Chapter 1216 Use our way to leave you behind
The death of the seventh prince brought endless sadness to too many people. Feng Xiangrong, who had already returned to the capital, heard about this on the day he went to Yao Xian's grave to worship. Since then, he has never been ill.
An took Xiangrong to live in the princess's mansion. The doctor from Baicaotang came to see her and said that it was a disease that caused depression. This was a heart disease, not a medical method that could be cured well. If Feng Xiangrong wanted to get better, she had to adjust her psychology, especially because she had to learn to self-regulate.
Not many people know about the third lady of the Feng family who almost married the seventh prince, but no one knew about it. Some people even knew about Concubine Yun personally went to Ji'an County to hire him, but why the marriage was not completed later, and there was no way to know about it.
The doctor said to An, "Miss Third Miss is probably depressed because of the Seventh Prince's affairs. Please follow your guidance so that she can get better soon."
But Xiangrong has always been a stubborn mind. He was even more obsessed with Xuan Tianhua's death. No matter how An taught or persuaded her, she was useless. She was just confused and mostly lying on the bed, as if she was angry. Occasionally, she could sit in the yard with the help of a maid, but she would sit in a daze when she sat down, and even called the Seventh Prince to the Big Tree. Regardless of whether the Big Tree responded or not, she moved a chair and sat in front of the Big Tree and talked to herself. It would be a day.
An had cried behind her back because of her illness, and her eyes were red and swollen all day long. She hoped that her daughter would get better, but she tried all the ways, but she could not achieve any effect. The fourth prince Xuan Tianyi said: "The person who tied the bell is needed to untie the bell, but the bell is no longer in the world. But don't worry, madam, no matter what she becomes, I will continue to do it below and will never let her walk alone in this life."
In fact, Xiangrong is a kind-hearted child. If she can persist, she will never show her appearance and worry her mother for nothing. But now she just can't control her. Sometimes when the sad mood comes up, she feels that even breathing is painful, and only death can help her get relief.
But what if she dies, what will happen to her mother? The good girl counts the days day by day under such torture. Every day when she opens her eyes, she hopes that everything yesterday is just a nightmare and hopes that Xuan Tianhua is still alive. She thought that as long as that person is still alive, she can never see him in her life.
She vomited blood three times, but she hid it by herself and did not tell anyone. She felt that her life was gone, just like her life was pulled a little out of her body every day. If this continues, she may not last for three months. But she just couldn't understand. The fortune teller said that she was with Xuan Tianhua, which was a bad fate and would bring disaster to the other party. Then she had obviously refused the marriage, but she no longer had hopes! Why did something happen to Xuan Tianhua?
I couldn't figure it out, but I couldn't figure it out no matter how hard I thought it was. Gradually, the hallucinations began to arise again. This time I didn't think the big tree was Xuan Tianhua, but she felt that the princess's mansion was a big cage with iron railings all around. She was a lamb locked in the cage, waiting for people outside the cage to raise their swords to slaughter anytime and anywhere. She wanted to escape and wanted to go to the world outside the cage, but there were many guards around her. What should I do?
Yaorong thought about this question seriously for three days. Finally, three days later, while An went to Baicaotang to get her medicine, she found a way to send the maid and the gatekeeper away, and finally ran out of the princess's mansion.
I don’t know if the air outside is really different from the mansion or what. I came out of the princess’s mansion and walked, gradually, my vague consciousness began to become clear again, and my hallucinations were gone, sober and recovered. I stared blankly as I stood on the streets of the capital, with my feet under my long skirt not wearing shoes, and I stepped on the ground like that. The cool Mid-Autumn Festival weather made her shiver involuntarily.
Everyone on the street was dressed in white and mourned for Xuan Tianhua. For some reason, she wore a light pink dress and stood among the simple people, so conspicuous.
Someone was very angry when he saw Xiangrong's outfit, so he stopped in front of her and accused him: "Which family are you from? Are you heartless? The Seventh Prince died, and everyone in the city was mourning him, but you actually went out wearing such gorgeous clothes. What was your intention?"
Some people also said, "Forget it, we voluntarily mourn, but we cannot force others. The Seventh Prince is such a good person. If he knew that we had imposed mourning for others, he would definitely be unhappy."
The person who spoke before was pulled away by his companions, but more and more people gathered towards Xiangrong. This pink dress aroused public anger, and people blamed her one after another until Xiangrong covered her face and started crying.
Finally someone recognized her, and the man said in surprise: "No! Isn't this the third lady from Feng Mansion in the past? It's the sister of Princess Yu."
