Chapter 245 The Unspeakable Secret
He never denies his appreciation for this woman.
Perhaps it is because of Mingzhu, or because of those admirers, he never takes women very much. He always feels that although men are not talented, they often have too many messy things in their hearts. Except for a few, they are not suitable for practicing immortality.
But Mo Tiange is the one he thinks is one of the individuals.
When she is diligent and has extremely poor talent, she will not complain about herself, but will work harder than others. Even after learning that she is extremely talented, she will not slacken at all. She is serious and has never seen her focus on other messy things, but just practice immortality seriously and walk her own path seriously. She loves herself, starting from being a young qi-refining cultivator with nothing, and wants to go further in the path of immortality, she always works hard on her own without betraying her pride and self-esteem; she also has some wisdom, although she can do wrong things and go the wrong path, she will learn lessons.
Since she met her, such a young monk who was inconspicuous in Kunwu has gradually grown to this day and has become a true elite disciple of a major sect. Her hard work and persistence have not changed, but her experience and handling things have been growing. Although he has promoted the top leaders in it, her talent and hard work are undeniable.
In fact, in some ways, she was lucky. She thought she was a useless spiritual root, but she turned out to be a natural resource, and she was favored by the god-transforming monk and obtained some extraordinary treasures.
But her own efforts deserve this result.
In fact, which of the monks who can get to the back is not the result of diligence and luck? The master is no longer lucky. He practices his own promotion, but there are many extraordinary treasures in fighting on his body, and these are also the foundation for establishing one's own life. Master Zhenyang, uncle Miaoyi, and the master Songfeng who has a grudge against their master and disciple, has never encountered the opportunity or obtained the extraordinary treasure? This also includes himself.
Everyone in Xikunwu said that Qin Shoujing is a genius who is hard to find for thousands of years. In fact, what about it? The qualifications of two spiritual roots, even if both spiritual roots are excellent, how can you compare with those real geniuses with single spiritual roots? Even if he is simple in mind, he will never encounter bottlenecks.
Before building the foundation, it was indeed the result of his own efforts, but it was also necessary to cultivate his master. After building the foundation, he often went out, both for the experience of his mind and for opportunities. Because he felt that he could not rely on his master for the rest of his life.
He was lucky and alert enough, so he successfully encountered many opportunities and obtained many spiritual treasures, including Yang Lingzhu and Sanyang True Fire Sword.
At the age of 78, the ill person who was unaware of it was surprised that he, a cultivator with two spiritual roots, could do this level, but in fact, it was because he got the Yang Lingzhu.
The Yang Lingzhu is a treasure made by the focus of the spiritual energy of heaven and earth. It is condensed from very pure positive spiritual energy. The small one sucks away a certain spiritual vein of Kunwu, making it an ordinary mountain without spiritual energy. Then it is buried in a certain place for tens of thousands of years and obtained by him.
Therefore, after obtaining the Yang Lingzhu, he no longer needs to absorb spiritual energy from the outside world, because in some ways, there is a whole spiritual vein in his body.
Such a strange treasure made his cultivation improve by leaps and bounds, and he successfully advanced to the elixir at the age of 78.
However, if someone else changes, you will definitely get these strange treasures. Will you encounter these opportunities? Sometimes, even if the opportunity and the strange treasures are in front of you, those who do not work hard will not get them.
Those monks who do not know how to work hard but always use their talents and opportunities to judge their cultivation, or those who rely on their outstanding talents and do not work hard, will never understand these principles.
So, in some ways, he admired this woman because she let him see himself.
The master told him that people who are opposite or similar will easily become curious about each other, and curiosity is the first step toward having feelings.
He didn't believe it at first, but now he has to believe it.
When did you treat her as a woman, not a child?
Maybe it was when he came to Xuanqing Gate to restore his original identity, or maybe it was during the long thirty-five years. He wanted to recall it, but found that he couldn't remember it clearly. Sometimes he even felt that this relationship seemed to have no reason and suddenly arise.
Because of appreciation, I am curious, because of curiosity, I pay attention, and because of attention, I pay more attention. When I put more thoughts, I can't give up in the end.
Sometimes he thought carefully, maybe it was because when they met, she had grown up, right? Their encounter was seven years late, giving her enough time to grow up. So at the beginning, although he still thought about how this child was, he knew in his heart that she had grown up and she was not a child.
She treated him as a monk of the same level, and would joke with him, tell him some experiences, and even talk about his thoughts. This relaxed and joyfulness made him happy.
And he subconsciously wanted to hide his identity because he liked the feeling of equality with her. He always felt that if he told the truth, their distance would suddenly become farther and she would no longer have that trust in him.
