his fingers, as if to comfort her.

At that moment of separation, Bai Yan seemed to hear the heart-breaking sound of his own heart, which was fierce, ferocious, and desperate. The knife was cutting him one by one, but he couldn't see the wound and couldn't hear the blood.

The sound of a river flowing.

He can still look back at Nan Si's wedding car and see that he and Rongrong are about to enter a happy marriage together with everyone's blessings and take the path that he thinks is easier; but he also sees Nan Si's wedding car.

Si's life and his own life are two intersecting lines. There will be a focus in the middle. After the intersection, there will never be any intersection.

Once upon a time, I worked overtime very late, and the two of them just spent the night on the sofa in the office. In his sleep, Bai Yan called his name very loudly, and then woke up and heard him vaguely agree from the sofa opposite.

He said, "Yeah."

Knowing that he was there, I felt very relieved at that moment, turned over, and fell asleep again.

When her sister gave birth to her nephew in the United States, she had a caesarean section. Bai Yan was busy with work and did not go back. Her parents and brother-in-law were by her side to send her to the delivery room. Later, she called Bai Yan and said, "I had to know that your brother-in-law was there at that time to feel relieved. In fact,

Even if he can't control anything anymore and he's not a doctor, if you just take one more look at him, he won't be so scared."

This is what husband and wife mean to each other. In the name of husband and wife, whether they love each other or not, they are inherently different from others.

I have heard many stories like this. No matter how bad the relationship between husband and wife is, the woman just won't divorce. Because occasionally she wakes up at night and knows that there is someone beside her, a living person who can breathe and pant, even if it is no longer useful.

, no matter how bad he is, he is someone closer to himself than strangers and friends.

Sometimes, just having him there is a deep comfort.

At this moment, Bai Yan was really scared. Family and children were all bonds that were difficult to let go of. If one day, he really didn't intend to leave her and just lived like this, what should he do?

******************Looking for the dividing line of monthly tickets****************

Long Pei showed up at the wedding with A Li. Nan Si did not invite those high-ranking officials, and there was not so much red tape. After a brief introduction, he and A Li stood in the corner and looked at the group of people with expressionless expressions.

Nan Si came over from a distance with two glasses of wine and handed him one, "Your Excellency, thank you for coming to my wedding."

The two raised their glasses and took a sip. Long Pei lowered his eyes and glanced at Bo Lifei, "Go and get something to eat."

How could Bo Lifei be so smart not know that Long Pei was deliberately leaving him, so he didn't say anything and went to get the food alone.

Long Pei took out the envelope from his pocket and handed it to him, but Nan Si didn't take it and looked at him with a confused look, "Your Excellency." The gift money had already been given.

"Bai Yan."

Nan Si's expression froze, and he became unnaturally pale. He stretched out his hand to take the envelope, as if he was holding something weighing a thousand kilograms in his hand, as if he could no longer hold it and would drop it at any moment.

Opening it, there was only one receipt besides a greeting card. When he saw the model number, he couldn't help but smile sadly. Why was Bai Yan still treating him so well at this moment?

They saw this sofa together at that time. They liked it very much, but there was only a sample exhibition. The actual product was imported from Italy. It needs to be booked one month in advance. It will take about three months before and after it arrives. Bai Yan even joked that he would buy it as a gift.

He made a wedding gift. He glared at Bai Yan fiercely and said nothing. He thought it would be troublesome so he didn't ask for it.

Unexpectedly, Bai Yan secretly ordered it later and actually gave it to himself as a wedding gift.

When I open the greeting card, there is no title, just a simple sentence - I hope this world will be stable and the years will be peaceful.

Nan Si held the greeting card tightly with his fingers and looked sideways at Long Pei who said sadly, "Sir, how did you choose such a fool in the first place?"

Long Pei's dark eyes glanced at him calmly, then looked at Huang Rongrong, who was accompanying the two elders, and raised his lips, "There are many women in this world, why is it her?"

Nan Si's eyes followed his, and Rongrong's eyes happened to look over, and she nodded to them with a gentle smile; he tried his best to maintain the curvature of the corners of his mouth, and his voice was filled with incomparable sadness, "Since it can't be him,

It doesn’t matter who you marry.”

To outsiders, Nan Si was crazy for marrying a woman who had betrayed him. But he knew very well in his heart that marrying Rongrong was no different from marrying someone else. Some things that have passed can never come back.

He doesn't have Bai Yan's bravery and purity, nor does he have the courage and majesty of Your Excellency; he can't leave the two elders alone, and he can't be the enemy of the world; he can only choose a path that is not too hard and not too difficult.

Walk.

Selfishness is human nature!

************************Find the dividing line for monthly tickets******************

Gu Mingxi glanced at the watch on her wrist and saw that the wedding had already begun. She looked at Bai Yan with a dull expression and patted his shoulder, "How do you feel?"

Although he knew about his relationship with Nan Si, he actually mentioned it very rarely. After all, homosexuality was an anomaly in country C. Gu Mingxi never asked about the details of their relationship, fearing that Bai Yan would be embarrassed and that he would be awkward; Bai Yan also never asked about the details of their relationship.

I didn't say anything, probably because I was afraid that she would be uncomfortable and bored.

But apart from Gu Mingxi, Bai Yan had no other person to talk to. Hearing her pitiful tone and thinking of Nan Si's move to leave him immediately because of Rongrong's move, tears suddenly burst into tears and he couldn't control himself.

.

I have been suppressing my patience and trying my best to pretend as if nothing has happened. My mood is always gloomy. It has become a habit. I can no longer cry loudly and happily. I just have tears that keep pouring out. I am choked and unable to breathe, and my voice is trembling softly.

, "I feel so uncomfortable..."

Gu Mingxi had nothing to say. Relationships are like people who know whether the water is warm or not. In the affairs of two people, even the best friends can only intervene to a limited extent.

Bai Yan lasted for more than half an hour, his emotions completely collapsed, and even he couldn't control himself.

Gu Mingxi didn't want him to stay in this festive scene and asked to change seats. She sent Bai Yan back.

Everyone knows about Nan Si's happiness, but only a few people know about Bai Yan's suffering.

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Gu Mingxi picked two bottles of red wine from the wine rack in the living room, went to the kitchen to get goblets, sat on the carpet, opened the wine and said, "Let's have a drink. Drinking will make you feel better."

He raised the glass filled with wine in front of Bai Yan. Bai Yan glanced at her, sat down from the sofa on the floor, took the glass and drank it in one gulp.

Gu Mingxi poured him another glass, "What are your plans for the future...?"

Bai Yan finished his second cup and murmured, "I want to wait for him until he is forty."

Gu Mingxi stopped pouring the wine and looked at him with cold eyes, "Bai Yan, don't be stupid! This is not realistic at all. If he can come back to you in the future, why would he leave now?

"

She really didn't expect Bai Yan to still want to wait for Nan Si.

Is it worth it?

Bai Yan took the cup and poured the wine into his mouth with a wry smile, pursed his lips, and looked at her with misty eyes, "Mingxi, I have lost the ability to love others."

It's not that he doesn't have the ability to love, it's just that he can't do it if he's not that person. He can't imagine being with another woman in the future, let alone a man.

What he likes and loves is just that person, regardless of gender or identity.

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The finished work of "Yaoyao Escape":

Brave series: "The President's Rich Ex-Wife", "Sleeping with Cops and Robbers: My Wife Does All Evil", "Contract Lover: Women Can Only Love Me"
Chapter completed!