Chapter two hundred and fifth girl
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When Xiao Han finished solving this case and saw the Siamese cat who was always by his side, cracks began to appear in his memory that should have been sealed.
Memory, like water slowly flowing out of the gap, slowly and subtly injected into his mind. Despite this, the film did not completely collapse.
He remembered his identity. Although it was vague, for him, he was able to release a little.
[Failer], [Assessment], [Judgment Space].
These three words are the only words he can remember now. He cannot understand the meaning, but they are also the most critical point of memory.
At present, I should be in a dream, and each case represents a dream, which reminds Xiao Han of the very popular movie, "Inception". If it is really the setting of this movie, then is the Siamese Cat the key to each dream?
Xiao Han sat on the bench and closed his eyes. He felt the breeze whizzing by.
......
[The clerk behind the counter repeated impatiently.]
【“Is this kind of rope OK?”】
【His tone reminds me of my father.】
[I shook my head, and he immediately showed a confused expression.]
【“Can I ask you what you want to do when buying hemp rope?”】
【He waved the rope in his hand.】
[I think about how the person answered him, but he couldn't express it smoothly, so he became hesitant. Anyone who sees this look will find suspicious, right?]
[The clerk saw my embarrassment and his attitude became slightly relieved.]
["No, don't blame me for being too talkative. I'm too lazy to care about it. I'm not always that kind of policeman recently? I can't tell whether it's a criminal policeman or a policeman. What kind of purchase records should I check when I come to our store? It's not very peaceful recently, do you know?"]
[He showed me a longing for understanding, and I don't know how to reply to him.]
【Breathing becomes increasingly difficult.】
[If I honestly confess to him, I need a thick enough hemp rope to hang myself on the ceiling, and he will definitely not sell the rope to me.]
【Why do you want to come to this store yourself?】
[This hardware store is on the way to school. It passes here countless times, countless times every year, and countless times through the windows to see the rope lying quietly there, as if calling me. It's just a screenshot when I pass by. I don't know why the idea of "it's time" suddenly popped up in my mind. That's all.]
[——If I had known that the clerk would ask this or that, it would be better to find a building that was tall enough from the beginning.]
【I sighed.】
【I am not good at communicating with people, and I have been like this since I was a child.】
[Unable to accurately understand other people's expressions, nor can we judge the true meaning of other people's words.]
[I am not social, and I am always excluded by others wherever I go.]
[I am cowardly and timid, weak and unsatisfied, and my grades are not satisfactory. I am a world of difference from my excellent brother. After I graduated from a certain 985 university, I entered a first-class company. It is most appropriate to describe him as an elite. At the beginning, my father would criticize me by comparing me and my brother. Gradually, I couldn't even do this comparison because I had long lost that qualification.]
[Until now I can't forget that I moved to a rental house to prepare for the college entrance examination that year and had another look with my father.]
[That look revealed a kind of relief, as if he had driven away something dirty.]
【But what year did that happen?】
[I repeated the college entrance examination, failed the college entrance examination, failed the college entrance examination, failed the college entrance examination, how long has it been? When was the last time I communicated with my family?]
【Ah--I can't remember it clearly.】
【So uncomfortable.】
【It's so tiring to live.】
[——I want to die.]
【“Hey hey?”】
[The voice of the clerk brings me back to reality.]
["Young people like you should have a lot of things to do, right?" He seemed to have seen my true intentions. He seemed to have been saying something open before, but I was too immersed in my own world and couldn't listen to it. "It's not that I can't sell it to you. Please leave a contact information, okay? Wait, where are you going?"]
[I stumbled out of the hardware store and threw the clerk's exaggerated shouts behind my head.]
【I remembered my father's disappointed eyes again, and it was chasing me behind me like a phantom.】
[I ran with all my might and turned into an alley. It should be near my rented residence, but it seems not.]
[The dusk time has passed. I gasped and carefully checked against the wall to see if anyone was chasing me.]
【No one.】
[But I clearly knew that no one was chasing me, so I squatted down, my whole body was weak, and my chest hurt so much.]
【The old residential building is surrounded by a dead end?】
[No rope was bought... Will you go to class tomorrow? But, is that meaningful?]
[Before I was breathless, my sense of smell was abnormal for a while. When I recovered, I smelled something rotten. On my left, on a weedy open space was piled with garbage wrapped in plastic bags. So that's it, it's garbage.]
【I am like that garbage, even I feel disgusted.】
[I sighed and supported the ground with my hands to stand up. Suddenly I found some brown spots on the ground. The house extended to the garbage in the open space. I have an impression of this color. I happened to pass by a car accident scene. On the other side of the seal, the ground was splashed with brown, blood.]
【I became uneasy in my heart, and I opened the garbage bag with my trembling hands.】
【A girl sits in the corner of the wall.】
[She was dressed in midsummer, and her shoulders seemed to have been scratched by something, and the wound had begun to suppurate. I was too scared and couldn't help but retreat.]
【what do I do?】
[At this time, the girl's eyes opened.]
She stretched out her hand to me.
......
Winter is coming.
It has been two months since October, not, to be precise, since the fall that began in September.
People related to the events strive to bring cruel memories into the depths of memory as the severe winter is frozen in the depths of memory, the scars left by the past gradually fade away, but just when people can cheer up for tomorrow, new events quietly happen.
Looking back, the terror of that case was far beyond what I could imagine at the time. If the media was allowed to report it randomly afterwards, it would definitely cause severe changes in the values of many people.
The beginning of the matter was an inconspicuous day before the winter solstice.
Chapter completed!