For Jiang Yuduo, what Cheng Yi said today, the words he said in front of so many people, should be regarded as his biggest blow.

Cheng Ke has never asked him mentally related questions in a blunt way. It is because he can feel that Jiang Yuduo is trying hard to cover up and disguise. No matter how he views himself, he at least always wants Cheng Ke to think that he is a normal person. In other words, he uses the method of admitting that he goes to see a psychologist to prove to Cheng Ke that he is "well".

Compared to whether Jiang Yuduo is good or not, what happened? Cheng Ke cares more about how big the blow it will be when his "secret" is made public.

From asking for ideas with confidence, to thinking that it is good to be called a boyfriend, from saying "I know what it feels like if someone has ideas about me", to asking carefully.

Do you like me like this, who is said to be mentally ill?

The moment Jiang Yuduo pointed at his head, Cheng Ke's feeling that soft and painful heart was something he had never experienced in his life.

"I like it," said Cheng Ke, "When I met you, you were like this. Now is no different from before."

Perhaps the distress of Jiang Yuduo made his "like" exceed the real weight of the current stage. In a sense, it can also be said to be unfair, but Cheng Ke temporarily gave up the rationality that still existed five seconds ago.

Even if it is unfair, he wants to make Jiang Yuduo, who is now in front of him, cautiously trying to prove himself, but has lost his confidence, even a little bit of comfort.

He never thought that he would have such a gentle, kind and affectionate side, and he would be so proud of himself.

Jiang Yuduo looked at him and didn't say anything, but the expression on his face relaxed a little, and he picked out a very small smile on the corner of his mouth with a little embarrassed look.

"Oh." He rubbed his nose.

Cheng Ke did not continue talking about the question that his boyfriend should like each other, and picked up the cup and took a sip of water.

"Your birthday tomorrow." Jiang Yuduo picked up his phone and took a look.

"Yes." Cheng Ke nodded. If Jiang Yuduo didn't say it, he would have forgotten about this matter.

It was also very coincidental that the day before his birthday, he used real violence that he had never used since he was born to cut off himself and all his relatives and lives in one-size-fits-all manner.

"You should sleep in my bed tonight," said Jiang Yuduo, "I won't sleep at night."

"What?" Cheng Ke looked at him, "Can't you fall asleep?"

"No," Jiang Yuduo felt a little embarrassed, "The gift I gave you... hasn't been prepared yet. I originally planned to make it tonight."

"I'll accompany you." Cheng Ke said.

"Surprise, Master," said Jiang Yuduo, "What surprises do you have if you have with me? You've seen them all."

"...Is there still a surprise? You don't want to make a lamp for me, and if you don't succeed, you'll buy one," said Cheng Ke. "I've memorized the process."

Jiang Yuduo laughed: "It's still a bit surprising. Don't look at it, I'll do it in the yard."

"It's so cold, just be in the living room, or that room," said Cheng Ke, "I won't peek."

"I'm not afraid of the cold." Jiang Yuduo still said the same thing.

In order to leave time for "if you don't know how to do it, you have to think about it" and "if you make it, you can still tear it down and start over", Jiang Yuduo took a big bag of things to the backyard after he took a shower.

Cheng Ke sat in the living room, wearing Jiang Yuduo's pajamas, and there was also a pair of underwear that Jiang Yuduo gave him, which looked new.

When I was taking a shower today, Jiang Yuduo helped him rub his back and wore big shorts, but they didn't say anything throughout the whole process. He didn't think a lot, and Jiang Yuduo didn't peek at him curiously. It seemed like there were a lot of things today. They both became holy because there were too many things in their minds.

"You actually have pajamas..." Cheng Ke looked at the pajamas on his body again. Because the sleeves were looser, he could wear them easily and completely, which was quite comfortable.

"Sister Qian gave it to me," Jiang Yuduo said in the backyard, "I just wore it once. It was so uncomfortable to sleep, so I never wore it again... If you don't want to sleep, just watch TV."

"Yes." Cheng Ke responded.

Jiang Yuduo started to make lights in the backyard.

Cheng Ke resisted the urge to go over and watch it, turned on the TV, hugged the cat, staring at a documentary.

But all I heard in my ears was the noise of Jiang Yuduo, the sound of sawing wood, then the sound of sandpaper grinding wood, then the sound of sawing wood, and then the sound of sandpaper grinding wood.

Cheng Ke really wants to say why you don’t have all the saws and then polish them.

After listening for a while, he couldn't help but look over the backyard.

The door leading to the backyard in the next room was closed by Jiang Yuduo, but there was a window next to it, and you could see the yard. After hesitating for a second, Cheng Ke put the meow on the sofa: "You sleep here, don't go over and meow."

Then he took two more mats to hold the meow in the middle.

When he got up and walked towards the backyard, he remembered what Jiang Yuduo had told him before... He turned his head suddenly and found that the place he had just sat down should be the part where Meow had shit last time.

Jiang Yuduo said he wanted to change the sofa, but it seemed that he hadn't changed it, and even the sofa cover was still the same!

Cheng Ke stuttered and slapped his butt back.

When he walked to the window, he moved over carefully little by little and saw the situation in the backyard.

A bright light was hung in the backyard. Jiang Yuduo squatted on the ground with his back to him, with some wooden strips of different lengths and widths and widths.

It should be wenge... Didn't it mean to be made of the remaining anticorrosion wood?

Is this a surprise?

This surprise is so big...

Jiang Yuduo picked up a long wooden strip and sawed it into several sections. It looked not fixed in length and was very casual, but it was very careful when polishing, which was amazingly time-consuming.