"Is it her?" Someone didn't believe it, and walked closer and saw that it was not Feng Xiangrong, who was it! So he also shouted: "It's really the third lady of the Feng family! Third lady, you have had an engagement with the Seventh Prince? Why do you dress like this and go out?"
Xiangrong didn't know how to answer. The white clothes all over the streets were so dazzling that she felt more clearly that Xuan Tianhua left quietly from this world. Xiangrong covered her face and cried, and all kinds of voices came from her ears. She didn't want to hear a word, and couldn't hear a word clearly. She only remembered that she got up and ran away, and woke up again, and ran to the door of Prince Chun's mansion.
Unlike the outside world, Xuan Tianhua passed away, but his own mansion did not express any sadness. There were no white banners, no white flowers, and no spirits. Even the guards guarding the door and the servants who occasionally walked by the door were in normal outfits, which was no different from when she lived here.
I suddenly became tranced. How many times she had hoped that what she knew was just a dream. As soon as the dream woke up, Xuan Tianhua still lived in the Chun Palace well. But everyone in the capital mourned her, which made her fall into despair again. But she didn't expect that the dream had a look at the door of the Chun Palace. Since the Chun Palace had not held a mourning, does that mean that Xuan Tianhua was not dead at all?
Hope rose again on her face, staring at Prince Chun's mansion intently, and she hoped that Xuan Tianhua would walk out of the door of the mansion after a while, wearing white clothes, calm and gentle.
However, she saw nothing, and everything in Prince Chun's mansion was as usual, but everything was not as usual. There were always servants who stopped and wiped their faces secretly, with sad expressions. There were always guards sighing softly, with endless loneliness.
In addition to her, many people looked into the Chun Prince's Mansion. There were women and men. They were like Feng Xiangrong, hoping to see the Seventh Prince walk out of the mansion, and then everything in the world remained the same.
Unfortunately, no one can dream come true.
Someone told the truth: "It's useless to see it again. The Seventh Prince's Highness is really gone. The reason why Prince Chun's Mansion did not hold a funeral was because Concubine Yun refused to accept the reality. She firmly believed that her son was not dead, so she ordered Prince Chun's Mansion not to have a sad atmosphere. But look at which person in the mansion looked like he was smiling? If he was not dead, why would he be so sad?"
I understood, so it was like this. It turned out that Concubine Yun was the same as her and could not accept this fact. So they were all deceiving themselves and forcibly leaving that person in this way.
She was desperate, and the last glimmer of hope was finally shattered. She could no longer stay at the door of Prince Chun's mansion and left stumbled away, but she suddenly vomited blood from the entrance of an alley not far away. When her eyes were blurred, she couldn't stand. Fortunately, someone next to her helped her in time so that she would not fall.
I wanted to look back and see, the person who supported her was the fifth prince Xuan Tianyan. She was stunned for a moment, and then looked at a strange woman beside Xuan Tianyan. She looked charming and had a smile on her eyebrows and eyes. She could not stop the natural charm of the charm, which was so beautiful that people couldn't help but want to take a look.
She remembered the rumors she heard after returning to Beijing that the fifth prince and Feng Fandai had finished playing with him, and he married many concubines. Now the Prince Li's mansion has returned to the same way as before, singing and dancing day and night, while Feng Fandai lives alone in a small yard. He heard that he is so poor that even the servants can't afford to treat him. He has carrots, cabbage, and clear soup and water all day long. The only piece of meat is left for the half-brother to eat.
She didn't know whether the rumors were true or not. She had always been in a bad state and had no chance to confirm them. But whenever she remembered that the fifth prince was so good to Fandai, she felt that it must be something people said nonsense. Fandai's girl was ignorant, but at least she knew that she had finally obtained the engagement with the fifth prince. She always cherished her so much that she would never abandon her if she wanted to die. Slowly, she forgot the rumors.
But now, when she saw the woman standing beside Xuan Tianyan, the words she had heard before turned back into her mind, so she was surprised that she blurted out: "So you really married a concubine, really don't want to beauties?"
Xuan Tianyan frowned and wanted to explain to Xiangrong that it was not that he didn't want Feng Fandai, but that Feng Fandai didn't want him. But when he was at the mouth, he swallowed it back, and looked at the blood spitting on the ground in his mouth, and felt that it was not the time to talk about his own affairs, so he didn't answer her, but just asked, "Are you just here? I heard that you were seriously ill, and even the doctor in Baicaotang was helpless, and he wanted to visit the princess's mansion another day." After that, he looked at the blood on the ground, with a worried look on his face: "I'll send you back!"
Chapter completed!