Chapter 287
The sudden quarrel made both of them feel stuffy, especially since they had no experience in quarreling with others. This feeling of being so stuffy was too uncomfortable.
But the space in this small cave is large, so it can be occupied by one person and cannot be stopped. I have no choice but to find anything.
Not long after, Qin Xi regretted it. Why did he have to work hard to expand the cave just now? If it was still like before, he would have to get over it with shame, maybe it would be fine. But now he can't even get over it, and he can't hold it down.
He had never done such a thing, nor did he know how to get along with a woman. He just felt that she was like this for the time being, and that was like that for the time being, and he didn't listen to anything, which really...it really made him not know what to do.
But he didn't think he was wrong. How many people are in this world who practice dual cultivation? How could every pair of companions of companions be of equal strength? There are always fronts and backs. What's wrong with relying on their own companions?
Thinking of this, he forgot that his self-esteem was damaged by the word "六可可" by the word "六可".
Mo Tiange kept his back to him, calmly packing up the medicine bottles. He didn't know where she got so many things to clean up, and after collecting one after another.
Until another demonic energy floated outside, blocking the entrance to the light.
"sorry."
Qin Xi was stunned for a moment.
Mo Tiange coughed, turned his back to him again in the darkness, and plucked up the courage: "I know you have good intentions, but... some things are not that simple. Maybe you think this is nothing, but it is very important to me."
“…”
After a while, she didn't respond. She couldn't help but feel annoyed. She was not good at quarrels and felt even more unhappy.
So this annoyance was brought into her words: "Of course, if you think all your thoughts are right and you have to do everything as you say, then I have nothing to say."
There was a rumor behind her, and she was about to turn her head when someone hugged her from behind.
"I'm sorry." His voice was low, but very clear.
With just three words, I feel that all the anger I had before disappeared.
The two of them sat in embrace each other one after another.
"I know I was too impulsive just now and shouldn't give you time to consider it," he said.
"No need to do this." She whispered, pulled his hand away, turned around, looked at his eyes in the darkness, and said seriously, "I apologized for my attitude about what happened just now, and I was also impulsive. But, the matter still needs to be made clear, do you agree?"
"Um."
"I..." Mo Tiange thought for a while, but didn't know where to start, so he simply started from the beginning, "I came from the secular world. Although I was just an ordinary village girl, I was from the surname of my mother and from the clan generation. My mother had raised me like boys. When I was a child, I had to study like those boys, and I had to study better than them. My mother always said that my father said that no matter whether it is a man or a woman, his children should be well educated, so she would give me what I could give me, and everything I could do was to do the best."
"... Later, my mother left, and I embarked on the road to cultivating immortals. When I arrived in Kunwu, I met my second uncle. The second uncle said, maybe other female cultivators can slack off, but I can't. My physique is capital and a death talisman. Therefore, I not only have to be better than the female cultivators, but also work harder than most male cultivators..."
After talking so much for a long time, she almost forgot what she was going to say. She rarely recalls some things because every time she recalls, she is just a person. But now there is someone listening, so she can't help but talk about the joys and sorrows she experienced with her second uncle over the past ten years.
"...I've become used to this kind of life, and it has become my own belief. It's not that I don't trust you or don't want to listen to you, but... it's that it goes against my belief for so many years. Uncle Second said that being passionate and weak are the enemies of female cultivators, so he has always asked me to be self-reliant and not rely on anyone, even if one day I find someone who can accompany me." She looked up and met his gaze, "If I really don't have to do anything in the future, it would be equivalent to denying my previous life for more than 80 years."
“…”
The demonic aura drifted away and the cave lit up.
Qin Xi didn't speak for a long time, but he didn't let her go.
These recounts reminded him of those three years of the Yunwu Sect. During those three years, he was indifferent at first, then discovered her secret, and finally became interested.
When he first learned her secret, he was a little confused because she was different from the women he looked down upon. Then he felt that maybe she was the kind he admired, like Uncle Miaoyi and Senior Sister Pixun. Later, he felt that she was tenacious and hardworking. A monk had such qualities. If he had enough opportunities and luck, he could achieve something. In the next few decades, he watched her grow up step by step...
I used to think that it would be great for her to have such a strong personality. These are qualities he appreciates. At least she would not become a woman he hates. But now, their relationship is different now, and he thinks it is not the case.
So what if you rely on him? If nothing can be brought to her, what's the point of being with him? He felt confused, so he said so.
Mo Tiange opened his eyes wide, turned around and stared at him: "Do you think what you bring to me means to me?"
Qin Xi also opened his eyes: "Isn't it?"
"..." Mo Tiange was speechless. She only realized that there was a problem with their communication.
