1038 Brother and sister doubts(1/2)
"Yeah, I know."
Pei Liang blinked at the girl, "It's my brother who has caught you and hurt you."
"Does your hands still hurt?"
"show me."
"It doesn't hurt anymore."
The girl reached out her hand obediently, with a embarrassed expression, "I just lie to you just now."
The last few words sound very light.
"It's good if it doesn't hurt."
Pei Liang pretended not to hear the last few words of the girl, looked at the girl's wrist and said with confidence.
The girl withdrew her hand and pursed her lips.
"Brother, I won't tell you just don't want you to worry."
"At first I thought it was an illusion."
"I could hear it later, and I felt something was wrong."
"I doubted whether I had some mental illness, but I also felt it was unlikely."
"I don't want to make a big deal, nor do I want you to worry about me for nothing."
"I searched a lot of information online."
"But the more you look at it, the more you become confused, and the more you look at it, the more you worry."
"I'm getting more and more uneasy and... scared."
"What if I really have mental illness?"
......
"But if you think about it carefully, it's obvious that I'm normal except for sometimes you hear strange sounds."
"Actually, at the beginning, I really didn't want you to worry, so I didn't want to tell you."
"But later on, I had a little bit of a talk about this."
"I always feel that even if that person is my biological brother, I may have mental illness and it is embarrassing."
"I can't speak."
"If so, I want to keep it hidden."
"It's just that, because of auditory hallucinations, my temper is getting worse and worse."
"Even if I tell myself again and again that it is auditory hallucination and that is fake, ignore it, pretend that I haven't heard anything, don't lose your temper..."
"But, it's really difficult."
The girl smiled bitterly, "I know, I can't hide it for long."
"...sorry...brother."
...
Pei Liang looked at his sister who was so dim and tired that he could not hide his eyebrows and eyes. He felt ache in his heart, but a gentle smile appeared on his face, "It's okay."
"I know you didn't mean it."
"And didn't you apologize to me later?"
......
Pei You was silent.
So what if you apologize?
She just made unreasonable moves with her brother, she just lost her temper with her brother, and she even said some hurtful words to her brother.
That was obviously not her intention.
She obviously regrets it very much every time.
But I can't control myself at that time.
What is this?
She felt that she was extremely hypocritical.
......
"ah!"
Pei You clenched his fists and slapped his head a few times, making a dull sound.
The irritability in her heart came up again.
"Xiao You!"
Pei Liang held the girl's hand, "What are you doing?"
"I'll try to get rid of the hallucinations."
The girl said seriously, but then she looked depressed, "But it's useless."
"I've hit myself several times before, and it's useless."
"Although it hurts, the auditory hallucinations are still there."
"It's really a lingering soul, I'm so annoying!"
"Xiao You!"
Pei Liang's face turned dark, and the force of holding the girl's hand increased a little, "Have you hit it several times?"
"With such a great force, aren't you afraid of really beating yourself up?"
"I don't know if it's stupid or not, but if this continues, my spirit will be tempered to be extremely strong, or I will go crazy."
The girl shook her head, feeling a little disappointed, "I think the latter is more likely."
She originally wanted to see this as a training for her, but failed to pass the level.
She does not have the awareness and perseverance of the protagonist in the novel.
She always felt that the protagonist's never-give up belief in the novel and his tenacity to become more and more courageous as he sets down, are the most buggy existences.
The protagonist is not that easy to be.
Sure enough, she did not have the talent to be the protagonist.
......
"What are you talking nonsense?"
Pei Liang glanced at Pei You with disagreement.
Then hesitated and looked at Xiao Xiao, "Master Xiao..."
He originally thought that his sister was a little stubborn because she could not hear the monster's voice.
Then, compared to his words, my sister should be more aware of Master Xiao’s words, who can see the monster.
As a result, the situation was not what he thought.
My sister was not anxious and irritable because she couldn't hear the monster's voice, but because she had auditory hallucinations, she had the abnormal symptoms before.
Such a reason...
Master Xiao probably has no choice, right?
"Sorry, Master Xiao, you've been in vain."
Pei Liang said embarrassedly, "I thought Xiaoyou was because of a monster..."
"I'm so sorry, Master Xiao, it's wasted your time."
"Won't."
Xiao Xiao shook his head.
Pei Liang thought the other party was saying polite words, and the curve of the corner of his mouth had just risen. The next second, his expression stopped, looking a little funny.
He rubbed his ears, wondering if he had also been hallucinating his hearing?
What does "I didn't make a trip in vain" mean?
What does Master Xiao mean?
"I'm like this because of a monster?"
Compared to Pei Liang's speechlessness, Pei You was already the first to call out.
She has thought so.
After all, she had heard the sound of monsters and knew that monsters were real creatures in the world.
To be continued...