Qiu Yi didn't know why he was saying sorry, for his attitude towards Bian Nan or for his mentality that he couldn't explain clearly.

He didn't know how Bian Nan understood this sentence.

Bian Nan is sometimes very immature, but sometimes very delicate. Qiu Yi is not sure if he feels it, but now he can't ask.

After he said sorry, Bian Nan was silent for a while, rubbed his forehead against his chest, and said, "You have said sorry several times today."

"Is that true?" Qiu Yi said.

"Yeah." Bian Nan rubbed his back gently, pushed him away and lay back on the bed, "I'll take a moment, are there two students in the afternoon?"

"Yeah," Qiu Yi smiled, "You..."

"Oh by the way, clothes," Bian Nan sat up again, took off his clothes, then lay back on the bed and pulled the quilt over it, "I must wake me up if I didn't wake up when you left. You must dare not call me if you go by yourself, be careful that I will suck you."

"Okay." Qiu Yi said.

I don’t know if Bian Nan was really sleepy, so he closed his eyes and stopped talking or moving.

Qiu Yi stood by the bed for twenty minutes. After hearing his slow breathing, he fell asleep, he moved his legs and walked out of the room with a cigarette box.

Qiu Yan couldn't help but run to his father's house, staying two meters away from his father wearing a mask. The two of them didn't know what TV they were watching and they smiled happily.

Qiu Yan's laughter was crisp and contagious. He couldn't help but curl the corners of his mouth and wanted to be happy together.

The wind was quite strong in the yard. After lit a cigarette, he took a chair and sat under the wall.

If everyone at home knew about it, they wouldn't be so nervous.

Bian Nan's unintentional words kept spinning in his mind.

cannot.

no.

...Don't dare.

Qiu Yi took a deep breath of cigarette.

He likes Bian Nan, so this doesn't need to be confirmed anymore.

But this feeling, which was similar to betrayal to his mother in his heart, kept making him feel breathless.

Recently, I have gradually become more and more dreamed of my mother.

Every time he woke up in the middle of the night with cold hands and feet.

Even this dream of his mother changing from missing her to awakening makes him feel painful.

Sorry, to mom.

Sorry. Go to the south of the border.

sorry……

"Brother," Qiu Yan ran to the yard for some time, and was frowning at him, and said in a low voice, "You smoke again."

"You want to pee?" Qiu Yi looked at him with a cigarette in his mouth.

"Yes," Qiu Yan ran to him, "Don't smoke."

"You go pee, and I will pinch you after you pee," said Qiu Yi.

"Are you in a bad mood?" Qiu Yan asked while running to the toilet.

"Hmm?" Qiu Yi was stunned for a moment, not in a bad mood, but if there was a little bit of trouble in his heart, it could be obvious that even the primary school students could see it?

"I usually tell you not to smoke, but you will throw it away immediately." Qiu Yan ran into the toilet.

Qiu Yi looked at the cigarette in his hand, pinched the cigarette with a smile, and threw it into the trash can.

After Qiu Yan went to the bathroom, he ran back to his father's house. Qiu Yi followed him in: "If you want to sleep, just sleep in your father's bed for a while."

"Oh." Although Qiu Yan didn't want to sleep, the biological clock obviously did not cooperate, so he took off his clothes and lay on the bed.

"Da Huzi went with you to class in the afternoon?" My father turned the TV and asked.

"Well, he has nothing else to do anyway." Qiu Yi said.

"Does he want to give him some lessons?" Dad thought for a while, "Why don't you introduce him to a student?"

"Come on, do you think he looks like a person who can pass the exam?" Qiu Yi said with a smile.

My dad thought about it and laughed: "It doesn't look like it, but he's quite smart."

"It's not useful to the real place," Qiu Yi tidied up the blanket on his father's leg. "Once a person has a way out, no matter what you are willing or unwilling to accept, he will not use all his strength. He probably hasn't thought about these things since he was a child."

"Do you have no way out?" Dad looked at him squintly.

"Where to retreat, to you?" Qiu Yi laughed, "and then starved to death together."

"Oh," my dad bounced his forehead and coughed a few times, "You're still not merciless at all when you squeeze your dad."