He told Zhong Muling that because he did not hide it, she would not stay in Xuanqing Gate. Yes, this is one of the reasons. She was like a frightened bird at that time. If she knew his true identity, she would have tried every means to escape, right? She could trust Qin Xi a little bit, but could not trust Qin Shoujing with all her heart, especially when she escaped like that back then.
He didn't think too much about saving her during the monster riot. Did he have any extra emotions for her at that time? It seemed that he couldn't remember it even after too long. But he was sure that he did not have the idea of dual cultivation at that time.
He would not like a monk who had just built a foundation, even if she was extremely talented. The difference between her over a hundred years old was nothing in the eyes of those who were cultivating immortals, and he had no blood relationship with her. Even he and his father were just companions. Although they had a close relationship, they were actually more than one hundred years apart. Are they seniority? For monks, this is a problem that would not exist at all. There is only one thing he must care about, which is the difference in cultivation.
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He patiently sought the thoughts and searched for traces of the past deep in his heart, but found that the reason was so simple. He was not a transcendent person, and the utilitarianism of the monk was deeply buried in his bones and blood. Even if he had a good impression of his heart, he, Qin Shoujing and Xuanqing Gate, would not marry a woman who had just built a foundation and had an unknown immortal path.
These are the fragments he picked up after recalling today, but he never thought about them back then.
Later, he entered the Xutian Realm and met the two god-transforming monks, which made him suffer such humiliation.
He thought he was standing high and looking at her, and he felt a little bit of good feelings in his heart, but he couldn't convince himself and let go of his cultivation. However, it turned out that in the eyes of others, he only had the word "六文六文六文六文六文六文六文六文六文六文六文六�
The word "Roof" is almost the greatest humiliation for a man.
This is especially true for Qin Shoujing, who has a high opinion of himself and is currently free from dust.
Therefore, he practiced frantically, wanting those two people to know that Qin Shoujing would be able to compete with them, or even surpass them, and finally step into the great way.
But the master said that he had fallen into his own devil, and asked him to think about it carefully, his simplicity when he first cultivated immortality.
At that time, he did not practice immortality for any reason, but just wanted to practice immortality. So he had no ties or obsessions, but just practiced wholeheartedly.
And not now.
Over the years, he has not known that his state of mind has changed. He is no longer the Qin Shoujing who has no extra emotions in his heart, does not recognize the taste of obsession, is pure in his heart, and has no desires, and is simple in Taoism.
But once it changes, how can it be transformed back to its original simplicity?
He tried to calm himself down, so this retreat lasted for thirty-five years.
And in these thirty-five years, he actually fell into the situation he set and finally trapped himself firmly. The more he wanted to prove himself, or love him more in his imagination, he was obsessed with obsession and was difficult to get rid of.
Today, he slowly took out these thoughts that he had never thought about in the past from the corner of his memory, no matter how difficult these thoughts were to speak of.
He originally thought that he might be like this for his whole life, obsessed with the path of immortality, lonely for a lifetime, and finally embarked on the supreme path.
Or, you will truly fall in love with a woman, no matter what identity or status you have, and will stay with you until your life ends and you will be together.
But it turned out that he was not as innocent as he thought, nor as noble as he thought.
He developed feelings for a woman, but was trapped in his cultivation and enjoyed the superiority of looking down on her. Because of his self-esteem and this sense of superiority were violated, he practiced frantically in order to allow himself to look down on her again.
Why do he have such dark emotions? Or is it because he can't let go of her, but he can't let go of his ridiculous self-esteem, and he doesn't want to admit that he was the one who had the feelings first. Or, he is so utilitarian, and he is not different from those monks.
The master is right. He fell into a devil's obstacle and thought that by practicing his own concentration to the Nascent Soul, he could get rid of these unspeakable darkness. In fact, this is just putting the cart before the horse.
However, even if he knew his heart, he would not say these words now.
If you say it now, what is the difference between trying to use her? If you can't form a Nascent Soul, you will want to get her so that you can get rid of your obsession and get a baby smoothly? He doesn't want to do such despicable things, and he doesn't even want to have any connection with it.
This is what he can do after admitting all the darkness of his life, and the last bit of persistence.
The way to become an immortal is to go by himself. How can you rely on the other side? Even if love and cultivation of immortals are still his lifelong wish.
And she probably won't have a utilitarian emotion mixed with.
So, if you can't let go of love, then wait until he becomes the Nascent Soul, wait until she turns into a golden elixir, and then ask simply, are you willing to visit the immortal path together?
If she wants, her long-cherished wish will be fulfilled. If she doesn't want to, she will not be able to do so in this life.
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