But the big sister is different.

He could clearly feel his elder sister's concern for him.

He couldn't stand it any longer in front of his eldest sister.

He himself felt embarrassed.

It seems that every time he sees his eldest sister, he is crying, crying and complaining...

He was worried that the eldest sister would get tired of hearing this and find him annoying.

Don't want to...talk to him.

…

He struggled to control himself.

I felt uneasy.

If the eldest sister is as indifferent to him as his parents were...

he……

He didn't know what would happen to him.

terrible.

He didn't even dare to think about it.

…

But he can't always control himself.

He is too depressed at home and at school.

He needs to vent and talk.

…

On this day, there was a spring outing in school.

The primary school spring outing is very simple.

Just go to a scenic spot, and then a few people will spread out the picnic cloth, sit together, eat, drink, laugh and make fun.

…

If not for the spring outing, which requires parents and teachers to ask for leave, the little boy would not want to go for the spring outing at all.

There are also autumn outings.

Unlike other children who have different expectations for spring and autumn outings, he starts to get nervous from the moment he receives the notice.

Spring and autumn outings are fun for other children.

For him, there was only embarrassment and confusion from beginning to end.

…

He talked a lot to his eldest sister.

I also did some mental construction for several days.

But when the day actually came, I saw the scenes in my imagination play out in front of my eyes: other people were talking and laughing, choosing places, spreading picnic blankets...

His whole body stiffened.

Before anyone else noticed him, he turned around and left in a hurry.

He knew that in fact, as long as he said so, the classmates would not mind if there was one more person.

He knows...

But he couldn't speak.

No one took the initiative to invite him.

He can't walk up to someone naturally and then ask with a smile...can he join them too?

He can't do it.

Just thinking about it made him so nervous that he almost fainted.

He struggled for a long time and decided to let himself go.

Don't force yourself.

Moreover, what if he joins?

He was still sitting there alone.

Watching other people laugh and laugh.

In this case……

Just don't join in the first place.

Save him the embarrassment.

Others may also feel uncomfortable.

…

Gradually, the little boy could no longer hear the children's laughter.

He slowed down.

He raised his eyes and looked around.

…

The little boy deliberately chose a place with few people to walk.

This trail is very quiet.

There are lush tree crowns on both sides.

The sunlight faintly outlines the outline of the green leaves.

Falling colorful tree shadows.

ah!

The little boy's eyes lit up.

He saw a seat not far away.

But then, his eyes dimmed.

There is someone on the seat.

It's an old man and a grandma.

…

"!?"

The stumbling under his feet made the little boy's heart skip a beat.

It's just that he didn't have time to react.

His body fell forward.

He had a look of horror on his face.

…

"careful!"

As soon as this sound reached his ears, the little boy felt a force pulling him.

…

"Are you OK?"

…

The little boy blinked.

A look of shock on his face.

…

"Hello."

A hand waved in front of the little boy's face.

"Are you stupid?"

…

"I'm not stupid."

The little boy retorted subconsciously.
Chapter completed!