Chapter 132 Good night(1/2)
He wants to kill me.
Ying Zheng woke up from his sleep.
"Water." He whispered.
The palace maid who was serving the side immediately went to the stove, poured a cup of hot water, and worshiped it.
"Gudu." Ying Zheng drank the hot water.
He can't sleep anymore.
"The window opens." Ying Zheng ordered.
So the palace maid opened the window, and the cold wind blew in. The palace maid who asked the window to open it shivered.
When the cold wind ignited, Ying Zheng's mind became clearer.
He glanced around.
Next to the bed, the beast-headed charcoal furnace quietly emitted heat. Next to it, the lights were dim. The palace maid stood not far away. Although she was standing, she was listless and drowsy.
Further away, exquisitely furnished, empty and majestic.
The fire is warm and comfortable.
Ying Zheng lay down: "The window is closed."
The palace maid was as if she had received a general amnesty and immediately closed the window lightly.
Ying Zheng took out the silk book from under the pillow that he had read countless times, and carefully started from the beginning.
He wants to kill me.
While looking at it, Ying Zheng recalled everything in the past two years.
Even a little further away life seems to be completely unremembered.
What I remember most clearly was that that night, Ju Zizhou was in the savage's earthen house, and he shot and killed two rangers from close range with his arm crossbow.
The smell of blood is very pungent.
Ying Zheng still remembers that pungent and unpleasant smell.
"Production relations..." Ying Zheng murmured to himself.
Everything in the past was subdivided in the face of this principle, so that he could no longer remember everything he had originally remembered.
When I first heard the tremor of the righteousness, my skin was trembling, my brain was completely blank, and my methods and feelings of looking at things were completely changed. All the so-called "reasons" in the world were in front of me, and I would like to seek and explore.
Everything in my memory began to become clear from that moment onwards.
Ying Zheng remembered that the lights were dim at that time, and he remembered Ju Zizhou's tone at that time.
His tone was calm, without excessive emotional exaggeration, nor was it very exaggerated, but just calm.
It is as quiet as a bottomless spring.
He wants to kill me.
It seems that from that moment on a new life, looking at problems, the world, and people, has a whole new and different feeling.
His resentment, hesitation, sorrow, and pain seemed to have all begun to dissolve from that moment.
Ying Zheng is no longer afraid.
He is not afraid, not angry, not sad, not painful.
Because of everything, he can find the root cause and method of change, and then change and rewrite reality, so that those that may make him feel scared will no longer exist, those that he may feel angry and completely eliminate...
Ying Zheng smiled.
He looked at the silk book in his hand carefully.
He remembered the workers he had seen in the copper and iron furnace, the women who were washing clothes for the workers, and the children who were proudly holding malt sugar to other children without malt sugar, eating candy...
He wants to kill me.
The voice of Ju Zizhou sounded in Ying Zheng's ears.
Ju Zizhou has taught him many things, and he remembers them all word by word.
“Production relations…”
“As fair as possible…”
"distribute……"
“The development of productivity…”
“Sacredness…”
"eternal life……"
...
"Ah, before I knew it, I had learned so much!" Ying Zheng put down the silk book and sighed.
Maybe the truth is expressed in it, only one or two sentences, but... Ying Zheng has been studying it for more than a year.
He knew that he had just rough understanding of many things and could not be learned at all.
But he can use this most superficial understanding to analyze and distinguish everything he encounters.
"The meaning of our lineage must be combined with reality!" Ying Zheng murmured to himself.
Ying Zheng probably knew what his senior brother wanted.
Since he learned those principles, he has vaguely guessed.
Ying Zheng has slapped Ju Zizhou's words more than once.
Ju Zizhou is a very interesting person. When facing adults, he often has complete plans, clear-headedness, and has a lot of ruthlessness.
But when he faced the child, he calmed down.
He rarely speaks swear words and hardly speaks harshly to children.
Ying Zheng originally thought that Ju Zizhou was just treating himself, but later he followed Ju Zizhou to work everywhere. Only then did he realize that Ju Zizhou was very gentle to all children.
Ying Zheng didn't understand why.
But he knew that Ju Zizhou was such a person.
That's enough.
He wants to kill me.
These are enough to allow Ying Zheng to roughly piece together Ju Zizhou's true character hidden under the peace.
A person who is loyal and righteous, has sympathy for the poor, has high hopes for children, and has hatred for vested interests.
Most of the time, he is pessimistic, but at the same time, full of hope, so he "plans the worst and works hard to the best."
For yourself...
Ying Zheng now knows that Ju Zizhou is approaching him, with premeditated, planned and targeted.
"He wants to turn me into... a living sacred!" Ying Zheng said to himself.
However, turning yourself into a sacred person in the world is not the purpose of Ju Zizhou doing things, but the "means" to achieve the goal.
His purpose is to establish a new "relationship".
For this great purpose, he needs the most powerful violence in the world and the greatest interests in the world, and also needs to control the power to distribute interests.
So he needs himself.
And myself...
Ying Zheng pressed his chest.
Your own goal is to control all the "relationships" in the world and achieve "eternal life".
The purpose is almost the same.
But Ju Zizhou was pessimistic. He felt that there might be something wrong with him, so his plan must have a record of when he was out of control.
He wants to kill me.
Ying Zheng was very clear about why Ju Zizhou had to make this idea.
Ying Zheng touched his heart.
"If he dares to block my way, I will kill him too!" Ying Zheng said.
Ying Zheng can learn about Ju Zizhou's ideas by referring to himself.
He understood Ju Zizhou's thoughts very well.
He wants to kill me.
Ying Zheng sneered: "Look at who killed whom in the end!"
He wants to kill me.
To be continued...