"No, I just found out that I still like men," Sun Wenqu said, "This thing is not something you want to go left if you want to go left, or right if you want to go right."

Fang Chi stared at the small flower pot beside the rooftop for a while, and sighed: "Yes."

Sun Wenqu stood up and grabbed his shoulder: "I'm not dead yet. If you don't want to think about it, don't think about it first. After finally finishing the exam, relax and don't worry about anything else."

Fang Chi didn't say anything.

Sun Wenqu walked to the rooftop and leaned against the railing. After standing for a while, he jumped gently, sat on the railing, and looked up at the sky with his head raised.

The night sky in the countryside is always beautiful, with the stars and the moon so clear that it can be dissolved in by jumping up.

"Do you want to eat chocolate? Or sesame paste?" Fang Chi sat in a daze for a while, stood up and asked, thinking about it and hesitated, "Will you get angry on this hot day?"

"Just let it be hot, or chocolate, sesame seeds are not ready, your grandfather hasn't cooked them." Sun Wenqu said.

"Yes." Fang Chi turned around and walked towards the bedroom door.

After walking a few steps, he stopped when his hand touched the door, turned around and walked back, and stood in front of Sun Wenqu.

Sun Wenqu was still sitting on the railing and tilted his head. He also raised his head to look into the sky: "There are all signs I know, I know them all."

"The wild dog's skills are quite awesome," Sun Wenqu said with a smile.

"I'm not..." Fang Chi suddenly said softly, "I can't say that I'm not dead yet."

Sun Wenqu paused and looked down at him: "Hmm?"

Fang Chi didn't say anything. After a while, he reached out and hugged Sun Wenqu's waist, turned his face to press it against Sun Wenqu's chest.

Sun Wenqu was stunned for a moment and raised his hand to grab his hair.

Fang Chi's action was beyond his expectations. Xiao Yiming's incident was a big blow to him, and it also deepened his fear of the situations he would face one day.

Sun Wenqu felt that with Fang Chi's personality, he should be suppressed and continued to remain silent.

Now this sudden hug immediately made him feel indescribable, as if he felt Fang Chi's struggle more clearly.

While he was thinking about what to say or trying to clarify Fang Chi's condition, Fang Chi suddenly said: "Your heartbeat is not normal, is it a little fast and lacks exercise?"

"...Are you talking nonsense?" Sun Wenqu said, "I want to hug you like this. Maybe you can get a little heart out if you burp."

Fang Chi was so happy that he hugged him and laughed for a long time without stopping, shaking so hard that he shook.

"It's okay, are you?" Sun Wenqu patted his back.

"It's okay," Fang Chi let go of him and rubbed his nose, "I was just thinking...if I was just that...Is it too much... Forget it, I can't explain it clearly."

Fang Chi turned around and walked into his room.

"Nothing," Sun Wenqu said behind him, "Some things are nothing to do. They are still far away from you until they die. They don't need to think about it now. People cannot always live by themselves. They will be perverted. When they really come that day, you will know how to do it."

"You are perverted." Fang Chi said.

"Add some more walnuts into the perverted chocolate." Sun Wenqu smiled.

"...Hmm." Fang Chi responded.

Fang Chi brought back all the chocolate he had not finished before, but there were no broken walnuts and only broken peanuts. He felt that the difference between Sun Wenqu should not be able to eat it.

He was not sure what Sun Wenqu meant, but this person had always seen it thoroughly. Perhaps Sun Wenqu had already understood what he had not explained clearly.

He had never really liked anyone before. From the day he felt that he would always be attracted by men, he carefully suppressed himself in fear and entanglement.

I dare not think too much, and I dare not mention it to anyone.

Even if it is Xiao Yiming, even if he already knows that his kind is by his side.

He will still be frightened and uneasy.

The more you want to be a "normal" person, the more you can discover your "abnormality."

This feeling wrapped around him like a shadow, unable to breathe or see the path clearly.

Until I met Sun Wenqu.

This man he hated before he met.

From hating to not being too annoying to this person, all the bits that were slowly displayed inadvertently gradually gathered together and became a Sun Wenqu who was sometimes innocent, sometimes mature, sometimes frightened, sometimes talented, three-dimensional, attractive to him.

