Chapter 891 Feng Jin Yuan, Sorrow
Feng Yuheng came into the house, personally replaced the young soldier, and helped Feng Jinyuan back to the bed with Wangchuan.
During the process, Feng Jinyuan looked at her blankly, watching her daughter and the maid lifting herself onto the bed, covering her quilt, and quietly sitting down next to his bed. Her face was not as sharp as before, and although she was not close, she looked very calm like she was before she was sent to the northwest. It was the best result for Feng Jinyuan.
Feng Jinyuan turned his head away, raised his hand and wiped it on his face. It was a little wet, but he also found his skinny skin. He said, "Aheng, you are here!" Then he looked back, and his eyes were filled with fatherly love that Feng Yuheng had never felt since he came to this Dashun Dynasty.
She was also a little dazed, and suddenly wanted to ask Feng Jinyuan if he was confused and if he regarded her as the former Fengchen Fish. But as the fate of this person was over, she sighed in her heart, and did not say anything too harshly, but nodded and said, "Yes, I'm here."
Feng Jinyuan was a little embarrassed. Even though he had thousands of words to his second daughter, he always didn't know where to start and how to start the topic with him. He could no longer remember how the father and daughter got along when Feng Yuheng was the legitimate daughter of the Feng family. He only remembered that at that time, the second daughter had a faint temperament, had no interest in anything, and had no good feelings for anyone. When Feng Yuheng returned to Beijing, their communication was nothing more than quarrel, quarrel, and dislike each other.
"Oh." Feng Jinyuan sighed, not knowing what to say.
Feng Yuheng spoke first and said to himself: "I went to my mother's evening to worship. As a daughter, I didn't even catch up with my mother's funeral. I'm afraid it will become my regret and guilt in this life. But I still have to thank you for taking care of this matter personally. The cemetery I chose looks very feng shui, and the desert is far away from Kyoto, and away from those right and wrong. My mother will like it."
Feng Jinyuan quickly said, "No need to thank me, your mother is my first wife, these are all things I should do."
Feng Yuheng shook his head: "It's not considered a wife anymore. They are all divorced and have nothing to do with the Feng family." She said as she grabbed Feng Jinyuan's wrist vein. After a while, she put it down again, but did not say anything about the condition. Instead, she said: "I took Xiangrong to Ji'an County. In the future, Aunt An will also go there to live there. The house is well placed, so you can rest assured. As for Fan Dai, there are the fifth princes on the left and right. With her temperament, it will be in vain if you want to worry about her. Whether it is a blessing or a disaster depends on her own choice."
When she said this, Feng Jinyuan seemed to be arranging his funeral for him and telling him everything in the family at the end. He knew in his heart that his pulse was probably not good just now. But the ending was as expected, just as he told the young soldier, his body was clear, and he could no longer hold on for two days. Fortunately, he saw Feng Yuheng before he died, and he had no worries in his heart, so he opened his mouth and said bitterly: "I am a failed father, and I am about to die until I failed, and I don't know that I am not sure if I fail until now.
What advice can Dao have? You don’t need my advice, because everything you do is better than my father. In contrast, I have never done anything serious in the past few years. I am not qualified to ask for your forgiveness, but Ah Heng, there is something I must tell you. Your mother had something to leave before she went there. She said she was not confused. She always recognized you in her heart. She knew that you were her daughter, not Fu Ya, so that you can rest assured."
"Yeah." Feng Yuheng was not in a good mood, and was in a downward mood. Even though she had no feelings for Feng Jinyuan, her body was in the same lineage as Feng Jinyuan, and she was always a little traction. So now that she saw this person dying and suffered such a great crime, she couldn't say anything bad. She just said, "Since I remember me, I'll be at ease! Speaking of which, no one in this world would not want his father to be kind and filial. Father, have you ever thought that if you treated me well, the Feng family would never be like this now! As long as I am here, the Feng family would continue to be brilliant. Unfortunately, things don't follow my wishes."
Feng Jinyuan was still very happy when she took the initiative to mention this, and still had a lot to say. He coughed for a while and said, "I know I was wrong. I didn't know what was wrong back then. I felt that if the Feng family didn't make a statement about the Yao family overnight, they would definitely be unlucky with the Yao family. I finally got through the scientific examination and went to the position of the left prime minister. I finally took your grandmother and finally brought my grandmother. Maybe this huge glory made me confused, so that when things happened, I couldn't even make the most correct judgment. After all, all this was made. We just wanted to go back to the beginning. Ah Heng, the only thing that I'm glad to have now is that you can live such a wonderful life. My Feng family's child has another promising career. Whether you hate me or blame me, I hope you can live a good life now. Ah Heng, I'm sorry."
