85. Chapter 85(1/2)
Cheng Ke always felt that he was a person who was used to being alone.
He can stay in his room all day, read books, listen to music, play with sand, and watch the sky in the most hidden corner of his home garden.
Even if he goes out with his friends, he can still wander outside of all the sounds and pictures in the lively bar and KTV.
He will have people he likes, people who are interested, and they will also test ambiguously, but once the private field is slightly invaded, he will start to avoid it.
Cheng Ke never thought that one day he would face such a sharp loneliness that he could not ignore or bear.
Just now.
at the moment.
He sat alone in Jiang Yuduo's house where Jiang Yuduo was no longer there.
Sitting in front of Jiang Yuduo's bed, he would often be fed with ashes on the floor.
There was no sound in the room, and the occasional noise from outside after nightfall would make the surroundings quieter.
A person's strong feeling of loneliness suffocated him, and when Meow gently walked past his feet, he could hardly breathe.
It's quieter because of the sound.
I feel even more lonely because of the company of a cat.
All of this is because of Jiang Yuduo's disappearance.
He has always been very clear about his feelings for Jiang Yuduo, from "having some ideas" at the beginning, to having some interest, to like it, and now.
Every step comes from the true heart.
He didn't know what it felt like to be afraid of losing or the person he cared about disappearing. He only knew that what he was facing now was loss and what he experienced was disappearing.
Not feeling good.
Time seemed to have stopped.
He kept thinking in his mind, and went back little by little from the smoke shells and papers, minute by minute, and a movie that was as if he couldn't see the head, fearing that he would miss any frame but would end in an instant.
The phone has been in my hand, and Jiang Yuduo's phone has never been turned on again.
And his cell phone never rang again.
Sister Luo and Chen Qing all disappeared with Jiang Yuduo, without any news.
Cheng Ke admitted that he was in a very complicated mood now.
The previous second was that he was deeply worried about Jiang Yuduo, and the next second he would be angry. The previous second was that he could understand that Jiang Yuduo was a patient, and he would have many uncontrollable thoughts and behaviors, and the next second he would want to throw his phone.
So he fell.
He smashed his phone to the ground and bounced to the wall.
Meow rushed onto the bed in fear.
The phone was smashed and rang.
After staring at the screen on the phone, Cheng Ke only realized that there was a phone call coming in.
When he rushed over to pick up his phone, he hit the wall with his shoulder. It was quite heavy, but he didn't feel anything.
The call on the phone is Xu Ding.
His shoulders began to hurt.
"Hey." He answered the phone.
"Will you get to the store tomorrow?" Xu Ding asked.
It has been opened. Today, he has not only never been to the store, but he has not even called Xu Ding.
"I'll go," Cheng Ke cleared his throat, "I'm sorry to delay something today."
"Xiao Ke," Xu Ding hesitated for a moment, "Have you encountered something? Do you want to help?"
"I... nothing happened." Cheng Ke said.
"There will be several interviews in the store tomorrow. Mi Lier will come to help this month. She knows the specific time," said Xu Ding, "If you... I can go."
"No," Cheng Ke said quickly, "I'll go."
The store was agreed from the beginning that he was mainly responsible for management, and Xu Ding also had a company to manage.
"Okay," Xu Ding said, pausing and adding, "Xiao Ke, I won't inquire about your private affairs, but if you have any trouble, you have to say that we are friends after all."
"I know," Cheng Ke smiled, "Thank you."
After hanging up the phone, he was stunned for a long time. When he stood up, he felt that his waist was no longer under his waist. First, he couldn't feel it existed at all, then he felt numb, and after a while he started to be sore.
He stood against the wall and could only walk out of the bedroom and into the bathroom for five minutes.
The bathroom was still the same, Jiang Yuduo's towel and toothbrush were still in place, and the shower gel shampoo was also placed as it was. I also saw a T-shirt from Jiang Yuduo who had not had time to wash.
When he saw these things in front of him, he could even hear the breathing in the bathroom that day.
Cheng Ke unscrewed the faucet and buried his face in his left hand, and the cold water pounced on his face.
When he raised his head again, he felt much more awake, just the fatigue that he looked in the mirror and could be seen at a glance.
He opened the cabinet under the sink and took out a new towel and toothbrush.
I bought two sets of these things, and Jiang Yutuo took away one.
He was a little unhappy when he wiped his face with a towel. Jiang Yuduo wanted to use the same thing as him, so he bought the same one and took it away when he left.
He doesn't want to cooperate.
His anger that appeared and disappeared from time to time was unknown when it would be able to calm down.
But he still used it.
Before coming out of the bathroom, he put his new toothbrush on Jiang Yuduo's old toothbrush.
Thinking about it, he slapped Jiang Yuduo's brush head and waved it to the hem.
"Just use this position first," he said, "wait and cry, idiot!"
Cheng Ke went out and it was a little late to have supper now, but he still planned to eat something casually.
I slowly walked around the familiar bar street, and bought a bowl of Guandong in the small shop and cooked it. I felt much more comfortable.
As soon as I walked out of the store, I heard someone calling him.
"Brother Ke?"
Cheng Ke turned his head and saw that it was Dabin and a few little brothers.
"Where are Brother Ke eating?" Dabin walked over and the little brothers stopped a few steps away.
"Well, I ate some casually," Cheng Ke glanced at them, "You guys..."
"Zhang Daqi Bar," said Dabin, "Brother Qing is waiting there."
"Why? Didn't it say it has been resolved?" Cheng Ke asked.
"Yes," Dabin nodded, "Today it was Zhang Daqi who made an appointment and let him know that no one will mess with anyone in the future."
"Then... will there be any problem?" Cheng Ke was a little worried.
"There should be no problem," said Dabin. "I made an appointment with... Third Brother, I'm leaving, right? Let's go there."
"I'll go." Cheng Ke said.
"Brother Qing said no," said Dabin, "Just chatting for a while, we will be able to fight with people, and we will have some."
"I have invested in this matter," said Cheng Ke.
"Search..." Dabin was stunned for a moment, then sighed, took out his cell phone and called Chen Qing.
Cheng Ke did not have the idea of taking over the third brother Daye, nor did he intend to get too close to his little brothers, but he knew that these people were part of Jiang Yuduo's sense of security, a proof of his existence, and a part of his life for so many years.
If Jiang Yu takes it back, Cheng Ke hopes that this place will be the same.
Chen Qing, Dabin, those little brothers, Jiang Yuzhao's trash cans that have been counted.
Besides, this solution was proposed by myself. Since it has already worked, then I will close it and end it.
...
In fact, maybe he just wanted to do something to distract himself and calm down his excessive depression, and these people could also make him feel Jiang Yuduo's existence.
There should be a lot of people in the bar at this time, but there are very few people in Zhang Daqi's bar. Half of the tables in the hall are empty. It seems that the previous reservation has an impact on the bar. No one wants to go to the bar and is worried. This business will take at least another month to recover.
Chen Qing sat in a locker in the corner, crossing his feet.
When he saw Cheng Ke coming, he quickly stood up: "Brother Ke."
Cheng Ke admired his freedom to change his name and never had a fixed one.
"Actually you don't need it," said Chen Qing, "Zhang Daqi just wanted to make sure that he won't cause trouble for each other in the future."
"I'm idle anyway." Cheng Ke sat down.
"He is doing very slow now," Chen Qing said. "I guess he doesn't want to continue to mess with us anymore."
To be continued...