"Did you sleep very late at night?" Qiu Yi said, "I always cough. It's cold now, don't worry me."

"Well, I got it, I'll pay attention." Dad nodded.

After chatting with my dad for a few more words, Qiu Yi heard the phone ringing in the south of the living room.

I guess Bian Nan was so sleeping that he couldn't hear it. He hesitated for a moment, and went to the living room to pick up Bian Nan's bag, and leaned into the room: "Bian Nan, your phone is ringing."

Bian Nan covered half of his face in the quilt and didn't move.

Qiu Yi waited for a while, but his cell phone was still ringing, so he had to take out his cell phone from his bag.

Miaomiao.

Qiu Yi felt that this name sounded a little familiar.

Miaomiao?

After putting his phone back in his bag, he remembered that Xu Rui mentioned this name during the barbecue that day.

Qiu Yi still remembers that the girl’s names are basically code names, and there is no serious name. This is the first time I saw that it is not only a name, but also a nickname.

Qiu Yi entered the house, sat down beside the bed, and looked at Bian Nan's side face.

Suddenly I felt a little emotional, and a little unspeakable depression.

In the past ten years, Bian Nan probably never thought about the word homosexuality, and he would never think of something happening to a man one day.

If you don't have yourself...

He might follow the trajectory he has always been to find the girl he really likes.

Maybe it's some girl who will let him store a nickname on his phone.

...

Thinking of this, Qiu Yi suddenly felt a little cold sweating on her body.

Qiu Yi, are you still too impulsive?

I didn't know how long I was stunned at Bian Nan, and I didn't know what I was thinking in my mind. My phone "beeps" on the desk. It was a reminder of the afternoon tutoring incident. Qiu Yi moved and reached out to take the phone and looked at it.

"Biannan," he raised his legs and stretched over to the bed, kicked Biannan through the quilt, "Get up."

Bian Nan didn't move, and he kicked a few more times. Bian Nan hummed impatiently and turned over, but stopped moving.

Qiu Yi stood up, leaned into his ear and said, "I'm leaving."

"Hey?" Bian Nan responded in a daze, opened his eyes and muttered, "Believe it or not, I'll suck you."

"I won't be late when going out in fifteen minutes," Qiu Yi kissed him on the tip of his nose, "Get up."

"Well," Bian Nan got up quite simply. When he said that, he lifted the quilt and sat up. He packed it up within two minutes. He glanced at Qiu Yi, "Have you been sleeping for a while?"

"No, I'm not sleepy," Qiu Yi walked out of the house, "I just called you."

"Who?" Bian Nan Xiaobu jumped out and pulled his towel and went to the yard to wash his face. He took a cold air while washing, "I'm fucking... hiss... so fucking cold..."

"I looked at it and the name was Miaomiao," Qiu Yi said, "There is hot water in the kitchen."

"No, I'm awake now," Bian Nan locked up the water, shook his head and raised his eyebrows, "Is it handsome?"

"...so handsome." Qiu Yi said with a pinched his throat.

"Idiot." Bian Nan was happy at him for a long time.

When the two walked towards the bus station, Bian Nan took out his cell phone and called Miao Yuan back: "I'm going to bed at noon, are you asking me for something?"

"Oh my God," Miao Yuan's surprise voice over there, with a little embarrassed, "It's so surprising that the male god can call me back!"

"How about you take some medicine first." Bian Nan said.

"Actually, I'm fine. I haven't been to you since you were injured. I'll call you to express my condolences." Miao Yuan said with a smile.

"It's already fine. I'm just too late to express my condolences now." Bian Nan smiled.

"Hey, I'm embarrassed. Besides, there are a lot of condolences from classmates and friends in front. I'm afraid you can't handle it, so I'll line up back." Miao Yuan felt a little embarrassed when he heard the voice, but he was quite able to speak.

"Thank you." Bian Nan thought this girl was quite interesting.

"Hey, why are you polite? I didn't give you any condolences," Miao Yuan laughed, "Are you outside? I won't waste your time. I'll talk to you next time if I have the chance."
To be continued...