Fang Chi admitted that he was attracted by Sun Wenqu, and it was not just attracted. He liked to watch him, play the piano, watch him make pottery, watch him explaining questions to himself, and watch his casual selfies...

Like him.

Yes.

But he always felt that if he likes someone, he should like him. No, he is open and honest, it is boring to hide it. I'm sorry for that kind of liking.

Yes, he is not dead yet.

Now no one is forcing him to have a girlfriend or get married. He has many years to live without interruption. He can carefully carry his family on his back, like alone, and like Sun Wenqu.

This is what Sun Wenqu said.

Fang Chi sighed softly, slowly crushed the peanuts and sprinkled them into the chocolate. He didn't know if he could just go on like this...

Moreover, what is Sun Wenqu thinking?

The snake eggs have become sperm. What the old snake spirit is thinking? He is really unable to guess a wild dog like him who is very knowledgeable about Taoism.

Fang Chi poured the chocolate into the bowl. While he was holding the spoon, the boy ran in.

"You're asking you to urge me?" Fang Chi touched the boy's head, went to the yard to wash his face, and tossed the pot of chocolate and his cat was sweating in the kitchen.

When he returned to the rooftop with the chocolate, Sun Wenqu was catching mosquitoes. After he came back, he changed into a pair of big shorts and slapped his legs.

"I'll bring you some mosquito repellent water." Fang Chi put the chocolate on the table.

"It's useless," Sun Wenqu said while slapping, "Not even the awesome mosquito repellent water can stop me from tempting to mosquitoes."

"You used to use those very expensive and particularly cows and they must be imported, right?" Fang Chi asked.

Sun Wenqu looked at him and was amused: "Yes, we playboys all use high-end goods."

"Now what is biting you is a Chinese country mosquito," Fang Chi turned around and entered his house, opened the drawer and flipped over, "I have to use the ones to drive away Chinese country mosquitoes. My grandma prepared it for me as soon as summer begins."

Fang Chi took a small glass bottle containing light yellow liquid and put it in his hand: "Use this, just wipe it casually."

"What's this?" Sun Wenqu looked at it, "What's the product without three?"

"You smell it." Fang Chi said.

Sun Wenqu opened the bottle cap and smelled it: "It's quite fragrant, it smells like Chinese medicine."

"Well, it's just herbs, or something, made by my grandma," Fang Chi took the bottle and poured it into his hands, rubbing his arms and legs. "That's it, the mosquitoes basically fled."

"I'll try." Sun Wenqu also made some and applied it to his legs, and then started eating chocolate.

"You don't bother to be hot either," Fang Chi sat opposite him, stretched his legs and let the fan blow. He smiled again after thinking about it, "But my grandparents are not afraid of heat, I'm too young."

"I'm Xinjing," Sun Wenqu scooped a spoonful of chocolate, took a bite and stopped, looking at him, "Where are you fooling me with peanuts?"

"Oh?" Fang Chi was happy, "Can you eat it?"

"Nonsense, are we playboys so easy to fool?" Sun Wenqu tsk, "But it's delicious, acceptable."

"If there are no walnuts, I will take peanuts for you." Fang Chi said.

"Are they crushed one by one?" Sun Wenqu took a bite and asked again.

"Well, otherwise do you think there is a ready-made one? I used up the walnuts and I would use them to press them one by one for you." Fang Chi said.

Sun Wenqu glanced at him and said nothing.

After slowly finishing a bowl of chocolate, he leaned on the chair and shook it gently: "Let's go tomorrow."

"Hmm?" Fang Chi looked at him.

"I'll make some food for you tomorrow." Sun Wenqu said.

"You? Do you make food for me?" Fang Chi looked at him in surprise, "Aren't you doing it for housekeeping? If you don't have housekeeping, just order takeaway."

"Where is so much nonsense? I'll say that I'll make some food for you and say it's so good. I'm looking forward to it," Sun Wenqu glanced at him, "But I haven't played these for a long time."

"It's really great, so looking forward to it," Fang Chi said in a gentle tone, and then asked again, "What are you cooking?"

"I can make this one, but it's very delicious." Sun Wenqu said.

"I understand." Fang Chi nodded.

"Did you understand?" Sun Wenqu asked with a smile, "What is it?"
Chapter completed!