The young scholar felt like a clown who was entertaining himself...

"every day……"

"I'll share what I've eaten for you."

"I think you don't have enough food, so I asked my sister-in-law to cook more food for me..."

The young scholar seemed to let out an unidentified laugh.

It seems to be a ridicule of oneself.

"I treat you as auspicious."

"I give you food every day... Actually, I almost thought it was offering you to you in my heart..."

"I'm with you..."

“Isn’t it good enough?”

The young scholar only felt that his heart was really thrown on the ground and slashed.

The more serious he was at that time, how hard he was to accept it and how unwilling he was to be...

...

The young scholar couldn't help but red his eyes.

After the heavy rain in the capital, the young scholar's eyes turned red for the first time.

He kept his anger in his heart.

He is unwilling to admit defeat.

He felt that he was the victim.

Cried...

It means showing weakness.

Showing weakness...

Doesn’t that mean that he is the unreasonable party?

...

No.

The young scholar shook his head.

He is not wrong.

How could he be wrong?

...

The young scholar pinched the windowsill.

He took a deep breath.

Then raise your head.

He closed his eyes hard.

The burning eyes made him very angry.

He didn't want tears to flow out.

...

From childhood to adulthood, young scholars have never suffered any hardships.

Although the family is average, the family is harmonious.

My brother is very awesome.

I often take him to the mountains to make him some delicious food.

Later, his parents died early, but he still had an older brother.

I have a sister-in-law again.

He is still well cared for.

The biggest pain he has ever suffered is studying.

He paid a lot to study.

But he has confidence in his talent.

Many times, reading is not a hard thing.

It's something that makes him happy.

He felt that he would definitely achieve something in his study.

Are you young and frivolous?

What's wrong?

...

The young scholar can be said to have lived to this day without any trouble.

This failure was his first time...experienced.

Still such a big failure...

It was still because he thought the ending was decided...

Reality slapped him a big slap.

Although failure made him feel unacceptable.

What made him even more unacceptable...

It was this failure...

It was the result of his being fooled.

...

Thinking of the angry place, the young scholar suddenly opened his eyes.

...

Um!?

After a moment of stammering, the young scholar suddenly opened his eyes wide.

His eyes were almost slighted torn apart.

That, that's...

...

"Wait, wait!"

The young scholar had no time to leave the door.

He climbed up the windowsill clumsy and panickedly.

...

"Tear~"

In a hurry, the young scholar's clothes were torn.

The young scholar didn't even care about his head.

He fell to the ground almost face down.

He staggered.

Run forward staggeringly.

...

"Wait, wait!"

The young scholar screamed again.

A look of eagerness.

...

The scholar who has been waiting in the study for a long time is naturally not good at running.

But the obsession that had been around for many days was right in front of me, and the young scholar gritted his teeth.

The smell of rust was faintly permeated in the mouth.

...

The young scholar struggled to wield his hands.
To be continued...