"What's wrong? Tell me!"
She thought for a while and asked him, "What if the two of us changed?"
"Hmm?" He didn't understand what this meant.
She said again: "If... our gender is changed, what about you a woman?"
"..." This assumption made Qin Xi dark, "Do I look like a woman?"
Mo Tiange patted his hand off and leaned against the rock wall and looked at him with his chest: "Actually, you don't really look down on women, right?"
"…yes." Although he knew it would be better to deny it, he still chose to admit it honestly.
"Then do you look down on me?"
"Of course not!" He hurriedly explained, "If I looked down on you, I wouldn't have interacted with you when I was in the Yunwu Sect. I knew you were a woman, but..."
Seeing him like this, Mo Tiange smiled: "What are you anxious about? I didn't say anything about you."
He sighed, feeling that he couldn't explain it.
Mo Tiange looked at him and said, "Look, you actually have a certain degree of prejudice against women because some people are not motivated. If I am like those unmotivated women, would you still look at me differently?"
"……Won't."
"Will it be together?" she said briskly, "Isn't the reason you look at me differently because of my personality? If... if we are together, I will rely on you in the future. After that time, maybe you will feel annoyed."
"...How is that possible!" He intuitively denied, but he could not say a reason, "This..."
"No need for this or that, I'm not making things difficult for you." Mo Tiange held his hand and said seriously, "Actually, this time I came out, I discovered the other side of you."
"What?" He was a little nervous.
"Let's assume," she carefully considered the words, "If I were with you, you would have taken everything into consideration, right?"
“…Is there anything wrong with this?”
She did not answer and continued, "You do all the things, you do all the responsibilities, you recite them, and you solve them. Will this be the case?"
"..." He couldn't answer.
Without listening to his answer, Mo Tiange already knew his answer when he saw his guilty look.
"I'm not saying that you're not good at this." She said, "If you look at it from a mortal perspective, you are a responsible person and will do whatever you like, rather than instruct others to do." Just like the villagers in the Mojia Village who always let their wives surround them.
"But we are monks. I am not a mortal woman. I will have no sense of existence when I follow you like this." After saying this, she didn't know what to say, so she asked, "Do you understand this way?"
"..." Qin Xi was still silent, not knowing what he was thinking.
It was not until a long time later that he said, "I think... I roughly understand what you mean. Are you trying to say that I will turn you into a woman who does nothing and only relies on others?" Just like Uncle Miaoyi and Senior Sister Su Xin, he could not imagine that they would stand behind a man, probably... Tiange could not do it either.
"It's almost the same..." In fact, she wanted to say that he has a strong personality, but she has a very strong personality. If she is together like this, there will definitely be conflicts. But if he says this, he will be nervous again, right?
"Okay..." he said seriously, "I try to change as much as possible, not take everything into consideration, give you the opportunity to grow, so that you can move forward with your own strength. Is this enough?"
She smiled, said nothing, but slowly leaned up, spread her arms, and hugged him for the first time.
So he laughed, but said seriously: "But I have requirements for you too."
"Um?"
"First……"
She interrupted, "Do you have several more?"
"I'm just talking about it!" He was dissatisfied.
"Okay, you'll talk first."
"First, don't think about solving anything in the future by leaving."
“…”
"Do you agree?" he urged.
"Okay." Mo Tiange didn't hesitate for too long. This requirement is not an exaggeration. If we can be together so honestly, of course there is nothing that cannot be solved.
"Second, you can try to ask me a little."
"Ah?" What are the conditions?
Seeing her doubts, Qin Xi smiled: "Although I admire a self-reliant woman, if you are too strong, I will not have a sense of existence. Therefore, some things that can depend on me will depend on me."
“…”
She didn't answer for a while, so he was a little nervous: "No?"
"Okay, take a step back." He can't let everything retreat. What's the difference between this and giving and asking for? She is a very fair person, "But there is no third one, right?"
Qin Xi smiled and hugged her tightly: "No more."
"Well," Mo Tiange said with his finger, "You have two requirements, mine can also be changed. Let's make two chapters of agreement."
"Ah?" This... needs to be the same? Is it fair?
She ignored it and said to herself: "First, trust me, no matter what the situation is, I must believe in whatever I say. As long as you can do it, I will trust you and believe it completely."
"Okay." He hardly hesitated.
"Second, give me a chance to grow myself until I can stand shoulder to shoulder with you."
"no problem."
"third……"
"Didn't you say the second chapter of the law?"
"I'll just say it..."
It's harder to practice than to write. I found that I had written many messy sentences in a hurry. Well, I like to confess, so it's better to do it~
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