With a sigh of sorry, Feng Jin was full of tears. No matter how unrespectful he wanted to cry in front of this daughter, he couldn't help but cry. The Feng family, the Feng family, was once so brilliant! It was destroyed like this step by step in his mind. Now that he thought about it, this second daughter had given him the Feng family several times, but he still couldn't see the situation clearly.
He wanted to hold Feng Yuheng's hand, but after saying so long, he spent his energy and lifted it several times but had no strength. Feng Yuheng took the initiative to hold his hand, his fingers still pinched between his pulse, and a faint sadness appeared between his eyebrows.
"I'm going to die." Feng Jinyuan said: "I'm holding on to this breath, just to say sorry to you in person. Now that my wish has been fulfilled, I can finally swallow it." He gasped for a few more times, and tried hard to swallow this breath, but he should have to suffer more when he was about to die. Although the person was already exhausted, the breath was still hanging, and no matter how uncomfortable he felt, he would not dissipate.
Wangchuan felt so painful when he saw him, and said, "Miss and Mr. Feng, please speak well, I will wait outside." He hurriedly left the house.
Feng Yuheng looked at him for a while, frowned and asked him, "Do you want me to help you? Let's go more easily?"
Feng Jinyuan nodded repeatedly, "Yes, want!"
Feng Yuheng did not hesitate anymore, reached into his sleeve and brought out euthanasia injections from the space.
"In fact, your daughter has long died in the northwest mountains. She was thrown into the mass grave by two vicious villagers with excessive doses of drugs."
She said while fiddling with the injection, but Feng Jinyuan didn't look at the injection more, but was surprised by her words and said tremblingly: "No wonder Qianrou said you are not, it turns out you are not..."
Feng Yuheng shook her head and squirted into Feng Jinyuan's body with a needle, and said, "No, I am, but not." Seeing Feng Jinyuan's expectant gaze, she still shook her head and said, "The secret of heaven cannot be leaked."
Feng Jinyuan stopped asking, his eyelids were heavy, and he was about to close, and he just murmured: "Why do I feel so sleepy?"
She pulled out the injection and said softly: "If you sleep, go to bed. If you fall asleep, you will be painless."
Then he watched Feng Jinyuan close his eyes little by little, as if he said something before he completely closed it, as if he was "sorry", but he couldn't hear it sincerely.
Finally, there was no breath and there was no pain in euthanasia. This was the last thing Feng Yuheng could do for him as his daughter.
She stood up and felt a sense of depressing air in the room. Under the influence of this depressing air, the individuals in Feng Mansion began to flash in her mind like movie replays. The old lady, Shen, Feng Chenyu, Feng Zihao, Jin Zhen, Han... These once vivid people flashed back in front of her with their most distinctive postures, and then with the past, they completely disappeared into her world with Feng Jinyuan's death.
"From now on, there will be no Feng family again!" Feng Yuheng raised his head slightly, his nose felt a little sore, and his eyes were a little crystal clear. She thought it was ridiculous, "Come on, why do you think I was crying? Is it for Feng family?"
In the dark, Ban appeared in a flash and stood behind her, accompanying her silently, but not talking.
Feng Yuheng smiled bitterly, "It's for the Feng family! After all, I'm also from Feng. If a family can live a good life, who would be willing to end now? Do you really think I like to betrayal of all relatives? Do you really think I like to betrayal of my father, mother, brother or sister? If they treat me a little bit sincerely, I will be rewarded several times, and this family will not end today."
She sniffed, turned her head and looked at Feng Jinyuan again. This father was not as thin as a bamboo pole, and was as old as an old man in his fifties and sixties. In fact, Feng Jinyuan was only about forty and in his prime.
"I heard that he wanted to be buried with his wife." Ban Zuo finally spoke, but said something he heard from the soldiers. "He once said more than once that he could not treat his wife well when he was alive. After his death, he would be good even if he was a person who was waiting by her side. He even mentioned to His Highness that he wanted to be buried with his wife, but His Highness did not respond."
Feng Yuheng laughed, "It's right not to respond. I don't want my mother to have any involvement with his Feng family after she passed away. He can send her mother for the last journey, which is the end of their fate. He can't be together well when he is alive, so why do you continue to get entangled after he dies?"
"Then how to deal with Feng Jinyuan's body?" Ban asked: "There is only the place in the east of Shaping City that can be buried. If the wife is buried there, he can't go anymore."
Feng Yuheng thought for a while and said, "Cook it! He burned the ashes and put them in a porcelain jar, and sent them back to the capital. Then... he gave them to Fan Dai."
Ban Zuo was stunned, "Just the fourth lady of the Feng family? She couldn't lift the ashes? She hated Feng Jinyuan so much that she was looking forward to crushing people's bones and ashes every day. If this was given to her, it would be delivered to her on its own initiative."
Chapter completed!