But the older sister is different.

He could clearly feel the elder sister's concern for him.

In front of his elder sister, he couldn't hold on anymore.

He felt embarrassed himself.

It seems that every time I see my elder sister, he is crying, crying, and complaining...

He was worried that the eldest sister would get bored of listening to it, and he felt that he was so annoyed.

I don't want to... pay attention to him.

...

He tried to control himself.

I was worried.

If the elder sister was like her parents, she would be indifferent to him...

he……

He didn't know what he would be like.

Too scary.

He didn't even dare to think about it.

...

But he can't control himself.

He was too depressed at home and at school.

He needs to vent and talk.

...

On this day, a spring outing at school.

Spring outings in elementary school are very simple.

It was to go to a scenic spot, and then a few people spread out the picnic cloth, sat together, ate, drank, and make a fuss.

...

If the parents and teachers were not required to ask for leave from the spring outing, the little boy would not want to go for the spring outing at all.

There is also an autumn outing.

Unlike other children's expectations for spring and autumn outings, whenever the spring and autumn outings are on, he becomes nervous from the moment he receives the notice.

For other children, the spring and autumn outings are a happy play.

For him, there was only embarrassment and helplessness from beginning to end.

...

He talked a lot to his elder sister.

I also did psychological construction for several days.

But on that day, when I saw the scenes I imagined were staged one by one in front of me: others were talking and laughing and choosing places, laying picnic cloth...

His whole body became stiff.

Before others noticed him, he turned around and hurriedly left the place.

He knew that as long as he said that his classmates wouldn't mind being alone.

He knows...

But he couldn't speak.

No one invited him on his own initiative.

He couldn't walk to someone naturally, and then asked with a smile... Can he be with them?

He can't do it.

Just thinking about it, he was so nervous that he was about to faint.

He struggled for a while and decided to let him go.

Don't force yourself.

And, what if he joins?

He sat there alone.

Watching others laugh and making fun.

In this way...

Don't join in the beginning.

Save him to be embarrassed.

Others may feel uncomfortable.

...

Gradually, the little boy could no longer hear the child's laughter.

He slowed down.

He looked up.

...

The little boy deliberately chose a place with few people to walk.

This trail is quiet.

The canopy on both sides are lush.

The sunlight faintly outlines the green leaves.

Colorful shadows of trees fall.

ah!

The little boy's eyes lit up.

He saw a seat not far away.

But then, his eyes darkened.

There was someone on the seat.

It's an old man and a grandma.

...

“!?”

The bumps under his feet made the little boy's heart thrill.

But he didn't have time to react.

His body fell forward.

He looked horrified.

...

"careful!"

While the sound was heard, the little boy noticed a force that grabbed him.

...

"Are you okay?"

...

The little boy blinked.

A look of shock was still on his face.

...

"Hello."

One hand swayed in front of the little boy.

"Are you stupid?"

...

"I'm not stupid."

The little boy subconsciously retorted.
Chapter completed!