Just sawing all the long wooden strips into short wooden strips of varying lengths and polishing them, it took more than an hour to use them.

Cheng Ke's heels hurt a little, and after quietly taking a chair and sitting down, Jiang Yuduo finally changed his job.

He took out a piece of paper from his pocket and looked at it, picked up two wooden strips and gestured, crossed the front and the side, and then began to drill holes on the wooden strips.

Cheng Ke didn't know what kind of lamp he was going to make, but according to his previous description, it should be a wooden lampshade with many round holes on it, and a lamphead inside it. When the lamp was turned on, it sprinkled light spots in the room.

But now the materials he had looked more than 18,600 miles away from these.

Cheng Ke took a look at the time on his phone. It was quite late for them to come back from the hospital today. After a while, it was already 12 o'clock. It was only now that he remembered that they had not had supper yet...

Jiang Yuduo is a person who has strict requirements on three meals a day. Even if he moves back, he has to eat it all morning, noon and evening. Today he actually forgot about dinner.

Jiang Yuduo screwed screws on the two pieces of wood, and it looked like there was no standard angle, just a random x, which was asymmetrical.

Cheng Ke gave up speculation and stared at Jiang Yuduo's side face. The lights were falling from above his head. Jiang Yuduo's eyelashes pulled out a small trembling shadow.

He rarely looks so focused, and he looks more serious when eating. Now he is concentrating on gestures with wooden strips in the cold wind, looking cute and sexy.

Another wooden strip was hit with a good eye, twisted with the previous irregular x, and turned into a z that was not on the same plane.

Cheng Ke suddenly felt as if he understood Jiang Yuduo’s thoughts.

Wooden strips of different lengths are twisted one by one, some are connected in pairs, and some are connected in three, without a fixed direction or neat edge, like a small pile of wood that is empty horizontally and vertically, and like a disassembled bird cage.

Perhaps because of insufficient screws, Jiang Yuduo stood up, went to the small flower pond next to him to take a look, pulled out an old wooden railing, and removed a few screws from it.

Cheng Ke no longer looked at the time. This method of using wooden strips to form an irregular three-dimensional space seems very simple, but it is very difficult to make it look good.

He didn't know how Jiang Yuduo thought of such a structure, which really surprised him a little for a "third brother".

Jiang Yuduo used it for a long time and twisted the wooden strips together. He had also disassembled them several times. He could even shake the cover of the quilt to tear the cover to the person who tore it. Such patience was a bit amazing.

After screwing the last screw, Jiang Yuduo put the made lampshade... no, the lamp frame was placed on the ground, stepped back a few steps, and walked around for a while, probably checking.

The diameter of this light frame is about fifty or sixty centimeters, and the interlaced wooden strips have beautiful patterns. Looking under the light, it is not as ugly as Cheng Ke thought before, and even feels a bit clumsy and simple beauty.

This is indeed a surprise, although Cheng Ke has seen the entire production process in advance.

It is because of seeing the whole process that this surprise becomes particularly profound.

Jiang Yu took it aside, took a box and took it apart, took out a light bulb from it, a very retro Edison light bulb, and a lamp head connected to the wire, wrapped in a hemp rope.

Put the lamp in the middle of the wooden strips, twist the lamp head, and finally fix it to the wooden strips at the top. The lamp is completed.

When Cheng Ke stood up and felt his heart beating a little violently when he saw Jiang Yuduo pick up the lamp and hung it on a clothes rail in the middle of the yard.

The lights were ready and the surprise was great. Jiang Yuduo was about to enter the house and call him.

But he was not willing to run back to the living room immediately to pretend to watch TV and fell asleep, but he still stood by the window and watched Jiang Yuduo.

Jiang Yuduo hung up the light, plugged the wires into the socket, and turned off the light that was originally on in the yard.

When Cheng Ke was about to return to the living room with a chair, Jiang Yuduo suddenly turned around, looked at the window, and said, "Happy birthday, Cheng Ke."

As he finished speaking, he pressed the switch and the light lit up.

The dark yellow lights projected from behind the interlaced wooden strips, and some chaotic spots and shadows covered the entire yard, as well as Jiang Yuduo standing under the lights.

Cheng Ke was stunned.

"Happy birthday," Jiang Yuduo walked over here, "I... Chen Qing said that I sing out of tune, and I won't sing your birthday song..."

Cheng Ke reached out and pushed open the door next to him. Jiang Yuduo stood at the door and smiled at him: "How about you sing yourself... But I didn't buy a birthday cake..."

"When did you find me here?" Cheng Ke asked.

"I discovered it as soon as you came over," said Jiang Yuduo. "The living room lights are on, and the shadow of your head is as big as a basketball in the window."

"…Fuck." Cheng Ke said.

"Do you like it?" Jiang Yu took back his finger and pointed at the lamp, "Is this lamp a surprise?"

"I like it," Cheng Ke nodded, "very surprised."

"I didn't expect it," Jiang Yuduo raised his face a little proudly, "Am I quite awesome?"

"Yes." Cheng Ke stared at him for two seconds, then raised his hand and grabbed his collar, "Come here."

"Hmm?" Jiang Yutuo took a step forward and stood face to face with him.

"I want to kiss you now," said Cheng Ke, "It's different from those before."

"...ah," Jiang Yuduo was obviously stunned for a moment, "This...isn't you a little... idiot?"

"I'm a little stupid, but I don't want to get your consent. I just want to tell you," Cheng Ke said, "Don't hide or push me, I'm a wounded person."

Jiang Yuduo didn't say anything and looked a little confused.
Chapter completed!