Chapter 438 Cowardly and Cowardly Heart(1/2)
Only Xiao Xiao and Guo Shan were left in the dormitory.
"Can you say it now?"
Xiao Xiao sat on the chair with the little girl in his arms, then let go of his hand, pulled over another chair and sat down and asked.
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The little girl sat upright on the chair, with her two little hands on her knees as if they were normally placed, but her thin little hands tightly grabbed the pants below.
Seeing this, Xiao Xiao got up and took a plastic cup from the table and poured a cup of hot water.
When the water temperature cooled a little, Xiao Xiao handed the cup in his hand to the little girl.
“Be careful.”
"Thanks."
The little girl carefully took the water cup, and a little hot feeling was conveyed from the palm of her hand to her heart. The real feeling of holding things in her hand made her uneasy heart seem to have a dependence on it, and slowly calmed down a little.
She couldn't help but raise her cup, approach the cup and took a sip. A thin stream of heat slid down her throat into her stomach. For a moment, the heat emanated from the inside out, and her limbs and bones couldn't help but feel a little comfortable.
Guo Shan slowly let out a sigh and looked at Xiao Xiao.
Xiao Xiao smiled encouraged her.
Guo Shan also subconsciously replied with a shy smile.
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"Master Xiao."
Guo Shan put the cup on the table behind her and then jumped off the chair.
Xiao Xiao quietly looked at the little girl's movements, without asking or stopping her.
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"Thank you, Master Xiao!"
Guo Shan suddenly bowed 90 degrees, buried her head low, and said loudly.
"Because of your brother?"
Xiao Xiao looked at the child who seemed to be trembling with intense emotions, but his small body exuded a sense of determination.
It was this feeling that Xiao Xiao did not immediately reach out to help the child, but asked with some confusion.
He not only felt thanks from the child, but also regrets, and even...self-loathing?
Why?
There were some shallow folds between Xiao Xiao's eyebrows.
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"Well, thank you for saving my brother."
"Thank you, Master Xiao."
"Thank you really."
Speaking of it later, the little girl's voice brought out a clear crying voice, and a kind of depression filled it.
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Xiao Xiao also got up from the chair and squatted in front of the little girl again.
He reached out and gently touched the head of the child who had been lowering his head.
"You're welcome."
The lowered clear voice exudes a soothing gentleness, "I'm very happy to be able to help your brother."
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Maybe Xiao Xiao's voice was too gentle, maybe the rubbing on his head was too warm, maybe Xiao Xiao was the master who saved his brother, so Guo Shan subconsciously felt that if Xiao Xiao was there, he would not have to worry about anything or fear anything.
Maybe it's just that she's really suppressed for too long.
So, "Wow~", Guo Shan burst into tears.
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Xiao Xiao:...
There seem to be more children crying in front of him recently?
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However, finally, this child cried the most like a child.
Xiao Xiao's mouth couldn't help but curl up with a helpless curve.
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Hysterical, hoarse, as if suffering the greatest grievance in the world.
He is obviously a child who knows nothing.
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Xiao Xiao gently embraced the child's body, patted the child's back with a little skillful movement, and whispered: "Be good."
The child suddenly raised his face, with tears flowing freely on his face, his eyes were red, his mouth was pursed, and his little face was tightly wrinkled together.
Xiao Xiao made fun of him in a gentle voice: "Look, I cried like a little cat."
Guo Shan didn't seem to hear Xiao Xiao's jokes, and her eyes wide open seemed to lose focus, and she was a little distracted and lost her mind.
She murmured, "I, hiccup, didn't mean it."
"I really, hiccup, not intentionally."
"I'm so scared, hiccup."
"Ming, hiccup, brother, hiccup, even more scared."
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Because I cried too hard, I felt a little breathless when I spoke.
And because tears kept flowing, Guo Shan felt a liquid slid into her mouth while speaking.
The bitter taste made her tears flow even harder.
It's really hard.
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The scattered words and even more swearing sounds made Guo Shan’s words more and more vague.
However, Xiao Xiao seemed to have captured something from it, and it is not clear.
He patiently helped the little girl with her anger, "Don't worry, just say it slowly."
Xiao Xiao's soothing and gentle tone relieved Guo Shan's almost collapsed mood a little.
She took a deep breath and slowly told the secret that had been buried in her heart for a long time.
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Guo Shan is a good brother. For his sister and family, he silently endured everything alone.
Because they can't see it, so what's there to blame?
Guo Shan told himself this.
If they could see it, they would definitely not leave themselves alone.
Guo Shan believes so firmly.
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Even though Guo Shan was so lonely and desperate in those two years, and so crazy, he wanted to listen to his voice alone, so he should not let him feel that he and the monsters were left in his world.
What a terrible world that was.
Even if the family treats him as they were at the beginning, they can't see the monsters, they don't understand his pain, and even if they are unwilling to admit it, sometimes, it's really just sometimes, he will resent.
But after all, it is my favorite mother and sister.
He repeatedly comforted himself, and there was no way, they couldn't see it.
Yes, they can't see it.
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But what if they can see it?
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Guo Shan’s sister, Guo Shan, is actually visible!
Even if you can only see a little.
To be continued...